Fat Queen

Chapter 228

Xue Ling nodded: "En!"

Xiao Qingya didn't understand why Xue Ling was so good, she said helplessly: "Let's go, he seems to be really stupid, go back!" No matter what Zhao Qi did, it was because he simply loved himself, yes No one would be so cruel and let him go.

Xue Ling nodded and followed behind them. He knew that Zhao Qi lived here like a year. He was atoning for his sins. Three years is enough. He also saw it when he went down the mountain a while ago. Xiao Qingya said that he also heard Daotong say that there was someone here who had been guarding here for three years before coming to see him. He could tell at a glance that it was Zhao Qi. Maybe it would be much better for him to see Xiao Qingya every day than here, to be loved by Zhao Qi , Xiao Qingya is happy, because Zhao Qi can give up all the glory and wealth for her, and he is moved.

After arriving on the mountain, Xiao Qingya asked someone to wash Zhao Qi, her black hair turned into red hair, she understood that it was because he was stained with ink, Zhao Qi, am I really worth it for you?Becoming the object of insult and being looked down upon by people all over the world, is it really worth it for you to do so?Seeing his silly expression, she ordered: "Take good care of him, don't neglect him!" She completely treated him like a child.

Three months later, Zhao Qi has always been stupid and crazy. In the eyes of everyone, he is just a child who needs people to take care of him.

Everyone thought he was crazy, stupid, and idiotic, but no one saw that every time Xue Ling and Xiao Qingya were fighting, a pair of envious eyes would always secretly look at them in the dark, crying secretly every night, and He also thinks this is happiness, being able to wait by her side is happiness to him.

It's been three months, and all he has with him are tears, and his eyes are almost blind. Xiao Qingya often visits him, which makes him very happy. I love so seriously, love so bitterly, and I get It's just a sentence of 'I don't love', three years made him understand how selfish he is, I'm sorry!My selfishness has hurt the brother who loves me the most, and the woman I love the most. I really want to say sorry to you all!

"Zhao Qi, what are you doing?" Xiao Qingya walked into Zhao Qi's room bouncing around, and found that he was hiding something, Xue Ling said that he didn't want to be treated, it was already hopeless, Xue Ling Having said that, it is useless to find the husband. Looking at the sawdust on the table, he knew that he was carving something, so he hurried over and said in surprise: "Oh my God! You can carve things now? Let me see, be good, show it to my sister." look!"

Zhao Qi tightly hid the carved things under the table, his face was full of panic.

Xiao Qingya's internal strength was higher than his, and she was quickly snatched away by Xiao Qingya, looking at the statue in her hand, a fat woman, looked at Zhao Qi in disbelief, tears kept falling down: "Are you pretending?"

Zhao Qi trembled all over, and hurriedly said: "No... I didn't lie to you... It was you... who took me up the mountain!" He was so scared, afraid that Xiao Qingya would drive him away. She hates being deceived by others, she tears one after another, lowers her head, and her red hair keeps shaking.

Xiao Qingya asked tremblingly, "Is it worth it?"

Zhao Qi kept shaking his head: "I don't know, I'm sorry! I...I'll leave right away!" Standing up nervously, he was about to go out.

Xiao Qingya stood up and hugged him tightly: "Why? Why are you so persistent? Am I really worth it?"

A hug from Xiao Qingya made him tremble continuously: "I don't want to be like this, but I feel like I have lost my goal without you. I don't know what to do. I'm scared every day, crazy, stupid Let me live, Ya'er! I'm sorry! Forgive my selfishness, I was wrong, I'm sorry!"

Xiao Qingya kept shaking her head. Although she only reached Zhao Qi's chest and was not as tall as him, she knew that this man actually needed more love and was more fragile than her. If he was bad, she would not miss him for three years , Zhao Qi is closer than her relatives, he just used the wrong way, in fact, he is not as good as Xue Ling: "I'm sorry! Feelings are a one-way street, I...I can't love you!"

"I know, I don't deserve to be with you anymore, I know, don't be sad, or my heart will hurt very much!" His hands kept trembling, and he really wanted to hug her tightly, but he didn't Dare, he really didn't dare.

Xiao Qingya let him go slowly, and Lihua looked at him with rain: "Don't do this again in the future, wait until you find a good girl before leaving, the food and accommodation here are very good!"

"En! I listen to you!" Zhao Qi wiped away his tears with his hand, and said with a smile, as long as there is a place with you, even if it is a statue, it will be happy for me.

Seeing the excitement on Xiao Qingya's face, Xue Ling asked with a smile, "What's wrong? So happy?"

In the small room, Xiao Qingya threw herself forward and hugged Xueling: "Do you know? Zhao Qi's illness is healed, he's all healed, and you lied to me that there is no cure. Tell me, why did you lie to me?" ?” A little bit annoyed.

Did you know it so soon?Xueling smiled wryly and said: "Because his illness is not a disease, don't you understand that you are so smart? Ya'er! Do you love him?"

Xiao Qingya shook her head: "I don't know, but I know it's impossible for me to ignore him, Xue Ling, will you be sad?" She didn't want to lie to Xue Ling, and she really didn't know whether she loved Zhao Qi or not. I am looking forward to Zhao Qi's appearance every day. When I see him, I feel extremely excited. Is this love?Isn't a heart only given to one person?Zhao Qi should be a relative in his heart, right?

"No, if you don't care about him anymore, I will be very disappointed, because everything he does is for you, believe me, go see him, go to accompany him, he must be very sad at this moment! Maybe He will leave the Taoist temple tomorrow, he will not find another woman, and this night will be the only one in his life!" Xue Ling really hoped that Xiao Qingya would accompany him, the man who suffered more than anyone else , It's not sympathy, it's just a rational idea, and I don't want to regret it for the rest of my life.

Xiao Qingya always felt that there was something in Xueling's words, no man would want his wife to accompany other men, so she was afraid, and walked slowly to Zhao Qi's room, when she heard the crying inside, her hands trembled as soon as she reached the door Wake up, are you crying every day?No wonder Xueling would say that, a prime minister with a wealth of wealth and a distinguished status pretends to be crazy and cries every day for himself, why are we like this?Gently pushed the door and walked in.

Zhao Qi held the medicine bottle tightly in his hand, he didn't expect to be discovered so soon, Ya'er, I won't find any girl, love is not that simple, if I can, it won't be like this for three years, I Knowing that you never forgive me, I don’t want to force myself to live a good life, it’s too tiring, and I don’t want to live like a fool, I don’t have that perseverance anymore, if you don’t show up, I will wait in the temple for the rest of my life, It's just that that kind of life is really hard, hard.

Xiao Qingya hugged Zhao Qi tightly from behind and felt his body tremble. Xue Ling's meaning was obvious. He hoped that the three of them would live together. Perhaps only Xue Ling admired Zhao Qi the most in this world. , because Xue Ling knows Zhao Qi best, even she doesn't understand Xue Ling.

If Zhao Qi is really gone, I will not feel at ease for the rest of my life, because he will definitely not live a good life, and there may be even more terrible consequences. You don't have to have love to be together, right?Gently kissed his lips.

Zhao Qi's tears flowed into the mouths of the two of them, and he untied Xiao Qingya's clothes with trembling hands, he would understand what she meant when she came, let me be selfish for one more time, the last time, in the future There was no chance, so I tightly grasped Xiao Qingya's hand, secretly passed all the power into her body, and only became one with her when I was exhausted. This is the most heart-wrenching love, From the beginning to the end, the tears of the two people have not been broken.

Xiao Qingya also knew that he had passed on all his skills to herself, Zhao Qi, do you live for me?you fool.

Looking at Xiao Qingya who was sleeping soundly next to the pillow, Zhao Qi smiled slightly, and reached out to touch Xiao Qingya's face: "Thank you! Ya'er, thank you brother, you are all people I care about, I hope you can be happy, You are right, love is a one-way street, and there is no room for extra people. Remember to walk all the roads I have not walked, and experience all the things I have not experienced. I will bless you from afar !" This is the best and best gift you guys gave me, and I don't have any regrets anymore.

He picked up the medicine bottle and drank it down, then lay down slowly, waiting for death to come.

Xiao Qingya frowned suddenly, the strong smell of blood made her open her eyes, she didn't dare to turn her head to look, tears were already falling down, Xue Ling, I finally understand why you said he was hopeless, You don't tell others that he is pretending to be crazy to protect him, but I hurt him. I slowly turned my head to see him vomiting blood, which was shocking. I slowly sat up and hugged him into my arms: "I don't want to you die!"

Zhao Qi's face had turned purple, but he said with his last breath, "I... I live... I would rather die... Don't blame Senior Brother... He... He is doing it for my own good!"

"The three of us can be together, why did you choose such a terrible way?" You will only make us feel guilty for the rest of our lives.

With a 'bang', Xueling broke in, walked to the bed and looked at Xiao Qingya and said, "I'm late!" I didn't expect them to proceed so quickly, Zhao Qi, I have already accepted you, why are you still waiting? Want to choose to die?
Zhao Qi looked at Xue Ling and said with a smile: "Brother, I'm sorry! Treat her well, give her my love, don't be sad, death is a relief for me... I... I'm so sleepy... But I I don't want to sleep...I'm afraid...I'm afraid..." Before he finished speaking, his head fell back.

(End of this chapter)