In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 18 Dead and Alive

Hearing Jin'er's words, Tan Qiuyin's face changed slightly: "Mrs. Mu, I just came to talk to you, and I want to settle the matter, so as to prevent everyone from hurting their harmony in the end."

Jin'er wanted to laugh and finally turned into a sigh: "Is there still kindness? Forget it, let's not talk about this, I know Mrs. Tan has good intentions; my words have no other meaning, just want to remind Mrs. Tan that I am not an ignorant woman and child."

Tan Qiuyin looked at Jin'er: "If Madam really cares about the children's concubines, it would be better if the world really thinks that the original Jin Mu clan is dead."

Jin'er's eyes shrank sharply: "Let's not talk about my side, if Jin Mu's death is really necessary, then Jin Mu's family will have a ancestral grave with clothes and clothes, and will he have a memorial tablet to enter the Jin family's ancestral grave?" The family's ancestral hall?"

Tan Qiuyin's expression turned ugly again: "Mrs. Mu, I don't know where the bones of Jin Mu's family have been away for five years. There have been various rumors in the past five years..."

Jin'er quickly continued: "It is precisely because of this that I have to give Jin Mu a clear understanding, let the world know that she is a decent and good woman, and deserves the respect of Jin's descendants."

Tan Qiuyin's voice was a little unsteady: "Does Mrs. Mu really want to talk?"

Jin'er sighed softly: "If I didn't really want to speak my heartfelt words to Mrs. Tan, why should I speak so clearly; that's really my heart."

Tan Qiuyin couldn't help choking: "If Jin Mu's family enters the Jin's ancestral grave, if Jin Mu's tablet enters the Jin's ancestral hall, then am I not a concubine?!"

Jin'er looked at her: "No, it's just filling in the house. Even when you were brought into Jin's mansion, you were filling in the house, because Jin Jingyi was married before."

"Of course not." Tan Qiuyin's voice was a little high, and then calmed down immediately: "Mrs. Mu, if you plan every step of the way, then I really won't be able to talk with Mrs. Mu any longer."

If Jin Mushi is allowed to return to the Jin family with a clean reputation, no matter whether she is dead or alive, she will have to concubine to Jin Mushi: the difference is only in whether it is to a person or to a memorial tablet.

She talked about Qiuyin being the daughter of a famous family, how could she treat others like a concubine?That would shame the Tan clan and the Tan clan's ancestors.

Ultimately, this is still a battle for fame.

Jin'er sighed: "I understand what Mrs. Tan means, but I don't dare to take the word "scheme". If it is a plan, Mrs. Tan will come today..." She glanced at the gold and silver on the table and did not continue. .

We are all smart people, it is better not to say something that hurts feelings.

"I understand, Mrs. Tan doesn't want to be inferior to others, but you came in a few years late; I am different from the memorial tablet, because the house is the mistress, and your children are also descendants. Although others will A little criticism, but not that big."

"As long as the child is up-to-date and Jin Jingyi is up-to-date, and his wife's usual behavior makes people feel heartbroken, that point of criticism will not be taken to heart at all."

"You don't have to face the existence of Mrs. Jin in the mansion, and concubine rituals are only performed when worshiping ancestors..."

Tan Qiuyin interrupted Jin'er: "No."

Jin'er's eyes narrowed: "Mrs. Tan means to let me 'die' with that stigma on my back, so I can't enter the ancestral grave and put it in the ancestral hall. Are you the only mistress of the Jin family?"

"Indeed, this is fair to you, but what about me? What have I missed? As for my children, how can they hold their heads up in this lifetime, when it comes time to talk about marriage, when my son wants to get married?" At the time of fame, it will be a great stain!"

"It's good for Mrs. Tan to think for herself, her natal family, and her future children, but I can't just let me make concessions, and I must make concessions to the bottom."

"I have given up everything I can, Mrs. Tan;" Jin'er said with a long sigh: "You should also give in; everything is God's will, or our fate, it's the way it is. The solution couldn't be better."

Looking at Mrs. Tan, Jin'er said sincerely: "There are two ways, or 'I die', let my clothes enter the ancestral grave tablet and enter the ancestral hall. You swear to treat my children well, and you will not lose what they deserve. If it's half an hour, then I will disappear in front of people."

"In this life, I will never appear in front of the Jin Mansion and the Jin family again, and there is no need to talk about my wife's preparation of so much gold and silver for me; I had a dowry when I married into the Jin Mansion, and I have naturally benefited from the business over the years. .”

"The dowry will be kept for my children, but taking away a little income is enough; I will not worry about my wife and the Jin family's life in the future."

"As long as you don't treat my son and my daughter harshly, and my son will inherit his father's title as the eldest son, then I can swear that I will never come back—this is the biggest and biggest concession that Mrs. Ying Tan said."

She turned her head: "You have to know, what kind of punishment is it for me if I can't grow up with my children."

"The second way is what I said before. I only have a status in the Jin Mansion, and I will take good care of my children; you are still the mistress of the Jin Mansion."

"I call myself sick and don't care about it, and I don't show up in front of people during the holidays. Your children are in my name. In comparison, my children are in your name."

"No one will look down on your children, but I don't care. I act like a non-existent person in the Jinfu. How can others treat my children? It's really better to just walk away and let the children treat me as if I were dead. Lost."

Jin'er bowed to Tan Qiuyin: "I hope this is the result most, because as a mother, I really want to watch my children grow up, get married and start a family. Let's make room, Mrs. Tan."

Tan Qiuyin straightened her back: "Impossible." After she finished speaking, she stood up: "People's hearts are the most unpredictable. Who can guarantee that you will not go back on your word in the future?"

"Or it's simply that you are advancing by retreating, let me allow you to enter the mansion and then slowly figure it out..."

Jin'er looked into her eyes and stood up: "Mrs. Tan, I can swear with my life, the lives of my son and my daughter, that I will never break my oath. Can you rest assured?"

Tan Qiuyin shuddered, she didn't expect Jin'er to be so decisive, and she believed Jin'er's words immediately; but she couldn't agree, whether it was to let Jin'er die or let Jiner enter the house, she couldn't agree.

Because it's about status.

After hearing the words, Jin'er stopped talking and saluted Tan Qiuyin: "Then, I have to be sorry."

Tan Qiuyin avoided Jin'er's salute: "You don't have to say I'm sorry, I also know that you have no choice but to do so." But she also had no choice but to retreat.

Jin'er looked into her eyes: "What if it's the other way around? You give me Jin Jing and the Golden Mansion, and I give you the name, can you agree?"

Tan Qiuyin's face changed drastically, this is even more impossible!

"You already have children and daughters, so of course you say that. How can I agree if I don't have children? Besides, the husband and the golden house were originally given to you, so let's talk about family and show no shame."

Jin'er watched her shake her head again and again, and finally sighed: "Madam Tan, you can't let one person take all the benefits, right? Actually, you can't give in at all, so why come to me."

"Even if you have children, you won't agree, because what you want is for me to disappear, and you will never let the world know that Jin Mu is still alive, and you have done nothing wrong."

"How can such harshness make me agree? If it is Mrs. Tan, can you agree? As you said, because you have no children, you can't agree to give me Jin Jingyi and Jinfu as long as you have a title, and I have children so You can't leave either."

Jin'er's eyes turned cold when she said this: "Mrs. Tan can go back and think about it carefully. Mrs. Tan doesn't need to think about the road of 'I die'. If you didn't agree just now, then I won't do it again." Let it go to that point.

"Because I can't trust you, I can't believe that you can treat my children well, I can't believe that you can hand over the title of Jin Mansion and Jin Jingyi to my son."

"So, you can think about the proposal of letting me stay in the mansion." After she finished speaking, she slightly raised her voice to call Lianxiang: "See off the guests."

If it's not speculative, she and Tan Qiuyin have nothing to talk about.

Tan Qiuyin's face tensed slightly, seeing that Jin'er left without saying a word; Jin'er said softly to her again: "I'm sorry."

This matter was already a dead end, if Tan Qiuyin and she were willing to give in each other, it might be resolved peacefully; but if she was only asked to give in, she really couldn't do it.

How could she retreat for those two children?Her concession has already been placed in front of Tan Qiuyin. If Tan Qiuyin cannot accept it, then she can only face the pressure that the Jin family will exert on her next.

And there is also the pressure of the Tan family, or the pressure of Jin Jingyi.

She will do her best for the sake of the child, but she has no grudge against Tan Qiuyin, and she has three parts of guilt and one part of respect for Tan Qiuyin, that's why she said sorry.

It's not a matter of who's right or who's wrong, it's just about survival: her survival doesn't matter, but what about the children?She can't let her parents fail to lift up, nor can she let her children fail to lift their heads up.

Lianxiang came in to see Jin'er's expression: "You and her..."

"What should be done, what should be said, what can't be done and what can't be said - if you don't know, I don't mind teaching you." Jin'er's eyebrows moved, her voice was still calm, but her eyes were sharp like knife point.

Lianxiang immediately lowered her head: "Ma'am, the servant girl knows that she is wrong."

Only then did Jin'er wave her hand: "Go out and do what you should do." She was far more difficult than Tan Qiuyin, and now she doesn't even have a real person of her own.

Although Tan Cheng and Tan Zhong came here as dowries, it was five years after all; what these five years taught her was one sentence: people's hearts are separated from their belly.

There are still many things to face next, she walked to the window and looked at the willow tree: she should train a few of her own talents as soon as possible, the people in the house can't use it, the best way is to buy a few more .

It just takes too long, but there is no way to do it; and this Lianxiang can't stay by my side for a long time.

(End of this chapter)