The favorite wife of the black-bellied prime minister

Chapter 156
Mu Lian frowned, even if the matter failed, the master had no intention of harming anyone, Jing Xiaobai suspected everyone, but not the master, because, in Jing Xiaobai's eyes, the person who framed Mo Wen There has already been a lesson learned from the past, and it will only be people who care about her, and people who don't want her to fall into this kind of improper marriage-the current queen or general He are all suspected, and the Cuju competition is already a precedent.

Situ He was listening to an opera and drinking in the theatre, when he suddenly heard that something happened to Mo Wen, he left Li Shu, Li Li and the others behind and immediately came to the Prime Minister's Mansion, just because he was afraid that Jing Xiaobai would be sad and frightened, and he couldn't find anyone to talk to , who knew that the warm heart had bumped into a block of ice, and Jing Xiaobai refused to see him.

Situ He is a smart person. Hearing Baili Jing's almost out-of-control roar, she immediately knew what Jing Xiaobai meant. She suspected him. Her husband was put to death!

Feeling chilled in an instant, Situ He knocked down the boy who was blocking the way, went straight into the outer room, stood beside Baili Jing, and asked sadly, "Jing Xiaobai, do you suspect that I did it?"

Bai Lijing didn't turn her head to look at him, she shook her head and said word by word: "I, no, know, know..."

She didn't say "yes", but it was equivalent to saying "yes". She was already very sure that he did it, but she still wanted to protect him and didn't want to hold him accountable.

Situ He's heart is getting colder and colder. On summer nights, his body is as cold as ice. The silly girl who looks down at him with her phoenix eyes is condescending. She clearly knows that she shouldn't care about her, but she still can't hide the dull pain in her heart. .

Holding his breath, he asked her in a hoarse voice: "Jing Xiaobai, do you want him... or me? Do you want me to die or him to die? If I did it, would you kill me?"

Bai Lijing's heart was so confused that she couldn't find a clue. He was always impulsive in doing things. Like her, only his status as a general could use these countless archers. What skills do other people have in Shengjing City? Inner killings?Or, the person who gave the order was her most beloved queen mother...

She really can't answer this question, and He has asked it many times. The more she asks, the more Bailijing feels that he is naive and paranoid, so this time she replied indifferently: "He, you will not die, but he will die." ...Obviously this is an unfair question in the first place, so don't ask any more... It doesn't make any sense to ask around."

Situ He was speechless, opened his mouth but didn't say a word, he felt a vacuum in his heart.Just now when he was listening to an opera and drinking in Li Shu's theater building, he thought absently, it would be great if Jing Xiaobai was by his side, without Han Ye or sick young man, just a few of them together, listening to Li Shu Shu Yiyi babbled and sang an opera, that was the happiness he yearned for most in his life.

He tried every means to get close to her, and rushed to her side as soon as something happened, but she had already grown up, she didn't need him to hold her hand, and he didn't need him to run behind her back, Jing Xiaobai had grown into a strong A girl with her own ideas, for the sake of her husband's family, for the sake of her senior brother, just refuses to ask He any more.

The most painful thing in life is when that person grows into a towering tree in your heart, and blooms the most beautiful flowers. You see that tree and flower become the source of your life, but that person When you are dispensable, every day becomes less important.

What's even more sad is that he couldn't tell Jing Xiaobai what he was thinking. What did she think of him?cousin?He is ruthless and merciless when dealing with wars and enemies, but he is indecisive and impulsive when it comes to Jing Xiaobai. He has hidden such deep thoughts in these years that he dare not confide a word to her.I'm afraid that if she speaks out, this close relationship will not be able to continue from now on. If she doesn't know, she can still treat him as an elder brother. If she knows, according to her personality, how desperate will it make him?
Situ He, you are such a worthless coward, you have already made a conclusion about your relationship with her in your heart, and you have already admitted that apart from the current state, there is nothing left between her and you except a complete break and never contact.

why?
Why are you so sure that she will choose someone else instead of you?

The more he cares, the humbler he is. He loves Jing Xiaobai, and Jing Xiaobai may also love him, but the nature of this love is completely different.His love does not allow anyone to get involved, only him and her, and Jing Xiaobai's love can have Han Ye or Mo Wen, and her love or her husband can also allow other people around him. In the final analysis, she is just a silly girl who is ignorant and makes his teeth itch with hatred...

"Okay, since it doesn't mean anything to you, I won't ask any more." Situ He smiled wryly: "If you think I did it, then I did it, and I won't deny it."

After saying the last word, he turned around and left resolutely, how desperate he was when he came, and how desperate he was when he left.

Bai Lijing heard Situ He's heavy footsteps getting farther and farther away, covered her face on the table and cried silently.There are many people who love her, but not many people understand her. They never think about her from her perspective, they always give her what they think is best for her.Maybe it was all her fault after all—

Maybe she shouldn't have wanted to marry Mo Wen willfully from the very beginning, causing his hopeless life to suffer so much.

Maybe she shouldn't have stalked Han Ye in the first place, making him mistakenly think that he likes her, but then found out that he didn't like her at all. In the end, Han Ye easily pulled away and left, and she couldn't let go of standing alone.

Maybe she shouldn't go to Lutai Mountain to practice martial arts, she should be like all her sisters or aunts, and do what an imperial princess should do in peace, learn how to be knowledgeable while in the boudoir, be proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, etc. In the future, you will get married or get married, help your husband and teach your children, and rejuvenate the country and the country.

Unfortunately, she did not take such a path.She walked a path that all the royal princesses dared not walk, learned martial arts that they dared not learn, married someone they dared not marry, and did so many outrageous and hateful things, if she had any regrets , It is tantamount to vetoing all the previous life - 16 years.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

If she could predict the present, she would not be in such pain. If she had known the impermanence of the world, she would be able to be pure and ascetic, but she couldn't. This is her weakness and incompetence, and because of this, she is the Baili Jing.

Hey, Jing Xiaobai has never changed, she is still the original Jing Xiaobai, but the way you look at her has changed, and you start to think about whether she is happy from your point of view, thinking that she has suffered so much, you should soon Remove obstacles for her, but those so-called "obstacles" are the rare peace in her life, she should cherish the blessing and be content.Exchange my heart for yours. In fact, this is wrong. It is impossible for anyone in the world to suffer for another.

(End of this chapter)