Zhe Jinchun

Chapter 1015

Chen Huigu hurriedly wiped away her tears, forced a smile and said: "Yes, my lord is right. When I go out in the future, I will definitely be able to make a comeback."

Mo Buli stopped talking and closed his eyes wearily.

Seeing this, Chen Huigu put away the teacup lightly, and retreated outside.

This is a rather large room, the chairs and sofas are exquisite, but they are a little old, and many places are dusty. After Chen Huigu went out, she took a rag and led a few small palace servants to start cleaning. They are all silent, just buried in their work.

Mo Buli heard the slight sweeping sound coming from outside the door.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked around.

The light in the room was dim, only the stones inlaid on the four walls emitted a faint green light, which reflected his face green, which looked a little creepy.

"Come here, light a candle." He ordered, and then fell down on the couch again, closed his eyes and meditated, but under the thick eyelids, a pair of eyeballs couldn't stop rolling.

"...my son is hiding here, don't make a sound. I have stored enough water for my father, and it will last a year without any problems..."

"... wronged my son, and suffered for my father. Don't be sad, there is a way for my father to get out..."

Some distant voices echoed in the empty room.

Mo Buli turned over, his long eyebrows were tightly frowned, as if he was sleeping but not sleeping.

"...Father doesn't want Liuli anymore..."

"...Father, don't go out, Liuli is afraid..."

Some voices rang in my ears again, familiar yet unfamiliar, the crisp voices of young people.

Mo Buli frowned extremely tightly.

He knew that if he followed the voice down, there would only be endless pain and fear.

"...You are not a girl, you are a man. In order to save your life, my father had to ask you to dress up as a woman..."

"...Hurry up and hide it well, come for the father, don't cry, you are a man, stand upright..."

The stern voice sounded again, digging into my mind word by word.

Mo Buli curled up, raised his sleeves and wiped his face.

Nothing at all.

Tears and sweat stains, these things that represent emotional ups and downs, seem to have not appeared on his face for a long time.

Mo Buli raised his hand again, caressing the corners of his eyes and forehead.

He couldn't feel anything but cold fingers scraping his skin.

Just like his heart that can't feel anything.

Yes, he is a man, he is not a girl.

However, he was raised as a girl for 16 years.

He has been a girl for 16 years, but he clearly knows that he is a man. The feeling of separation often makes him feel crazy.

When he put on men's clothes for the first time and appeared in front of everyone, he was really not used to it.

Very unaccustomed.

Those beautiful dresses, those beautiful hairpins and hairpins, he knew that he should give up from now on.

But, can he really give up?
Perhaps, in a corner deep in his heart, those dresses and accessories are always worn on him.

However, also in the bottom of his heart, he knew clearly that he would never be able to wear a woman's dress again, and he would never be able to become a real woman, marry a man as he wished, take care of her husband and teach her children, and live a lifetime.

Sometimes he would secretly hate, hating himself as a man, but not that delicate girl.

But most of the time, he hated this kind of hatred, hated himself for not being able to cut off those thoughts, hated himself for always remembering the beginning.

Mo Buli closed his eyelids forcefully, as if to tightly lock up those memories deep in his heart.

However, the memory still comes, with the peach blossoms that bloom all over the spring and the wind blowing.

The young man was riding a white horse, with a clear face and bright eyes, and he was galloping towards him with a smile.

It was such a bright smiling face, so gorgeous, so... dazzling.

Mo Buli's tightly closed lips curved upwards slightly.

Many times, he would be confused, is he a man or a woman, or some kind of monster who is neither male nor female?

Perhaps, from the moment he saw that smiling face, he couldn't tell the difference.

"My lord, there is an urgent report." The voice of the tablet suddenly sounded, like a sharp knife, piercing the bright smile in the memory.

Mo Buli seemed to hear a broken sound.

There seemed to be fine lines appearing on that bright smiling face, and with a "pop", it turned into thousands of pieces and flew away.

Mo Buli opened his eyes, and looked around with slightly blurred vision.

The gloomy green, mixed with the weak candlelight on the desk, is like a ghost cave.

"Finally." He sat up slowly, and then slowly stood up. His frail figure was covered with a thin shirt, and he became thinner to the bone.

"No." Ariel replied standing in front of the couch.

He no longer covered his face with a cloth towel.

Looking closely, he has a straight face, thick eyebrows and tiger eyes, if not for the purple scars on both sides of his cheeks, his appearance is actually quite delicate.

He bowed to Mo Buli, and said plainly: "The inside and outside of the city gates are already covered with pictures, including Superintendent Shi, me, and the Lord."

Everyone laughed "heh".

At that moment, the deep weariness that still appeared on his face just now was covered by coldness.

"Huan Zicheng only has this ability, but I think highly of him." He said coldly, with his hands behind his back, he slowly stepped down the stone steps, pacing up and down the ground, "Your lord...Second Highness , sent to prison?"

"Yes, my lord." Ariel said, with a hint of sadness on his face: "Received the news a few days ago, His Majesty issued an order to demote the Second Highness to a commoner and expel him from the imperial city; the Third Highness and the Fourth Highness moved to the Zhengguang Hall , closed the door and pondered over mistakes, and was not allowed to go out; moreover, Huan Zicheng defeated the Zhao army and made great achievements in battle. His Majesty specially conferred the false title of Governor-General. There are even rumors that the vacated Sikong position may be replaced by Huan Zicheng. "

Mo Buli's expression became extremely cold, and those ice-like eyes stared at the stone table beside him for a moment.

After a long time, he just smiled coldly: "Let him be happy for a while. When the limelight passes, we will go to the Zhao country. The Stonehenge has not achieved an inch, and the general of the Zhu country returns home. The loss of the hidden hall will not be small. Maybe those hidden piles will be picked up a lot. If we go at this time, we will be a new force, and they will only raise their hands to welcome them."

"My lord, be careful." Ariel immediately stopped him, his eyes flashed a deep worry: "The Stonehenge was originally prepared for Huan Zicheng, but he was not fooled. Instead, Jiang, Du, and Wednesday The soldiers with the surnames have been wiped out. The subordinates always feel that the hidden hall is no longer reliable, and even if the lord is going to Zhao country, it is best to avoid the hidden hall."

Mo Buli closed his eyes slightly, pondered for a moment, then turned his eyes to look at A Lie, and suddenly raised his lips: "The 'corrosion' has already been fed to Guo Shili?"

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