Lord Lu's cuteness has transformed again

Chapter 345 What a Desperate Feeling That Was

"She has been blaming herself, blaming herself for not listening to sister Mu Yu's advice during the day, and not being so persistent in wanting revenge."

"But she didn't expect that the truth of the whole thing would be like this."

"Who would have thought that what was originally thought to be just a grievance between you and Mu Hongyi would end up involving both parents and costing your elder brother's life?

Sister Mu Yu was the most innocent person from the beginning to the end. In these grievances, she was a complete victim. "

"But Lu Zhenyan, what about you? You transferred your grievances to my sister. You were very indifferent to her and ignored her. Back then, my sister was still studying at Kyoto University. Ask your sister Lu Yiyi how she treated me Sister's?"

"My sister has been careful to improve the relationship with your sister countless times, but what about your sister?"

"She threw the gift my sister bought her directly into the trash can, and said that in this life, it is absolutely impossible to reconcile with the murderer's sister."

"Sister Muqing shot and killed your brother, but is your brother not at fault at all?"

"He imprisoned Sister Muqing in the manor in the capital for so many years. Normal people would be driven crazy. Fortunately, Sister Muqing is strong and survived."

"Sister Mu Yu and I finally rescued Sister Mu Qing. If your eldest brother didn't send someone to arrest Sister Mu Qing, would things turn out as they did later?"

"Could it be that all the faults are the fault of the Mu family? Are you Lu family members not at all wrong?"

"Do you know what Sister Mu Yu did every night in those years?"

"She kept reading, reading books about dual personality. Later, she chose to go to Brother Zong Huan for an internship, and started fusion therapy on her own initiative, but do you know that Sister Mu Yu at night, she was in this treatment , What kind of sacrifice did you make?"

"I remember Brother Zonghuan said that dual personalities are two people with completely different personalities. Either one is a living individual, and the disappearance of any one will kill a life."

"What the doctor can do is to make the two personalities better adapt and integrate with each other. In the end, who will be left, or what kind of characteristics will be left, depends on the result of the fusion of the two personalities."

"But sister Mu Yu, in this fusion treatment, chose not fusion, but self-abandonment and suicide!!"

"She felt that she was sorry for Sister Mu Yu during the day, and she also felt that she was sorry for the Lu family. Therefore, during the treatment, she did not follow the fusion treatment plan given by Brother Zonghuan, but followed her own plan all the time. !!"

"She said that Mu Yu in the daytime has a pure and kind heart, and can look at many things from the positive side, and is more tolerant. Most importantly, Mu Yu in the daytime has a deeper affection for Lu Zhenyan."

"She said that maybe in the future, Mu Yu in the daytime can resolve the grievances and hatred between the two families. It's unknown."

"So, Sister Mu Yu at night made a treatment plan for Sister Mu Yu during the day, and also helped her pave the way for her future as a doctor."

"As you all know, there is a huge difference between Sister Mu Yu at night and Sister Mu Yu during the day. I, I just watched it with my own eyes. After each stage of treatment, Sister Mu Yu at night will disappear a little bit. After the treatment is over, Sister Mu Yu will disappear a little at night."

"In the end, she finally disappeared completely, and even at night, she never appeared again."

"It was a long four years, and it was a painful four years. For her, for me, both."

"I watched with my own eyes that Sister Mu Yu disappeared and died in front of me little by little at night, but I was helpless. I blamed myself, felt sad, painful, and guilty, but I couldn't do anything."

"Do you know what kind of hopeless feeling it is???"

"Watching a person closest to you die in front of your eyes, little by little, like a slow death, this painful process has lasted for four years, four years!!"

……

Everyone present was shocked.No one expected that such a secret was hidden in Xie Bei's heart.

Mu Yu at night, it turned out that he didn't disappear naturally because of the fusion treatment, but Mu Yu consciously let himself disappear! !

Xu Zonghuan's expression changed: "Why didn't you tell me back then?"

"Is it useful to tell you guys? Brother Zonghuan, do you think I can stop Sister Mu Yu's decision by telling you?"

"You should know that sister Mu Yu at night, no one can stop what she wants to do."

Xie Bei's expression was a little sad, "What's more, I promised Sister Mu Yu that I would not tell anyone that she made such a sacrifice in this treatment. If it hadn't happened today, this secret would follow me all the time. To death!!"

Lin Wei tremblingly said: "So, the current Mu Yu has always been the Mu Yu of Lancheng, the Mu Yu of the daytime?"

"Yes, she has always been the sister Mu Yu who has a deep love for Lu Zhenyan. You all thought that she changed after the fusion treatment. She did change, but it was not because of the treatment, but because of the pain she suffered during the four years of university. The growth and transformation it brought to her."

Xie Bei smiled bitterly, "She used to be a child, but later, she encountered so many things, she will grow up and learn to hide her feelings, and only face everything with a smile."

"She tried to get close to Lu Zhenyan, but it was only because she had deep feelings for Lu Zhenyan, and all her actions came from her instinct.

I'm afraid that even she herself thought that her changes were due to the fusion treatment. She always thought that the current self was a fusion of the two previous personalities. "

"But she doesn't know that from the beginning to the end, she has never changed. In her body, she has always been only herself, and she has not merged with the personality of sister Mu Yu at night."

"Because Sister Mu Yu at night used four years to kill herself little by little, and has long since disappeared from this world!!"

Lu Zhenyan swayed and his face turned pale.

"Sister Mu Yu at night said that she did many wrong things. When Lu Zhenyan rescued her in Lancheng and brought her back to the capital, she did wrong. If she hadn't insisted on her own way, things would not have developed into what they are later. .”

"She knew that Lu Jingchuan's death had dealt a great blow to the Lu family. She also knew that Lu Zhenyan had been ill many times, and even suffered from severe insomnia."

"She said that if there is anyone who can make Lu Zhenyan recover from those negative emotions and make the two families reconcile even a little bit, maybe only Mu Yu during the day."

As Xie Bei spoke, his eyes turned red, "You think Sister Mu Yu at night would rather sacrifice herself than Sister Mu Yu during the day, why?
The purpose is to make up for the Lu family, to make up for Lu Zhenyan, just to make the two families turn their fights into friendships, that's all! ! "

(End of this chapter)