In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 327 As long as they live
Tan Qiuyin looked at Hai Lian: "You don't have to be too complacent." She took a long breath: "Do you think you won? Hey, only you think so, anyone with a little brain will be fine Think about it."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Jin Jingyi: "You don't have to stare at me, I'm just telling the truth. I'll take what you gave me," she swung the Heli book in her hand, tears flashed from the corners of her eyes Guang: "Now I want to say a few words, but a few words of the truth are okay?"

Speaking of this, she raised her head and looked at Jin Jingyi: "I want to ask you something, can you tell the truth? What I mean is that what you say will never be concealed, it is the truest thought in your heart, Can you do it? Last word."

Jin Jingyi knew that Tan Qiuyin was not reconciled, and also knew her sadness. The husband and wife had nothing to do with each other until now, and he couldn't even answer the last sentence.He knew that talking about Qiuyin might not be a good thing, but he just couldn't refuse.

Tan Qiuyin looked into his eyes: "She," pointing back to Hai Lian: "If she hadn't had a face exactly like Mu Jiner, would you have accepted her so easily? If she hadn't had that face If so, can she approach you? Is there a chance for you to take a good, serious look at her, get to know her, and then fall in love with her? "

She fixed her eyes on Jin Jingyi and waited for his answer.She lost, but she didn't think she lost at Hai Lian's hands.

Jin Jingyi didn't expect her to ask such a question, he opened his mouth and then closed it again, to be honest he never thought about it, suddenly he really didn't know how to answer her.

If Hailian didn't look exactly like Jin'er, and returned to the Jin Mansion under Jin'er's name, would he accept Hailian?He didn't know, at least not now.

You know, he has always had Jin'er in his heart. It's not that Tan Qiuyin did not do well enough when he married, it's just that he has another place in his heart, so he can't treat Tan Qiuyin the same way he treats Jin'er.

Tan Qiuyin watched him shed tears, and didn't wait for his answer. She already had that answer in her heart; she turned around and looked at Hai Lian: "Did you hear that? You think he is happy with you, Or your face? I think, if you're really smart, you'd better leave."

After she finished speaking, she walked out the door without waiting for Hai Lian's answer.It's time to leave, no matter what she says now, Jin Jingyi can't keep her here, at least she still has her pride.

It was very difficult for Tan Qiuyin to take every step. Only she knew the weight of her feet, as if all the weight in the world was on her feet.Every step was accompanied by heartbreak and countless tears, but she never looked back.

When she stepped over the threshold, she stopped again, holding the doorframe firmly with both hands, as if doing so would make her stay, or as if she finally found something to keep her: she held it so tightly that her finger bones were slightly numb. sound.

Jin Jingyi didn't turn his back, watched her go out step by step, watched her clenched the door frame, and finally just let out a long sigh: "Qiuyin, it's getting late, go back and pack your things." He wouldn't Leave Tan Qiuyin behind, this point will not change.

Hai Lian looked at Tan Qiuyin's back without making a sound, and looked at everything with a blank expression. No one knew whether Tan Qiuyin's words had been taken into her heart.

Tan Qiuyin turned her head abruptly, but the person looking at it was not Jin Jingyi but Hai Lian. Seeing that Hai Lian had no expression on her face, she turned her head again vigorously: she knew that Hai Lian had no sympathy for her, nor did she Perhaps opening his mouth at this time made Jin Jingyi change his mind.

The only one who can influence Jin Jingyi is Hai Lian.She knew this, but her pride, the only remaining pride prevented her from pleading with Helian.Of course, the most important point was that she didn't think Helian would speak up for her.

Tan Qiuyin let go of the hand gripping the door frame, then stood up and did not answer Jin Jingyi's words, and walked out of the room step by step with all her strength.

When no one saw her, she said softly to herself: "I will come back." This is her home, and of course she will not really leave.The current departure is only temporary, she will definitely come back, she will definitely come back, and she will come back after exhausting all methods.

Hai Lian couldn't help sighing again, but she took that sigh back.It is impossible to eliminate Tan Qiuyin's hatred for her, no matter whether she is Mu Jin'er or Hailian, as long as she is in Jinfu, Tan Qiuyin will hate her to the bone.

No solution.

Mrs. Tai looked at Hailian and the children, then looked at Liu Yiming and Zhennan Wang, took her son's hand and said softly: "I am a woman who doesn't understand what you do, but you can do whatever you want as a mother." No objection, I know you can do no wrong."

After she finished speaking, she let go of her son and bowed to King Zhennan: "The concubine will leave." She didn't know what was going on between the prince and her son, but she didn't ask.It's not that she believes in King Zhennan, but she believes in Jin Jingyi, just because Jin Jingyi is her son.

Wrong and right, many times it doesn't matter to mothers, what matters is who is doing that thing.

Mrs. Tai looked at Hailian and left without saying anything.There are some things she doesn't have to say, and some things won't work even if she says them, so why should she say them?
Hai Lian is a good girl, she knows this better than anyone else, but if she thinks about her son's future, she thinks it is better for Hai Lian to leave Jin Jingyi early.However, she didn't say that, when she saw Hai Lian standing in front of the gate in the name of Jin'er, she had already missed it once.

What is good for your son and what is bad for your son?She thinks she knows at least one thing now, that is, her son is no longer a child, and she doesn't need her to teach him how to do it.

Jin Jing handed the children over to his mother to take away. After all, the children are too young, and it is better not to let them know about many things.

Everyone is gone.King Zhennan and Liu Yiming didn't stay any longer, they knew that Jin Jingyi and Hailian had a lot to say.

Only Hailian and Jin Jingyi were left in the room.Suddenly there were only two people left in a room full of people, and Hai Lian felt empty in her heart.

Jin Jingyi walked over and hugged Hailian lightly, didn't mention what Qiuyin said when he left, but just patted her on the back lightly: "Cry, it will be much better if you cry. There is no one now , you can cry well, she is your mother after all."

Helian shook her head but said nothing.

"I know, I know, she left you when you were young and left you alone for many years. You have no mother at all. But she still protected you at the end, no matter what her reason is Don't let Scholar Leng go, in the end she knows that she is your mother and that you are her daughter."

Jin Jingyi whispered in Hai Lian's ear: "You know, Hai Lian, you know. You have actually forgiven her, right? When she said that you are not her daughter— —Although you always wanted her to admit that she was a mother, you forgave her when she said that cruelly."

"Hai Lian, I know your heart is very bitter, cry and cry, it will be easier to cry, no one will laugh at you. Father is gone, you can't cry in mourning before the funeral, mother is gone now, Cry if you want. I'm here, I'm here."

Hailian's tears flowed out following Jin Jingyi's words, and the tears flowed more and more, until finally she hugged Jin Jingyi and cried.

Her father, who had been drinking since her mother left, would hit someone seven or eight times out of ten times when he was drunk, which hurt her very much, and even injured her.However, that was the person who lifted up the sky and gave her a nest when she was a child.

She was annoyed and hated her father before he was alive, but after his death, she really only wanted him to live; no matter how much he drank, she just wanted to see him: there was no need for him to be another father. Responsibility, she just wants him to live.

However, the father left.He didn't leave a word for her, and when she was completely unprepared, he just let go and passed away forever.

In order to survive, Hai Lian followed Jin'er's arrangement and went to the Jin Mansion.She never thought that she could still see her mother, although her mother never left every night, and would appear in her dreams every night.

It's just that the mother who appeared was too different from the mother she wanted, and she didn't have the slightest love for her, and she didn't even feel guilty.How much resentment and pain did this cause her?Even when her mother threatened her and blackmailed her, she couldn't really kill her.

Even if she knew that her mother would let others know that she was not Mu Jin'er, she still couldn't be heartless; she just wanted to be extremely heartless.

But that heartless mother died in front of her in the end.

Hai Lian cried and fell into Jin Jingyi's arms: "I hate them, I am annoyed by them, but I would rather they are still alive! I would rather my father still beat me, and I would rather my mother threaten me again. As long as they are still alive, I only want them Still alive."

She wanted the love of her parents, and her mother really showed love to her in the end, but Hai Lian was not at all happy.Family love is very simple for some people, just by their side, but it is so difficult for Hai Lian, it is rare for her to feel unforgettable pain no matter whether she has it or not.

Jin Jingyi didn't speak any more, just patted Hailian's back lightly.Now Hailian just needs to cry, to cry out her sadness, her grievances, her pain...etc, just cry out.Otherwise, if you press it in your heart, you will get sick sooner or later.

He doesn't think anything else is important, the most important thing is Hai Lian's body: it's good for two people to be together, but he still has to live without the other one, just like the days after he lost Jin'er - as long as he has a good body, No matter what kind of difficulty there is time to step over.

(End of this chapter)