waiting for your starlight

Chapter 128

"Hearing you say that tonight, I was very sad at first, and then I was a little angry... I always thought we were tacit, you are so good to me, you are different from others, it can't be all my own doing Passionate? And, if you really don't have feelings for me, why don't you stay away from me completely after you find out that I like you? You are not the kind of person who will hang others.

"So I guess, you still kind of like me, don't you?"

He finally found his voice, "Yixi..."

"You obviously called me Xiaoxi before, why did you change your name? You told Lu Yan, 'It's impossible for us', it's impossible, it's not that you don't like it, do you have any other concerns? Is it our age, or... "

Yixi never thought that one day she would question a man like this because he didn't want to be with her.There are two voices clamoring in my mind, one says that you are wrong, it is all because you are wrong, he doesn't like you and he doesn't know you like her, stop making fun of yourself; the other says, ask clearly Well, if you really care about him, ask him clearly, otherwise one day in the future, you will definitely regret it!
She doesn't want to regret it.

With the courage that she might never have again in this life, she looked at him with wide eyes, expectant and pious, as if his answer could dictate her fate.Under her gaze, Li Chenglang was silent for a long time, looking ahead intently, he tried to open his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

Yixi's eyes finally dimmed.The heart is like a full balloon. After being pierced by a needle, it flies into the air, and then slowly falls to the ground, becoming a mess of garbage.

No matter how unbearable the suffocation in the car was, she clung to the door tightly, her nails turning white, "Stop...I want to get out of the car, let me get down..."

Li Chenglang turned the steering wheel, "Don't move around, you can't park here."

His tone was still so gentle, but at this moment it was like a blade.She finally couldn't hold it anymore, "You let me get off! I understand what you mean, and I won't bother you again, okay? Let me get off!"

"Calm down, listen to me, Yixi...Alice!"

Her movements froze abruptly.There were still tears in her eyes, she stared at him blankly, "What did you call me?"

Li Chenglang parked the car on the side of the road, and then took a deep breath.It can still be denied that she had mentioned this English name to him before, but now, some things have to be clarified.

He turned his head and looked at her seriously, "Alice, I know you are Alice."

It took five seconds for Yixi to react.He knows.Not only did he know that she liked him, but he also knew her identity, that she was little Alice.

She asked in a daze, "When did it happen?"

"Chinese New Year, at Miss Zhou's wedding..."

Angie's wedding?That's right, when they met in the hotel garden that day, his expression was very strange... Did you see it at that time?After that, he suddenly became indifferent to her, and it was also because of this reason?

Once the conversation started, the rest of it was no longer difficult. Li Chenglang suddenly realized that maybe he should have done this a long time ago, telling her everything, "I like you, it's not because you are passionate, I even I secretly pursued you for a while. But Alice, I didn't know your identity at that time. If I knew, I wouldn't... In short, everything is my fault and I provoked it. You can blame me, but please Believe me, I never intended to hurt you."

Yixi closed her eyes and slowly wiped away the tears on her face.And when she opened her eyes again, the look inside had completely changed, "Do you like me?"

"……Yes."

"Have you tried chasing me?"

"kindness."

"But you gave up because you found out I was Alice. Why? Does it matter who I am?"

There was helplessness in his eyes, "Don't you understand?"

She laughed, "Understood, of course I understand. Because I am Shen Yilu's daughter! You are her good friend, so of course you can't do things that make your friend angry, right? No wonder you said it's impossible, ha, it's because this……"

"Alice..."

She interrupted him, "Do you know why I have to hide my identity? Because what I hate the most is that people treat me as Shen Yilu's daughter! Ever since I was a child, I have already hated living in her shadow! So, I would rather spend More effort, abandoning all the shortcuts that this identity can bring, and hiding this matter. It turns out that I was right. If I knew my relationship with her, who else would see me? I will always be her Poor vassal!"

Li Chenglang's expression changed.He suddenly realized that he might have made a big mistake, and this mistake might make them unable to become ordinary friends, "Alice, I'm not..."

She smiled and shook her head, her voice was extremely disappointed and sad, "Even you are like this, I thought you were different... Aren't we friends? Even if we haven't met, I have kept you in the past ten years Be a friend, be an idol, but in your heart, I am just Shen Yilu's daughter. You said you like me, but your liking is not even worth this status."

He was struck hard by her grief and froze in place.Yixi opened the car door, he knew she was leaving, but he didn't even dare to reach out to touch her.

She turned her head and took one last look at him, with relief in her tone, "Thank you for the answer you gave me. Now, I can finally give up."

(End of this chapter)