Wanqingsi

Chapter 33 Guessing the Heart
Miss Ji's falling into the water caused a commotion in the general's mansion. The servants were all flying around, those who asked for a doctor invited a doctor, those who prepared hot water baths prepared hot water baths, those who made cold-dispelling soup boiled cold-dispelling soup, The old housekeeper, Lin Bo, came in and out with tears in his eyes, and kept muttering: "If something happens to the little miss, how can it happen? Alas..., how can it be better?" It seems that Miss Ji is still It's really the treasure of the General's Mansion. Lin Bo's nagging made Mr. Yu, who had changed his clothes, quite embarrassed, Ji Jingyun said in a deep voice: "Lin Bo, Miss is fine now, you are so surprised, call me down!" People read the joke, how to be a housekeeper? Don't go down!"

Lin Bo was reprimanded by General Ji, his lips moved, and he walked out with a sad face. Ji Jingyun said to Mr. Yu who was sitting on the chair: "Your servant is rude, please don't take it seriously."

Mr. Yu smiled and said: "What is Jingyun talking about? Today is indeed my fault, otherwise Ping An will not fall into the water." He glanced at me and said: "Fortunately, there is this girl here today, otherwise I am really ashamed of you Ji family."

Ji Jingyun turned around and cupped his fists at me: "Miss Carmen saved Ping'an's life today, and Jingyun will keep it in her heart. In the future, if the girl needs Jingyun's help, just ask, and Jingyun will definitely repay it to the death."

I hurriedly returned the courtesy: "General Ji speaks seriously, Carmen is just a matter of effort. It is Miss Ji who is blessed, and Mr. Yu rescued her in time, so Carmen dare not take credit for it."

At this time, the servants came in to report that the doctor was invited. When Ji Jingyun heard it, he said to Mr. Yu and me: "I'll go and have a look. Please rest in the flower hall for the two of you. Jingyun will not accompany you for the time being." Without waiting for our reply, he hurriedly followed the people, leaving only me and Mr. Yu in the flower hall.

I laughed and said, "This General Ji still scolds Lin Bo for being impolite, so I'm not very nervous."

Mr. Yu smiled lazily, and said: "Jing Yun doesn't say anything on the surface, but he is very nervous in his heart. Ping An is the only blood of his deceased brother and sister-in-law. If something happens, don't say he is ashamed of his brother and sister-in-law, even I will be ashamed." ..." He stopped his voice suddenly, with a rare seriousness on his expression.

I suddenly realized: "It turns out that Ping'an's parents have passed away, no wonder General Ji is so nervous about his little niece." Xu Shi pity her parents both died at a young age, so she is very fond of her, so that she has raised her character so much As tricky and domineering.

"Jingyun's father and brother are both great generals of our Tianzhao Dynasty. Seven years ago, in a battle with Yaoyue Kingdom, both of them died for the country. The sad news was sent back to the capital. Soon after, he passed away, leaving behind Ping An, who was only five years old. Jingyun swore before his sister-in-law died that he would take good care of Ping An in his life." He finished the story of Ji Pingan in a few words, looked up at me, and his eyes flickered After a few wisps of changing color, "So, not only Jingyun should thank you, but I should also thank you. If you weren't here today, I would really have no face to see Jingyun, and I am even more ashamed of the two passed away General Wei. Girl..."

"Young Master, why are you being polite to me?" I interrupted him lightly, feeling a little displeased for no reason in my heart. I treated him wholeheartedly, thinking that he must understand my intentions, but I didn't expect him to be so rude and polite to me, as if Everything that happened in the garden was an illusion. I bit my lips and drooped my eyelashes, "Carmen is the son of the young master, so naturally I have to share my worries for the young master."

No matter how you listen to it, there is a hint of sourness and resentment in these words. He is such a shrewd person, he must have understood my thoughts, doesn't he feel it at all?I feel a little bit angry in my heart, can it be said that if I lose my heart, I really have to worry about gains and losses like this, I can be more chic, why should I be like a resentful little woman, care about everything, and have all kinds of knots in my heart, I am really embarrassing to modern people!

He also sensed my bad tone, and when he fell silent, the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.He looked at me quietly, not knowing what he was thinking. After a while, he cleared his throat and said, "Girl, the way you saved Ping An just now is quite novel. I have never heard of it. Where did you come from?" learned it?"

I frowned and wanted to explain again?Coughing and coughing, I answered while thinking: "When I was young, I saw a doctor save a drowning child like this, so I tried it the same way. Fortunately, Miss Ji was blessed with a great life. Now that I think about it, I'm still a little scared. If this method doesn't work ..." I broke into a cold sweat when I thought about it. I am really brave. If Ji Pingan cannot be rescued this time, then the entire Ji family will be mad. I am afraid that I have already been charged with delaying medical treatment and being charged Sent to prison.

"When I was young..." He rolled his eyes and smiled thoughtfully, "Girl, when you were young, you met quite a few strange people. I don't know where the fairyland is?"

I was startled suddenly, thinking of his "guitar" words, I was secretly annoyed.What was even more annoying was his attitude at the moment, leisurely and carefree, as if he had never had that kind of intimate contact with me in the garden, and every sentence he asked concealed a mystery, forcing me to retreat steadily.I hated and was angry at the same time, I was afraid that such flirting was very normal in his eyes, what was flirting with a brothel girl like me?Thankfully I'm still being self-indulgent here.

"It's far away, even if I tell you, the young master won't know about it." I forced myself to calm down my restless heart, and dealt with him cautiously.

"Why don't you say it." Young Master Yu leaned back in his chair, and said with a light smile, "See if it's the Tianzhao Dynasty. There are really things I don't know about..."

My cold sweat is about to flow down.Before, I heard Xiaohong talk about some things about Tianzhao Kingdom. The place names here are actually the same as many place names in my time and space, such as Suzhou, Hangzhou, Mount Tai, Yangtze River, etc. The previous dynasty also left a building to resist alien races. The Great Wall of China, but I don't know much after all, if he continues to press me like this, I will easily pass through.It's not that I haven't thought about telling my story to them, or I haven't thought of asking them for help.Both he and Ji Jingyun should be powerful, right?However, isn't Prime Minister Wei powerful?Maybe Chu Shang is not as powerful as them on the surface, but secretly, I have no idea what kind of ghost he is, what he does, and how powerful he is.Will they believe me?Even if they believe me, can they beat Chu Shang?If I can't fight, wouldn't it be a disaster for nothing? If I'm not tempted by him, I might as well give it a try. But, do I dare to take him to risk now?I'm always thinking of him, why should he ask me the bottom line?Just rely on him to hire me?Or because he knows I like him?

I was wronged in every possible way, and an inexplicable anger rose in my heart. I was angry that he knew my intentions, but his attitude was polite to me, and his words were mixed with guns, as if he was deliberately keeping a distance from me; I am not very angry. If you are not free and easy, you lose your heart so easily, and you want to be treated the same, but you forget about feelings, and it is never possible to achieve fairness and reciprocity.The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, and the words that slipped out of my mouth became sharper. I raised my eyes, looked at him lightly, and said coldly: "What do you want to know, my lord? My past? My lord paid me money, yes I don't need to tell you about my past because my future is covered. Don't you also hide yourself, don't you want me to know your identity?"

What I said is really disrespectful to him. In their ancient concept, he entrusted me and is my master. He must think that everything about me belongs to him, right?Not just my body, but my mind, my past.What's more, the women in the brothel are not smiling and obedient to any guest. Who would have thought that I would be so bold.It's a man, and he can't bear this breath.Lost my temper, maybe I will never get angry with such an unlovable woman like me in the future, returned my sign, and let me continue to laugh at the tricks.I don't know why, but when I thought that he might have returned the card, withdrew the contract, and never looked for me again, my heart throbbed inexplicably.

As expected, he lowered his face and looked at me with menacing eyes, but he didn't get angry immediately. After looking at me for a long time, he suddenly laughed out of my expectation, and lazily said: "You girl is really good!" Stubborn, I’ll ask you a few words, if you’re not happy, let’s just say it, and still throw such a big temper.”

I was taken aback, his reaction was too abnormal.This man is good at hiding his emotions, anger, sorrow and joy in his heart, and he will not show his emotions easily. I am afraid that such a man will not easily reveal his emotions to others.My heart felt cold, even if I gave him my sincerity, he probably wouldn't even look at it. Is there anyone in his heart who deserves his attention?What do you care about?

Seeing that I was silent, he smiled and said, "Girl, do you blame me for not confessing my identity?
"Carmen is not interested in the privacy of guests." I looked at him quietly, feeling a little chilled.I gave my heart out, can I get it back?His mind is so unpredictable, could he be my beloved?In the rest of my life, will I have to live my life guessing his thoughts?It's just that I tied up my hair and gave me a hairpin. Do I have to believe in my fate?When did I become a fatalist?Wouldn't it be less likely to get hurt if he was treated as an ordinary guest?My thoughts turned and turned, and my heart seemed to be as cold as water. I continued coldly: "I will never make such a rude request to a guest."

My unfamiliar tone made him frown. He looked at me quietly, and after a while, he said lightly, "Is my identity so important to you? Knowing my identity is of no benefit to you. If I don't tell you, I don't want you." After you know it, you won’t treat me as calmly as you do now.”

You only ask me to be frank, but you don't want to be frank.I smiled lightly, even if you didn't know your identity, when did you open your heart to me?My heart is obviously cold, why there is still a trace of pain spread, I lowered my eyelids, looked at the floor, silent.

"Forget it, it looks like you girl is going to fight me to the end today." He frowned, with a hint of anger in his tone, and finally couldn't bear my awkwardness, stood up, and walked out the door angrily , "You go back today first."

He slammed the door heavily and I sat quietly for a long time before tears fell from my eyes.

——2006, September, 9
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