Lord Lu's cuteness has transformed again

Chapter 320 Sorry, Xiaoyu
In the years after Lu Jingchuan's death, she locked herself in the manor and lived a life almost like a walking dead.

Sometimes she would rather die herself than Lu Jingchuan.

Living people are far more painful than dead people.

After Lu Jingchuan's death, she actually thought about suicide and refused to eat for several days.

But Mu Yu hugged her and said with tears: "Sister, my parents are gone, don't leave me behind, okay?"

She really couldn't see her sister's tears.

Ever since she was a child, Mu Yu seldom cried, because she could easily solve anything with her brain instead of tears.

The only time she sheds tears is when her parents died.

But now, she was crying like this because of herself.

After all, Mu Qing's heart softened.She promised Mu Yu that she would live a good life.

In the past few years, if Mu Yu hadn't been by her side to accompany her meticulously and encourage her, I'm afraid she would have been unwilling to persevere.

She felt very guilty and blamed herself very much. She was an older sister, but she made a younger sister, Mu Yu, bother so much.

The appearance of Murong and that child gave her an opportunity.

I want Mu Yu to relax, and I want to try to change, not to disappoint her expectations, not to let her down.

So Muqing went abroad.Then I found out that I just changed a place and was heartbroken.

The shadow of the past has wrapped her up layer by layer like a cocoon, and she can't break free at all.

Several times, perhaps unconsciously or subconsciously, she walked towards the speeding vehicles without looking at the signal lights at all.

The sharp horn of the vehicle sounded, but she had a faint expectation.A hope of relief.

If Mu Chen hadn't come in time to pull her back, she would have been freed already.

Because of this, Mu Chen was worried about her and insisted on staying abroad to accompany her. Although she had no choice but to force Mu Chen to leave, she could only let him go.

She found herself in more pain than in Kyoto.

For her, music used to be the comfort of the soul and the sustenance of emotions, but now, it only makes her more irritable.

Just in order to prevent Mu Yu from being disappointed with her sister, and to prevent Mu Chen from seeing anything, she had to force herself to study those things with a smile, and to get a degree that was meaningless to her.

After Lu Jingchuan's death, her life has long been dark.

The fate of the tragedy has long been doomed.

Living is just lingering, it will only make the pain longer, more tormented, and more tormented.

It's not that she didn't try hard to get out.But these few months of staying abroad only made her more miserable.

Although every time, in front of Mu Chen, she pretended to be very happy and motivated, but all that was just a cover-up.

She is really tired already.During the few years when Lu Jingchuan was imprisoned in the suburban manor, she was almost unable to hold on.

After Lu Jingchuan's death, it seemed that the tight string had been broken.

If it hadn't been for Mu Yu to hold her tightly, she really wouldn't be able to last for so many years.

The only thing she was worried about was Mu Yu.

She always thought that she was her elder sister, her only blood relative in this world.

She can't die, no matter what, she has to survive and take good care of this younger sister.

But in fact, not only did she not take care of Mu Yu, on the contrary, she found that she was alive, but only brought trouble to Mu Yu.

As Lu Yiyi said, as long as she is alive, it is impossible for the Lu family to reconcile with the Mu family, and it is impossible for the members of the Lu family to truly recover from Lu Jingchuan's death.

Sometimes when I think about how the Mu family and the Lu family became what they are today, it feels like they have experienced the most absurd stage play.

However, life is often crueler and more real than scripts.

Those absurd stories are the past that really happened to her and Mu Yu.

She has been very unfortunate in this life, and it is impossible to be happy again.

She used to think that Mu Yu would be stronger than herself, and would not be mired in the emotional quagmire.

Therefore, when she left the capital, she specifically told Mu Yu not to have any thoughts about Lu Zhenyan, and if possible, try to forget about the past with Lu Zhenyan.

This is her sincere hope, she hopes that Mu Yu will be happy in the future.

If Mu Yu can't let go of Lu Zhenyan, just like she can't let go of Lu Jingchuan, then where does happiness come from?

She fully thought that Mu Yu could do this.But he didn't expect that this younger sister was even deeper than himself.

The girl from the Mu family seemed to be cursed by some kind of curse, yes, she was going to be involved with the Lu family.

She and Mu Yu, together with Murong, really seemed to have fallen under the spell of the two Lu family brothers, but so far, none of them could have a happy ending.

Mu Yu is different from her, Mu Yu is still young.She has gone through so many ups and downs, and she is only 24 years old. Such a young age should not be spent in a deep sleep.

She should have been the happiest one.

The grievances and grievances between the Lu family and the Mu family have nothing to do with Mu Yu.From the beginning to the end, Mu Yu was the most innocent one, but he suffered the most.

Her elder sister can do nothing for this younger sister.Even wanting Lu Zhenyan to visit her in order to help Mu Yu wake up sooner, is impossible.

In a sense, it was her sister who dragged Mu Yu down.

Without her sister, Mu Yu would live a better life.

Without her, it would be a good thing for Mu Yu and the Lu family.

Forgive me, Kohane.

I'm really tired.

I really can't take it anymore.

In the past few years, I really don't know how to get through it. The feeling that life is worse than death is too painful.

Death, for me, would be a relief.

I've wanted to do this for a long time.

But it wasn't until now that he finally made up his mind.

Once you took my hand, cried and begged me not to leave you, and I agreed.

However, my sister is going to break her promise now.

I'm sorry, Kohane.

If you can wake up smoothly, promise your sister that you will not be sad because of her death.

Because my sister was a person who deserved to die a long time ago, on the day Lu Jingchuan died, she should have died with him.

After living for so many years, I have already earned it.

In the future, you must be happy.

……

Early the next morning, when Lu Zhenyan was driving out, the guard handed over a letter: "This was delivered by Miss Mu's family in the middle of the night last night, and told me to hand it over to the young master this morning."

Lu Zhenyan took it, and because he was driving, he casually threw the letter on the passenger seat, and opened the letter after driving to the company parking lot.

Inside that letter was a thin piece of paper, on which there were only a few words.

With just a cursory glance, Lu Zhenyan's expression changed immediately.

The next moment, with a kick of the accelerator, the car roared away from the parking lot and headed straight for the suburbs.

(End of this chapter)