Road to Rebirth

Chapter 359
"If you don't eat or cooperate, it doesn't mean you have won. If you really want to stand up, what you need is your courage and cooperation." Gu Xiaoqing washed the lunch box and put it in the cabinet.

Fang Shaohan has calmed down now.

Probably because he had eaten and drank enough, he looked much more pleasing to the eye, and his complexion was not so dark.

"Can this small injury break you? Fang Shaohan, you are a big man. If you can't even get through this little difficulty and setback, then why did you want to be a policeman in the first place? The job you chose has long been You are doomed to the nature and consequences of the danger, and you know it clearly, but you still play your temper like this, you are embarrassing yourself.”

Fang Shaohan didn't speak, Gu Xiaoqing continued.

Anyway, no one is afraid of the other now.

The false politeness that was maintained in a peaceful state before seems to have been thrown out of the sky now, and he is facing the other party with the most authentic face, even poking the other party's painful feet cruelly, exposing the pain forcefully. Open each other's sores.

"I am willing to embarrass myself. Why are you meddling? I don't need you here. Who are you? You are just a woman, or a woman I don't need at all. You go, I don't want to see it at all. To you, I hate you." Fang Shaohan struggled to move his body, but it seemed that his control over his legs and waist was not what he imagined.

He has lost control of his body, and this feeling makes him even more angry and powerless, so any harsh words can come out of his mouth, and he doesn't care about anyone's feelings at all.

It seems that hurting the other party can make people feel a kind of relief.

Gu Xiaoqing wanted to turn around and leave for a moment. Any woman would leave if a man said that. If her self-esteem was touched like this, who would stand it.

But she still restrained herself, he was not a complete person, she couldn't accept the harm she suffered psychologically, and there were deviations in her behavior, she could only keep understanding, could she still care about it like him?
Grabbing the collar of Fang Shaohan's hospital gown, even though the strength of his hand can only lift it up a short distance, his momentum is not inferior.

"Who am I to you? You have the nerve to ask this. Who do you think is willing to serve you here as a cripple? You are a cripple. That's right, you are just lying here weakly and yelling at me. disabled.

Obviously there is still a chance, the doctor has already said that as long as the rehabilitation is done well, there is an 80.00% chance of you recovering as before.But you look so self-destructive now, what's the difference between that and a disabled person?
If you hadn't told them to come to me, you thought I would come.I still have a lot of things to be busy with, but I left everything to take care of you. Tell me who I am, who should I be to you? "

Gu Xiaoqing pointed at Fang Shaohan's forehead, scolding aggressively.

She was also full of grievances, she had paid so much, even made the biggest concession in emotional concessions, but this man asked himself who she was to him.

What a ridiculous question.

But what a hurtful question.

Yes.

Who is she to him?

Nothing.

They were nothing to each other from beginning to end.

At this moment, Gu Xiaoqing really wanted to leave Shaohan behind.

"Don't worry, I'm an outsider, someone irrelevant will leave right away. If you call your parents and find someone to take care of you, I'll leave right away. If I stay for a second longer, I won't be Gu Xiaoqing."

Loosening Fang Shaohan's collar, Gu Xiaoqing slammed the door shut and walked out.

The anger in her heart swelled to the extreme, and Gu Xiaoqing needed to calm down completely, which was angered by Fang Shaohan.

This Fang Shaohan really has the talent to turn people into Tyrannosaurus again.

Sitting on a wooden chair on the lawn, Gu Xiaoqing has calmed down under the cold wind.

It had been a long time since anyone had irritated themselves so much.

Gu Xiaoqing, who has always regarded himself as an adult in his decades, is also the first experience of losing his mind.

No matter how mature and calm Fang Shaohan is, he is just a normal person. Faced with the feeling of losing his ability to act, it is understandable how frustrated Fang Shaohan is, but this is not an excuse to make everyone decadent with you.

No one can stand up instead of you, what you need to rely on is yourself, Fang Shaohan, you have to stand up, for all those who love you, for yourself.

Gu Xiaoqing wiped her eyes. In addition to the slight wetness there, there was also her own heartache that couldn't be added. She knew that everything could not go back, but she was still here without hesitation.

That's because the heart stayed here.

After clearing up her mood, Gu Xiaoqing returned to the ward.

Can you compare with a patient?

There was no sound in the ward.

Fang Shaohan lay there, covered with a quilt, with his eyes closed, and he didn't know if he was asleep or awake.

Gu Xiaoqing closed the door and brought a basin of water. He hadn't scrubbed Fang Shaohan's body today. This was already a daily task. Scrub his body and massage the muscles of his legs to prevent his muscles from atrophying.

Twist a wet towel to untie Fang Shaohan's hospital gown, the wet towel fell on his chest, and wiped it gently.

Gu Xiaoqing didn't speak, didn't want to speak, the atmosphere seemed to become stagnant.

"sorry."

Fang Shaohan's deep voice sounded in the empty ward.

It sounded like a third person appeared here abruptly.

Her fingers stopped for a moment, but for almost a second, the movement under her hand resumed.

After quickly scrubbing Fang Shaohan's body, Gu Xiaoqing went out with the washbasin in hand.

Fang Shaohan turned sideways and closed his eyes silently.

He didn't want to be so unreasonable, but he couldn't control himself, the feeling of wanting to hurt the people around him severely, the feeling of wanting to tear open all the wounds and let others be the same as himself.

It became completely unlike the calm Fang Shaohan who could face everything, like a monster possessed by someone.

The woman he never wanted to hurt, but it was his fault that he hurt him so badly by his side.

Hearing soft footsteps, it was the familiar person who seemed to be the other half of his life that he had been hearing these days.

But this kind of encounter again made him even more helpless.

Fang Shaohan made up his mind that he must prevent himself from making other irrational actions again, everything must end here, there is no need for another injury.

Tomorrow, we must do something.

(End of this chapter)