The queen is fierce and cute

Chapter 504 Maybe
Looking at Pei Junyi, Su Jingan sighed slightly.

I briefly mentioned it in the letter before, hoping that what Yan Er said would be revealed lightly.

But obviously, no matter what, Pei Junyi wanted to hear the details.

So, Su Jing'an took his hand and told Pei Junyi what Yan Er had said to her.

He didn't deliberately subtract anything, let alone add oil and vinegar. Pei Junyi's expression was always calm, but his slightly exerted hand still revealed his emotions at the moment.

This is normal, if it were her, she would not be able to be calm.

"I'm fine." After a while, Pei Junyi spoke slowly, his voice a little hoarse.

"Didn't you guess it a long time ago? It's just that you know more details." The voice became hoarse, and Pei Junyi blinked, as if saying this could comfort himself.

But Su Jing'an knew that this was far from enough.

Even she, after hearing it with her own ears, couldn't calm down, wishing she could grab the emperor by the collar and question her seriously.

Not to mention Pei Junyi whose biological mother is Empress Yu.

His mother was killed by his father because of unwarranted suspicion.

His natal family, because of his father's downfall, was nothing but wrongful anger.

Su Jing'an's father had taught him, and he was regarded as his half master, but because of his father's jealousy, generations of loyal generals died at the hands of the emperor they guarded.

How ridiculous?How sad!

"In any case, things have already happened, and..." Su Jing'an wanted to say it's over, but...is it really over?
How could such a thing pass?

"You...what are you going to do?" The emperor is his father, no matter what he does, he will make himself miserable.

"I...I haven't made up my mind yet." With a wry smile, Pei Junyi lowered his head, his voice trembling slightly.

"If...if it's just the Tian family, I can kill them all, and pay for my mother's queen, my natal family, and the Su family, but he is my father."

"I used to admire him so much... But it was he who killed my mother, my natal family, and the Su family."

If he killed him, it would be patricide and regicide, no matter what the truth was, it would not be accepted.

This is such an era.

Su Jing'an caressed his back, feeling so distressed that she didn't know what to say.

No matter what you do, it's difficult.

"I'm fine, I'm really fine." In his previous life, he couldn't bear all of this.

But after experiencing life and death, he lived a new life, and there was nothing he couldn't bear.

Now, the only thing to think about is how to do it, and how to do it?
"Perhaps, sometimes, living is far more painful than dying..." He whispered softly, as if he had made a decision.

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The court mentioned the matter of the New Year's Eve, and he will soon leave for Andong.

The Andong side has already started preparations, and when the emperor arrives, the ceremony will begin on the right day.

The few princes who stayed in Beijing will go with the emperor.

Not only Lao Jiu sent people to make preparations, Pei Junyi and Shi Yi were both idle.

"When you leave, remember to take the fire gun with you. I will teach you how to use it in the past few days."

On the day I came back, I only talked about what Yan Er said about the firecracker, but because of the situation at that time, Su Jingan didn't say anything.

I haven't gotten any chances in the past few days. Right now, Pei Junyi is about to set off to Andong with him. Su Jing'an feels that only if he brings the firecracker with him can he feel at ease.

"You keep this, in case Lao Jiu sends someone to attack you again, at least you have a tool for self-defense..."

　Happy little long holiday, resisting the temptation of birthday dinner and going out to play, keep my constant updates.Now I'm going out to play, tomorrow's update is at night.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)