Wanqingsi

Chapter 57
he died?
He is finally dead!
is he really dead?
I laughed "haha", I didn't know whether it was happiness, relief, emptiness, or loss. It seemed that a goal that had been supporting me for so long was suddenly lost, and all kinds of complicated feelings came out, laughing Tears came out.

"Girl Carmen..." Yu Die'er was taken aback by my crazy appearance, I smiled and saw his frightened funny expression, and I couldn't stop laughing.Chu Shang, did you die so easily?When I designed that plan, I thought that you would suffer, you would lose power, and you would no longer be able to control me, but I never thought that you would die so easily. Did I overestimate you, or are you playing tricks again?
"How do you know he's dead?" He likes to find a substitute so much, who knows if Jin Chan got out of his shell and feigned death to get away.I managed to stop laughing, and said coldly: "Didn't the imperial court block the news?"

"Of course we blocked the news if we didn't catch anyone. Should we still block the news if we caught someone? His head was chopped off and hung on the tower. Now everyone in the city should know about it." Yu Die'er looked at my expression, Uneasy and authentic.

"Still hanging up now?" I gave him a cold look.He nodded, and I stood up: "Take me to see."

"Girl want to watch?" Yu Die'er was taken aback, "No woman would dare to watch that scene, it's too horrible and bloody..."

"I have heard people say that to determine whether a person is really dead, it is best to see his head cut off with his own eyes." I looked at him coldly, "Since his head has been cut off When I get down, I'll go and see his head."

Yu Die'er stared at me dumbfounded, and after a while she smiled wryly and said, "Young lady has enmity with Chu Shang?"

"This has nothing to do with you." I said flatly.Yu Die'er stared at me blankly, a little dazed, and smiled wryly: "Is it irrelevant? It turns out that I, Yu Die'er, claim to be smart, but I'm just a pawn in the girl's hands."

"Are you so unwilling?" I said with a sneer, "People in this world are nothing more than the relationship between using and being used. You were used by me, but you also achieved your own goals. Why not be unwilling."

He looked at me and laughed for a while: "Even if she was used by a girl, Yumou would recognize her. I'll wait for the girl outside the door."

I changed my clothes and went out, followed Yu Die'er to the tower of the capital, on the majestic gate of the tower, a bloody head hung high.A group of ordinary people gathered under the city tower to watch the excitement, pointing at the human head.

"Look, I heard that it is the master of the Promise Sect..."

"Isn't he the richest man of Tianzhao Kingdom, Mr. Chu?"

"It's him, I didn't expect him to be so bad secretly..."

"I heard that the gangsters of the Wuji Sect did all sorts of crimes, so the government just chopped off his head as a warning to others..."

I pushed through the crowd and squeezed to the front, staring blankly at the head that was hung high.Yes, that's Chu Shang's face, that straight nose, tight lips, knife-sharpened face, the face that brought me nightmares, even though it was full of blood, I can still recognize it.I looked into his glaring eyes, Chu Shang, don't you want to die with peace?Are you angry?Are you not reconciled?I thought you were such a terrifying person that even the god of death would be afraid of you. It turns out that you, like us, are mortal and have only one life.I once said, if you want me not to hate you, unless you die!Now, it's really clear, the humiliation, injury, and nightmarish horror you brought to me, with your death, is completely clean!
I laughed, tears rolled down my cheeks, there was a sudden cramping pain in my lower abdomen, and a hot stream suddenly gushed out from between my legs, I grabbed Yu Die'er's arm tightly, and my body slid limply to the ground.The crowd's attention shifted to me, and they gathered around me, whispering and pointing.

"Girl..." A trace of panic flashed in Yu Die'er's eyes, I struggled to look at the blood soaked between my legs, and said with a miserable smile: "Send me back, I..."

As soon as he picked me up, he ran back: "Hold on, don't faint." I half-closed my eyes, enduring the cramps in my stomach, why didn't I faint?Why can't I faint?I pressed my belly, feeling the faint life in my belly slipping down little by little.Baby, you don't want to come into this world yourself, do you?You can't face your bad parents, can you?Mom doesn't want you, dad can't want you, now you choose not to come into this world, okay, okay, this is really a hundred, between me and your dad, there is really no delay, no arrears, no fetters of any kind up.

"Doctor, doctor, come and take a look!" Yu Die'er carried me into a medical clinic, an old man greeted me, glanced at me, and said in surprise: "Oh, this is a miscarriage, right? How could you How about taking her to the hospital? This has to be..."

"Shut up!" Yu Die'er yelled sharply, "Give her a diagnosis and treatment immediately, or I will kill you!"

The doctor was taken aback by his yelling, and quickly turned around and walked into the inner room, saying as he walked, "Madam, madam, come and help."

I opened my eyes wide and saw Yu Die'er's face was frighteningly pale, and smiled weakly: "Don't scare the doctor."

"Are you awake?" He breathed a sigh of relief, carried me into the inner room with the doctor who was frightened by him, and said repeatedly, "Don't close your eyes, don't fall asleep, keep your eyes open."

"Thank you..." I wanted to laugh, but I didn't have any strength at all. It's so funny. I didn't expect that the person who was with me at this time turned out to be this flower picker.

Yu Die'er gently put me on the bed, the doctor and his wife surrounded me, the doctor checked my pulse, shook his head, and said: "This lady is too weak to keep the baby."

"Is she okay?" Yu Die'er looked at me worriedly.The doctor stroked his beard and said: "This lady's pulse condition is disordered, her mood fluctuated too much during her pregnancy, and her fetus was unstable. Recently, she received a lot of stimulation, which caused her to slip. No problem. I'll go out and prescribe her medicine."

The old woman glanced at Yu Die'er and said with a smile: "Master, you go out first, I will clean up your wife first."

When Yu Dieer heard this, her face flushed slightly, and she followed the doctor out in embarrassment.Seeing the rare embarrassment of this coquettish man, I couldn't help feeling a little funny.

"Madam, your husband-in-law really cares about you." The old woman glanced at me with a smile and untied my skirt, "Don't be too sad when the child is gone. You are still young and you will have children in the future."

after?I smiled.Yes, I will have a child in the future, he will not be born in hatred, he will grow up in the love of his parents, and he himself will definitely be willing to be born into this world.

Goodbye baby, I close my eyes and burst into tears.

When Yu Die'er carried me out of the hospital, there was a soft sedan chair at the door.He carried me into the sedan chair, let me sit down, and I said softly, "Are you going back to the inn now?"

"How can you take care of yourself in a place like an inn? If the girl trusts me, she can temporarily stay at Yu's place." Yu Die'er said seriously.

"Do you still have a place to live?" I smiled, "I thought you picked flowers every night and had no fixed place to live."

"The girl is joking." Yu Die'er's face turned red, and for some reason, I believed him a little bit.Maybe his performance just now won me a little favor, making me think that he is not a villain.

"But Xiaohong is still in the inn." I saw him bow and get out of the sedan chair, and said softly.

"I'll take you back first, and then send someone to pick up Miss Hong." Yu Die'er said.

also good.Anyway, I have to find a place to live. Although Yu Die'er is flirtatious, she is not a dishonest flower picker. She would not attack a woman like me who has just given birth.

Yudie'er's residence is a small courtyard house in the birch forest on the outskirts of the city. It is quite quiet and elegant. I bring back some outside information.It is said that on the third night after Chu Shang's head was hung on the city tower, the remnants of the Wuji Gate secretly took the head away.I don't know about Wujimen, but I believe that a ruthless killer, a killer who is affectionate and righteous, will not live long. In Wujimen, the only person who can do this for Chu Shang is Yueniang, who has a close relationship with him.

In addition, the world is peaceful, the court is calm, and the capital is also calm. When the first snow of winter comes, my body is almost healed.Pushing open the window and seeing the silver makeup outside the window, I couldn't help but feel a little joy in my heart.I put on a cloak and stepped into the yard, leaving deep and shallow footprints on the snow. I staggered to a plum tree in the yard, picked up a plum branch, put it under my nose, and took a deep breath of the refreshing plum fragrance. sweet……

"There are several plum blossoms in the corner, and Ling Han blooms alone. I know it's not snow, but the faint fragrance." I murmured out Wang Anshi's "Plum" and looked at the gray sky.Before you know it, it has been three months since you came here, Mingyan, you promised me that you would pick me up after three months, but now, the three-month period has expired, but you have no news at all.I hold the black jade and call your name every night, and you never show up again. How on earth are you trying to change my fate?How did you modify the book of life and death?What kind of punishment are you receiving now?Is it life or death?Ming Yan, you silly boy, why are you so stupid!

"Miss Carmen."

Turning around, Yu Die'er walked towards me, and I smiled at him.He handed a hand stove to my hand and said with a smile: "It's freezing cold, your body is fine, so don't stay outside for too long."

"Thank you, Mr. Yu." I put my hands on the stove, and the temperature from my nails brought a little warmth.I didn't expect that Yu Die'er and I would become friends after the last incident.The acquaintance of people is really wonderful.

"I found something and gave it to the girl." He took out a jade bottle from his arms and handed it to me. I took it curiously, opened the lid and smelled it, and there was a fragrance of wintersweet. I took a closer look, Appears to be a translucent liquid.

"What is it for?" I asked curiously.

"It's Snow Skin Lotion, which has a miraculous effect on treating all kinds of scars on the skin." His narrow and long eyes are full of smiles, "I guarantee that after you wipe the scars on your face, there will be no trace left."

"Really?" I stroked my cheek, the long scar was the result of my self-torture.Who am I punishing?I laughed, yes, it's time to say goodbye to the past, whether it's the resentment towards Chu Shang or the love for Mr. Yu, it's all over.With this scar, remind me of what?remember what?Erase those unbearable memories, those past events, along with this scar, don't leave any traces.

After all, I still have such a long life, I have to go through it by myself.

(The first volume of the brothel is over)
List of Lyrics Quoted in Volume [-] of "Wanqingsi"

Serial number/chapter/song name/lyricist/singer

1/Chapter 07/"Falling Flowers and Flowing Water"/Shu Qing/Tsai Chin
2/Chapter 12/"Lonely Sandbar Cold"/Chen Xinrong/Shi Aimin

3/Chapter 16/"Carmen"/Li Junqing/Zhang Huimei

4/Chapter 17/"Farewell to Cambridge"/Xu Zhimo/Wan Fang
5/Chapter 18/"Zi Ling·Zhou Lang Gu"/Misty Clouds/Misty Heart
6/Chapter 38/"Pipa Language"/Scholars from Jiangnan/Plucking Lotus in the Wind
7/Chapter 42/"Laughing in the Red Dust"/Li Manting/Chen Shuhua

8/Chapter 46/"Butterfly Love"/Xiao Peng/Liu Yifei

9/Chapter 55/"Buried Heart"/Yao Ruolong, Xiaochong/Huang Yingying

List of cited materials in the first volume of "Wanqingsi"
Serial number/book, article name/author & poster/source
1/ "The Fate of Kunqu Opera" thread/Ye Mingzhu/Zhenzhong Forum
2/ "Sixteen Methods of the Sound of the Qin"/[Ming] Leng Qian/Chinese Ancient Music Network

3/"Silver"/? /Baidu Encyclopedia
4/"Alibaba and the Forty Thieves"/? / "One Thousand and One Nights"

5/"Common Sense of Ancient Calendars"/? / Baidu know
6/(Some original poems)/Using Dao to control momentum/Friends' poems

(End of this chapter)