Holding hands to see the world

171 Chapter 4
Listening to these words in a daze at night, it seemed unreal in a trance. I had never heard such words from Mu Yuanche in the last life. The relationship between them was warm and calm, and they almost never blushed. There is such an existence in his heart, such a beauty.

"But the first queen hanged herself..." Ye Ye asked half a sentence without going to the end, but she knew that Mu Yuanche must understand what she meant, and it would be bad to speak too clearly.

Mu Yuanche suddenly tightened his grip on Ye Ye, his complexion became a little ugly, and a layer of frost gradually formed between his brows and eyes.At night, I could even feel the cool air emanating from Mu Yuanche's body. What did she do to make Mu Yuanche feel so angry now? She really wanted to ask clearly, but she No, she is not Li Xiangxue, she is the night now!

I don't know how long it took before Mu Yuanche suddenly said, "Ah Wan, don't betray me..."

"How could I betray you? I care about you so much, I like you, I adore you." Ye Ye replied almost mechanically, but there was a huge wave in her heart.Mu Yuanche used the word betrayal. When did she betray him in her last life?This is simply impossible, the night suddenly remembered the scene of Mu Yuanche questioning himself that night with red eyes, now looking back, he should have something to ask, but he slammed the door and left without saying a word.

What is going wrong here?Ye Ye couldn't figure it out, how could it have something to do with betrayal, how could she betray him as a deep palace queen?

Too many doubts rushed out at once, and at night, there was a vague feeling that there must be a secret between them that she had never known. This secret, Mu Yuanche knew, but she didn't.Thinking back now, Xia Yinyue had a miscarriage and Mu Yuanche would not be abolished because of this kind of thing, but Xia Yinyue did hold the imperial decree written by Mu Yuanche himself, and she had seen it with her own eyes. Yes, the imperial decree clearly stated death, and Mu Yuanche seemed to mean that it was not only because of Xia Yinyue's miscarriage, so what's going on?

Ye Ye couldn't accept the sudden outburst of information for a while, her heart was beating violently, and she raised her head and looked up at Mu Yuanche.I saw Mu Yuanche's eyes looking at the void in front of him, and the focal distance between his eyes was a little blurred. It was obvious that his mind was no longer here, and he seemed to be caught in the situation in his eyes.The sadness between her brows and eyes made her feel palpitating and uncomfortable when she looked at it.

His heart was so stuffy, he subconsciously stroked the position of his heart at night, trying to calm himself down, and then he said slowly, "Perhaps it was because the Empress Xian had some misunderstanding about the Emperor, that's why she hanged herself. If the Empress Xian knew that the Emperor was so affectionate , I absolutely don't want to just die like this."

At night, he tried his best to suppress the depression in his heart before he said these words. At the beginning, Mu Yuanche clearly ordered him to die, but he announced to the outside world that he committed suicide by hanging himself.At this time, when this matter was brought up at night, the only way to test it out was to hear that he had hanged himself.

"No matter what misunderstanding we have or how angry we are, she shouldn't avenge me with death. Ah Wan, you don't know how much I love her. I tried my best to marry her back then. She is superior to Li Jiagui Daughter, how many princes are chasing after the beauty, I was just a prince who was depressed and excluded. Although I am a prince, in the eyes of others, I am not worthy of a snow baby. If I must use one word To describe it, it is the difference between cloud and mud."

Ye Ye was stunned, she never knew this, she never knew that she was once unattainable in Mu Yuanche's heart.She always thought that they met, got acquainted, and knew each other because of fate, because at that time she always met him in various places by coincidence, and always thought it was a coincidence.

"The first queen must not think so." The voice in the night was a little dry, and she didn't know how to answer such a sentence, because as a daughter of the Li family, as a daughter of a family with hundreds of years of history, she was beautiful and quite beautiful. Talented, she was very satisfied with herself back then.

It's just that she never knew that in Mu Yuanche's heart, she would actually be looked up to by him.

"Xuewawa is the kindest, so naturally she won't look down on me. I went from having nothing to owning the world. Without Xuewawa, there would be no emperor today. Although this sentence is a bit exaggerated, things are about the same. My wife is too eye-catching. The husband has to work ten times and a hundred times harder than before to get everyone's approval."

The night felt more and more bitter. No wonder Mu Yuanche always stayed in the study until late at that time before returning to his room. It turned out that he doubled his studies so that he didn't want to be ridiculed for being inferior to his wife.It's ridiculous that she has never noticed it, and thought that Mu Yuanche was busy with business.

"Ache... did you really love the former empress?" Ye Ye suddenly regretted asking this question, but if she didn't ask her, she would be more suspicious in her heart.They used to love each other as much as she thought she did. If she heard a word of no love from Mu Yuanche at this time, she would not know how to live.Even though she hates Mu Yuanche very much now, those best memories have always warmed her heart. At least they loved each other, and they really loved each other.

How hopeless it is when deep love turns into resentment, when beauty turns into deception.

Even if Mu Yuanche gave herself to death in the end, she didn't want the innocent memories of their best years to be a deceptive illusion.She would rather Mu Yuanche disliked herself later than it was a scam from the beginning.

In that case, Ye Ye would wish to die with Mu Yuanche immediately.

Women are stupid, even if the man they loved has hurt them, they still hope that everything they have ever done is the most sincere dedication to each other, not a dream under lies.

Staring at Mu Yuanche's eyes at night, there was a tension that even she couldn't control.

Mu Yuanche's thoughts were pulled back by Ye Ye's words, and he stared at the night quietly, he could see the tension in the night.Mu Yuanche's big hand held Ye Ye's hand. He thought Ye Ye was jealous of Xuewa, so he said, "Ah Wan, don't think about it, Xuewa is gone."

I was disappointed that I couldn't hear the answer I wanted to hear at night. It turned out that Mu Yuanche thought he was jealous.At this time at night, I didn’t want to arouse Mu Yuanche’s anger, so I forced a smile and said, “What are you talking about? Marriage is nothing more than an exchange of benefits. But I have never believed that there is love in this world until I heard your stories. The queen passed away, and now I can be by your side, which is something I have never had in my life Things I've hoped for."

"Extravagant hope? I still remember how some people looked down on me at first."

night:"……"

Women aren't the only ones who hold grudges.

"That's because I didn't know your identity at that time, and then I knew it, but you gave me such a bad impression at the beginning, it's a ghost if I like you." Ye Ye defended, she would never admit that she had always been In the beginning, it was a long line to catch big fish.

"People can only know if they are suitable for each other after getting along with them. Just like shoes, you can only know whether they are comfortable or not after wearing them. Ah Wan, now you regret entering the palace and being by my side? Although I can't only have you in my heart One, but I will do my best to pamper and protect you."

"Of course, I'm not the only one in the emperor's heart. There are so many sisters in the harem, how can I be the only one? If it gets out, people won't be hated to death."

"Why do I smell a strong sour gas?"

"It's sour in the first place, you don't need to smell it to know it." Night feigned anger, staring at Mu Yuanche with big eyes, trying to put on the appearance of a shrew.

Mu Yuanche didn't get angry, and lightly scratched Ye Ye's nose, "Naughty, mothers are so naughty, I don't know how lawless the children are."

He said this on the lips, but he thought in his heart that if Xuewawa had not allowed him to choose a concubine when he ascended the throne, and told himself plainly like Ah Wan, would the relationship between them have come to an end? Will the doll betray herself and fall in love with someone else?
If Xuewawa proposed such a condition at that time, would she agree to it?
Mu Yuanche thought, maybe he would agree.

The people and courtiers of the family, the country and the world are on his shoulders one by one, but in the final analysis, he is also an ordinary man who longs for love and warmth.The right to the throne is important, but if you have to choose one of the two...

With a wry smile, there was no choice at that time, if you don't fight, you will lose your life, and you can't afford to choose one or the other.

This is the cruelest place of fate and life.

Someone as smart as Xuehuawa must know this, so she never makes things difficult for herself.But she didn't know, in fact, he also wanted and hoped that she would make things difficult for him.

Times have changed, and Fang knows that he also needs to confess.It's good to be like this at night. Her selfishness, willfulness and domineering are all because she likes to care about herself.Even if he is criticized and attacked because of this, he is happy in his heart. Only when people care about and love him all the time can he warm his lonely heart.

"This is not something that bothers me, it is something that His Majesty the Emperor needs to worry about." Ye Ye smiled mischievously, put his hands around Mu Yuanche's neck, and whispered in her ear: "I am self-willed and domineering because I know you are holding up a piece of sky for me behind me, why should I be afraid?"

What are you afraid of?

Mu Yuanche thought that only at night could and dare to say such words.

"Yes, you don't have to be afraid, I have everything." Mu Yuanche sighed quietly. If there was another life, he would still be tempted, admired, and chased by the bright and smiling woman under the apricot tree, but he would never again. Will make the mistakes of this life, Yin and Yang are separated.

Lying in Mu Yuanche's arms at night, half covering his face, in a corner where no one else could see, teardrops gently slid down his face.

Should she pity Li Xiangxue, or envy the night?

Both of them are her, but she doesn't know which one is her real self.She has always thought that she is the one who is dignified, generous, gentle and calm, but now she likes the leisurely and wanton life at night. No one likes to restrain her nature, so restrained that she thinks that false self is her real life.

The night is deeply affectionate, and the two hearts that have been hurt by love are clearly attached to each other, but if you look closely, you will find that there is still an undetectable barrier around them.

Life is always a miss, I just hope you don't waste your life.

However, Li Xiangxue and Mu Yuanche just missed each other.

(End of this chapter)