Wanqingsi

Chapter 53 Nightmare
It seems that the days in the prison can only be counted by sunrise and sunset. I drew a horizontal line on the wall, and it was the fourth day. During this period, no one came except Feng Ge and Ping An. The son didn't come either.I smiled. I'm afraid this matter will be a headache for them. From Ping An's tone, this case seems to be quite difficult.The imperial court could not find any evidence in Yihonglou, Yueniang refused to admit it, and the "Super Oiran" fans outside were furious. Thinking of the riots on the day of the finals, the imperial court was also a little bit chilled. The scene was suppressed. Speaking of which, the closure of the Yihonglou may have half of the relationship with that incident.

The scar on my face shows no signs of healing.When Feng Ge came to see me the next day, he brought a bottle of medicine and told me to keep applying it every day.I put it under my pillow and never used it once.I don't know whether I want to be abused or I feel guilty for doing something wrong, I just feel that letting the scar stay, my heart calms down.

The jailer opened the door, and I turned my head to see Aunt Zhou leading Fusheng in. I stood up from the table in surprise, and said with a smile, "Why are you here?" When it comes to such a big case, others can't avoid it.

"I've wanted to see the girl with Fusheng for a long time." Aunt Zhou blushed and said embarrassedly, "It's just that we can't make up the money for visiting the prison." When she saw the wound on my face, there was only a flash in her eyes. Surprised, but tactfully did not ask more.

I felt even more ashamed and panicked, so I quickly asked her to sit on the edge of the bed, sat down next to her, and said with a smile: "I'm causing you trouble, but there's no need for you to come, I'm fine, it's a waste of money."

"What did the girl say? The girl has been kind to us, but we haven't repaid the girl. Now that something happened to the girl, why don't you come to see the girl because you are afraid of trouble?" Aunt Zhou said angrily, "Besides, we have to Only when I see a girl can I feel relieved, and the money that should be spent cannot be saved."

"Auntie is interested." I said with a smile, "Is your illness better?"

"It's ready. Thank you, miss, for remembering it." Aunt Zhou smiled, "Young lady taught me how to make fermented bean curd, and sold it in the market. It's very popular. From now on, my life with Fusheng will be settled."

"That's kind." I smiled, remembering the things I drew in the past two days, got up and took them from the table, and handed them to Aunt Zhou, "If Auntie is free, help me take these patterns to Jinxiu Zhuang Can you give it to Aunt Jin?"

"What's the problem with that?" Aunt Zhou spread out the pattern and looked at it, and said in surprise, "Is this drawn by a girl? It's so funny, even snakes and tigers are so cute."

Fusheng came up and saw the Q version of the twelve zodiac signs I drew. I liked it very much. I smiled and said, "When I go out, I will send two to Fusheng." His face turned red all of a sudden, and he said softly: "Thank you Girl." Seeing me smiling at him, I buried my face in Aunt Zhou's arms embarrassingly, Aunt Zhou spat at him with a smile, and smiled happily while hugging him.

The mother is kind and the son is filial. Aunt Zhou is really blessed to have such a lovely and filial son.My hand slides to my lower abdomen, baby, if you have a chance to be born, will you be as cute as Fu Sheng, and love your mother so much?For a moment, my heart was sore and soft, if my mother left you... I suddenly remembered the angry and painful expression on Fusheng's father when I accidentally asked him that day, and my heart shivered, no!no!Although I don't know about Aunt Zhou's husband, Fusheng looks like that... If in the future, my baby will also show that expression..., no!I can't let you suffer this!

Seeing my uncertain expression, Aunt Zhou said softly, "Miss, are you alright?"

I looked up at her and smiled reluctantly: "It's okay."

She seemed to remember something, patted her head, and said with a smile, "Look at my memory, Fu Sheng, quickly bring the basket." She took the bamboo basket Fu Sheng handed over, lifted the coarse cloth covering the basket, and smiled. Said: "I am afraid that the girl will not eat well in it, so I boiled some eggs for the girl, and there is also a salted chicken. I made it myself. Girl, don't dislike it."

I smiled and said, "Look at what Auntie said, I don't even have time to thank you, I have to try Auntie's cooking." As I spoke, I picked up a piece of chicken with the chopsticks in the basket and put it in my mouth.The smooth taste of the chicken spread in the mouth. It tasted good, but it was a bit greasy. I just swallowed it, and suddenly felt sick. I covered my mouth and rushed to the corner to spit it out. Aunt Zhou was so scared that she quickly put down the things and ran to me. Side by side for me.After vomiting for a long time, I didn't spit out anything except a few mouthfuls of acidic water. I was relieved. Seeing that I stopped vomiting, Aunt Zhou helped me sit back on the bed, and said worriedly: "Young lady's complexion is so bad, maybe she's sick? "

I forced a smile: "It's okay, don't worry."

Aunt Zhou took out a silk cloth and wiped my mouth, with a dignified expression on her face. Seeing that I had recovered, she said hesitantly, "Miss looks like this, similar to when I was pregnant with Fusheng. She also vomits when she eats oily food. Could it be The girl has a body?"

I knew I couldn't hide it from someone who came here, so I nodded, and she said worriedly: "Ah, how about being in this prison? The environment here is so bad, the food is not good, and your body is weak. If you don't make up for it, your child will grow up." not good."

"It's okay, anyway, I don't intend to have this child." My heart tightened, and my eyes were sour.

"The girl doesn't intend to have this child?" Aunt Zhou was taken aback, "How did this happen?"

"Auntie, I'm not afraid of your jokes, this is a child without a father." I was terrified in my heart, I couldn't express my grievances with Chu Shang, "This child came at an untimely time."

"The child is innocent. Even if you don't know who his father is, the child is a gift from God." Aunt Zhou held my hand and sighed, "Aborting the child is not good for the body, and the girl will keep it in her heart. Pimple, the girl should think about it clearly."

It seems that Aunt Zhou thought the child's father was a benefactor of a brothel, right?She didn't know that the child's background was even worse than that.I smiled wryly in my heart, lowered my eyelids, and remained silent.

"Girl, when I was pregnant with Fusheng, I also struggled in my heart for a while. Fusheng... was also a child without a father." Aunt Zhou spoke surprisingly. Seeing me looking up at her in surprise, she sighed and said , "But I have never regretted giving birth to Fusheng. Would you like to hear this story?"

I stared at her blankly and nodded. Aunt Zhou pondered for a moment and said, "I'm originally from Jeju, but I moved to the capital three years ago. Fusheng's father was an orphan, and used to be a teacher in a private school in Jeju." Sir, his father and I..." She paused, a blush appeared on her face, "His father and I are neighbors, and we take care of each other on weekdays, so it will be fine. He is ten years older than me, and poor, My family disagreed with my relationship with him, so we kept in touch. One day, he came to me very happily and told me that there was a dignitary in the capital who admired him very much and wanted to take him to the capital. He promised me , as long as he is in the capital, he will come back to pick me up. But when he left, there was no news. Not long after he left, I found out that I was pregnant. An unmarried girl was pregnant with a child. My father couldn't find anyone, and I really wanted to die at the time. I also thought about killing this child, but when I thought of his father, I couldn't bear it in the end. The family couldn't bear the shame and humiliation. Kicked me out of the house. I helped people do some odd jobs outside, and survived until Fusheng was born. When I saw his chubby little face, I was glad in my heart, fortunately, I didn’t kill him at the beginning.”

It turns out that Aunt Zhou is still an unmarried mother. I can’t help admiring her courage. Not to mention in ancient times, even in the 21st century, unmarried children were criticized by people. The bitterness of this must not be expressed by Aunt Zhou lightly. of.Fusheng sat beside him silently, listening to his mother talk about the past, expressionless.Aunt Zhou continued: "Three years ago, Jeju was flooded and everything was washed away. I brought Fusheng to the capital to make a living, hoping to find out about his father, but for so many years, I haven't found anything. I also gradually faded away from this thought, as long as Fusheng grows up in peace and happiness, our mother and I will live like this, and it will be fine."

Seeing that her tone was flat, I asked curiously: "Auntie, don't you hate Fu Sheng's father?"

"At the beginning, I also resented him. I hated why he didn't keep his promise and didn't come back to pick me up. I was also afraid that he would forget me as a country girl after he became famous." Aunt Zhou smiled and said, "But later , I became more and more worried about whether something happened to him? Did he have a hard time outside, so he didn’t have the face to come back? I believe he has a reason for not coming back.”

What an infatuated woman.I smiled. It must be the mentality of an ostrich. It is much easier to accept that he has difficulties than to accept his change of heart, and I feel much better in my heart.It’s just Aunt Zhou, my situation cannot be compared with yours at all. You and Fusheng’s father, at least because of love, have Fusheng this child. You have love for him, so you forgive him for not coming back, so You can't bear to break his flesh and blood.And me?I only have fear and hatred for Chu Shang, how could I give birth to his child?

The jailer came to urge Aunt Zhou to go out. Seeing that I was still silent, Aunt Zhou sighed, "I don't want to persuade the girl too much. It is a big deal for a woman to take away a child. The girl must think about it clearly."

At night, I kept having nightmares. First, a chubby baby held my skirt tightly, crying heartbreakingly: "Mom, why don't you want me, why don't you want me..." I went to hug me sadly. He, however, found that his face suddenly turned into Chu Shang's face, with a disgusted expression and hateful eyes, he gritted his teeth and said: "I hate you, you killed my father, I hate you..." I shook my head I backed away in panic and crashed into a hard chest. I turned around in fear. Chu Shang hugged me tightly with pain on his face, and begged in my ear: "Xue'er, don't hate me, don't hate me!" ……"let me go!I screamed and struggled in his arms, feeling my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe. I screamed and sat up from the bed, covered in cold sweat and with tears on my face.

There was a light knock on the cell door, and I turned my head back in fear. A masked man in black came in. When he saw me, his eyes flickered.
(End of this chapter)