Zhang Xiaoxiao's Rebirth

Chapter 98 Letter
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Finally the college entrance examination is over, no matter how good or bad the exam is, there is a feeling of relaxation and liberation. On the night of the exam, Zhang Weimin hired a car to help his daughter carry the luggage. There were people shouting, burning books, and Drinking, everyone released the long-standing pressure in their own way.

Ye Rongrong said: "Zhang Xiaoxiao, thank you. If it wasn't for what you said that made me regain my confidence and let go of my burdens, maybe I would have collapsed before the college entrance examination."

"It's nothing, my friend! It should be."

"Don't be so sour, you two, think about how crazy we are tonight?"

"Take your luggage home and go dancing?" Zhang Xiaoxiao said.

The three went to the ballroom and went crazy.

At that time, she filled in the school first, and then took the college entrance examination. Zhang Xiaoxiao didn't fill in BJ's school. After thinking about it, she filled in Nanshi University, the best school in the province. Nanshi University is also one of the key universities in the country.Without any suspense, Zhang Xiaoxiao was admitted by Nanshi University.Xu Yinfang did not pass the admission score, but as Wei Peisheng of the Agricultural Bank of China, she went to a school in a prefecture to study accounting.Ye Rongrong was admitted to a normal university in the province, and Li Suqiong was admitted to a technical secondary school in the prefecture, majoring in finance.At that time, as long as you were admitted to a university or a technical secondary school, because you would divide the work after graduation, as long as you were admitted, it was equivalent to entering a safe.You can sit back and relax.

But Guan Haoran was not happy, he didn't understand, he didn't understand, Zhang Xiaoxiao could apply for BJ's school, but she didn't apply.

It is also a clear lakeside, but this season there is no rapeseed, only yellow and heavy rice.The floral scent of rice floats in the air.

"Smile, why didn't you apply for BJ's school? Don't you want to be with me?"

"Haoran, I want to be with you, but I want to develop in the provincial capital, so I applied for a school in the provincial capital."

"In BJ, not only can we be together, but BJ has better and bigger room for development, I really don't understand what you think!" Guan Haoran said angrily.

Zhang Xiaoxiao lived in the provincial capital for a long time in her previous life, so she is very familiar with the streets and road conditions of the provincial capital, so she wants to go to school in the provincial capital, seize the opportunity to buy more land, so that after four years of university, The money she earned after buying the land was enough for her to live comfortably for the rest of her life.If she goes to BJ for college, there is no such advantage.

Secondly, Zhang Xiaoxiao is not a person who wants to make a difference in her career. She doesn't have that kind of ambition. She just wants to have enough money to live and live a leisurely life.

Again, Zhang Xiaoxiao puts family affection first, and doesn't want to be too far away from relatives.

Once again, Zhang Xiaoxiao also thought about abandoning everything for the one he loves, including the huge wealth that may be obtained. However, based on the experience of his previous life, Zhang Xiaoxiao still believes that wealth can always belong to him, and it can also bring him comfort. An easy life and a sense of security.But feelings are illusory things, and besides, if the two feelings last for a long time, they are here in the morning and evening.When she makes money, she will go to BJ to be with him. As long as she has money, it doesn't matter if she doesn't have a job.

Maybe for Guan Haoran, Zhang Xiaoxiao's choice is too outrageous and selfish, but Zhang Xiaoxiao still has no hesitation.

"Xiaoxiao, are you doing this because of Haizi?" Guan Haoran couldn't think of any other reason for her.

"Haoran, Haizi and I used to be ordinary friends, but now we are strangers. My choice has nothing to do with him."

For the first time, Zhang Xiaoxiao and Guan Haoran had a big disagreement, and broke up unhappy.

Not to mention that Guan Haoran didn't understand Zhang Xiaoxiao's behavior, Zhang Xiaoxiao himself knew that what he did was against common sense.But she and Guan Haoran couldn't explain clearly, so she simply stopped explaining too much.

Li Suqiong asked Ye Rongrong to bring Zhang Xiaoxiao a letter.

The content of the letter is as follows.

Zhang Xiaoxiao, please read this letter patiently. First of all, I want to sincerely thank you for everything you have done for me. Just like what Haizi said, you are the one who really saved me.Just because you had a dream, you worked hard to save me from bad luck, and called me to your house on weekends, saying it was to help you practice English.For me you contribute money and efforts.

But I, who was stupid, believed your words, and the worst thing was that I fell in love with Haizi. I fell in love with Haizi as early as the first time I saw him, but the liking at that time was only a vague imprint. I am far away, and I can only bury him deeply in my heart.

But, when you bring me to him, you can see him every weekend, let him take me home, feel his breath so close, his every move, every frown and smile.The feelings that have been suppressed in the bottom of my heart can not be restrained awakening and gushing out.Especially after he saved me that time, I grabbed him desperately like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw.

Smile, I'm sorry, I'm undoubtedly repaying you for doing this.

After I arrived at your house, I realized that there are so many differences between people in this world. You have a pair of smart and capable parents, and the rent of your house for one month is enough for your family to eat and drink for a year.Even if you don't get into college, you can live comfortably for the rest of your life.

Not to mention all these, you still have a beautiful face and a smart mind, and more importantly, you not only have a childhood sweetheart like Haizi who takes good care of you, is affectionate and righteous, but also Guan Haoran, who is both talented and beautiful, and has a good family background The best quality boys of all ages.For a person like you who is loved and loved by the world, you have nothing to lack, but I have nothing, and I have to suffer such a thing. I want to get a little warmth from Haizi, and I want to use Haizi's reputation to save myself There were some criticisms, so I went to Haizi behind your back, and I went in your name. I told Haizi that it was you who asked me to go to him.So Haizi readily agreed with me to take a fake job with him.

When I was working at Haizi’s place, I said I was sorry to bother you by always staying at your house, so Haizi arranged for me to live in a small room in his shop where he rests on weekdays. I met you on Taohua Street that day. I thought about it, maybe It was you who saw me coming out of Haizi's house. It was Haizi who asked me to go to his house to get something.You may be mistaken.

Haizi has always treated me with courtesy, just because I am your friend. Haizi told me that you once told Haizi that I am your best friend in this life.

The deeper I get in touch with Haizi, the more I know that he will never belong to me. The topic we talk about most is you, other than that, it seems that there is nothing else to talk about between us.

I don't dare to be greedy, I just want to be with Haizi during my most vulnerable period, even if I can just see him and say a word to him.

But I didn't know that by doing so, I hurt both you and Haizi. What you said to Haizi when you came out of the dance hall after being drunk that day was a devastating blow to Haizi.

At that moment, I knew that I was wrong, I was too selfish, feelings can't be like candy, because you have more, but I don't, you can just give me one as simple as that.

That day, I wrote you a letter to explain all this to you. You looked cold, your words were mean, your attitude was arrogant and dismissive.I have never seen you like this, you have always been a gentle and generous person, and it was my fault that I broke our friendship myself.

When I returned from your place that day, I resigned my job to Haizi and left, and I have never seen him since.Before leaving, I handed the letter to him and asked him to explain to you, but I don't know if he, who is so proud, will explain to you after hearing what you said.At that time, Haizi told me that because of a dream, you tried every means to save me, and I left in shame.

I have been avoiding you and him, and I dare not inquire about any news about you, because I am afraid that I will hear the news of your breakup. When rumors say that you broke up, I will have no face to face you again.

The purpose of my writing this letter is not to hope to gain your understanding, but to open your heart knot and eliminate your misunderstanding of Haizi.

I have nothing to repay for your kindness, I just hope that all misunderstandings caused by me can be cleared up.Hope everything is still in time.

"It's too late." Zhang Xiaoxiao said silently in his heart.

Haizi transferred all the business in Nan County to others, and he didn't know where he went.Even his mother couldn't tell where he went.

Haizi completely disappeared in Zhang Xiaoxiao's life.

(End of this chapter)