waiting for your starlight

Chapter 135

He smiled helplessly, "I admit that I chose to give up after knowing your identity. Of course, it was because of Teacher Shen and our seniority, but more importantly, it was because of you. Xiaoxi, maybe at your current age, you don't know much about some things." It's so important, and the reason for doing things is more to win. I don't know why you and Teacher Shen have such a fight, but based on what I know about her and you, she must have done a lot wrong in this matter... ...But no matter what, she is your mother, and blood relationship can't be changed. You like me only now, and we don't know what will happen in the future. We have more trouble with my mother because of a relationship that I don't know where it will go. Zombie, do you really think it's worth it? Maybe after making this decision, your relationship will never be restored... I don't want you to regret it in the future. "

He only said half of it, and the other worry that had been hiding in his heart was left unspoken.She was too young, and her temperament was still so stubborn and arrogant. He had also thought about whether she chose him just to provoke her mother.But there is no need to say such words, he is just here to explain, not to shirk responsibility.

No matter what happened to this matter, it was because he didn't think carefully, and it was because he did something wrong.

Yixi clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, he didn't mean to say it, but she understood it.He wanted to question him, but he couldn't say anything.

She suddenly realized that their attitudes towards Shen Yilu were completely different.He and she have been old friends for nearly 20 years. You can see how much he values ​​friends when he treats Zhang Siqi and Song Zhi.As for her, she didn't care what Shen Yilu thought, she even vaguely hoped that Shen Yilu would know about her relationship with Li Chenglang.So she can make decisions cleanly, because she has nothing to worry about, nothing to be afraid of.

She sat down slowly, the beach at night was a little wet, she put her palms on it, as if she wanted to give herself some strength, "Okay, I understand. You can go."

"Xiao Xi..."

"Let's go. You convinced me, and I understand your reasons and considerations, but I don't want to have anything to do with you now. Maybe we are really people from two worlds, and we shouldn't have disturbed you in the first place. We are together, so it is just right to separate now. When we meet again in the future, just be strangers, Teacher Li."

Li Chenglang had expected Yixi's various reactions, but he didn't expect that it would end up like this.For some reason, hearing her say goodbye in a calm and even tired tone made him feel extremely flustered, even more than hearing her reprimand in the car that night.But this is already the best result, isn't it?She understood and gave up, and there will be no more troubles that everyone can't handle.

Then why, his heart still feels so uncomfortable as if there is a big hole in it?

After a long silence, he looked around in the darkness, and suddenly remembered something, "Have you brought your mobile phone?"

Yixi froze for a moment, then shook her head.He took out the lighter from his pocket, silver-white metal, and after he opened the lid, the warm flame danced, "The road is dark, use this to light it. I'll go from the other side, and you don't want to stay here anymore, back to photography." shed."

His long eyelashes drooped, covered with a layer of warm gold by the firelight, Yixi never expected to see this side after those words.He has always been like this to her, gentle, thoughtful, caring, but what's the use of her coming now?

Reaching out to take the lighter, she didn't say a word, but there was a weird smile on her lips.Li Chenglang took a deep breath, turned around and was about to leave, but she spoke lightly.

"You said so much just now, but you forgot the most important point. Uncle Li, the reason why you gave up so quickly is actually because you...don't like me that much, right?"

He turned his head suddenly, Yixi's smile was a little lonely, but also sarcasm, "This is also very good. Now, I can easily give up on you."

(End of this chapter)