Ajiu

Chapter 251
The most prominent family in the court is the Pei family.Although the Pei family is now avoiding suspicion, even if they become officials, the official position is not high, but it is the queen's natal family and the crown prince's natal family. Even if the whole family has no real power, it is still beautiful and enviable.The five sons and one daughter of His Majesty the Emperor all came from Empress Pei. If there is no accident, the Pei family will still be prosperous for at least 50 years when the crown prince ascends the throne in the future.

The most harmonious family in the court is the Pei family.Now the four generations of the Pei family live together in harmony and joy, this is the real envy of others.The men of the Pei family are handsome and gentle, kind-hearted, and clean. The women of the Pei family all have a very good complexion and a cheerful expression, and their bodies are full of happiness and joy.They must be living a wonderful life, so they are always smiling comfortably.Compared with the noble ladies in the capital, the women of the Pei family live in the world, while the women of the Pei family live in heaven.

Such a family proposes to me, as long as the parents nod, the marriage will be done!I can also become one of the daughters-in-law of the Pei family, and like them, live a beautiful life with loving parents-in-law and caring husband and son-in-law, and be happy like a fairy... But my father and mother refused, they refused!

An'er's mood ranged from shock, to sadness, to grief, and finally to anger.Why?Pei Lin was the one with the best family background, the best character, and the best talents among the young men in the capital at that time. Why did such a wishful man not even ask me, but refused without leaving any room for maneuver? !
"Father, I always thought that you really loved me, but who knew it wasn't..." An'er burst into tears.

Xiangshi had already broken her heart, so she didn't feel much about Xiangshi's actions in front of her.On the contrary, Jin Tongzheng had always thought that he cared for his daughter in every possible way, but now that he knew that he rejected the Pei family's marriage proposal, An'er couldn't accept it.

An'er fell on the desk and cried bitterly.

You can't depend on anything, you can't depend on anyone.When I was young, I was fine, but when I grew up, my mother poured cold water over and over again, causing trouble, and then my father also changed his face and stopped being kind.Parents are like this, let alone others.When they first got married, they thought that Chen Lingyun was a good man and a good husband, but not long after, a middle-aged woman dressed as a nun stood in front of him, and he, who was always gentle and considerate, tried to force him to recognize his mother-in-law... Although he failed in the end, but This kind of injury will never be forgotten in a lifetime, and will never be forgotten.

Parents, husbands, no one can be trusted, no one can be relied on.

An'er cried so hard that her heart was broken, and the sky was dark.

When An'er cried, the boys and maids in the study were shocked, and after discussing in a low voice, the boys hurried to the General Secretary.If my aunt is crying like this, maybe there is something serious about it, she must report it to the master, and there must be no delay.

An'er didn't know how long she had been crying, and a slightly panicked voice sounded in her ear, "An'er, An'er!"

Raising her head, an anxious man's face appeared in front of her. It was her father, Jin Tongzheng.Jin Tongzheng was flustered, uneasy, and distressed, which was quite different from his usual grace and elegance.

"Seeing me cry, will you panic and feel distressed?" An'er's eyes were clouded with tears, and she smiled desolately, "Then, why did you refuse that kind of happiness for me? You clearly know that it is a rare happiness in the world happy."

When Jin Tongzheng saw the rice paper in An'er's hand, his face turned pale.I have tossed and turned in the past few nights, and it is difficult to fall asleep. I simply put on my clothes and got up, writing vigorously. I remembered all the past events and wrote them down on paper.Ann, she knows everything.

"That's someone else's happiness, not yours." Jin Tongzheng calmed down and said gently: "Daughter, there are countless past events between you and him, and they can't be innocent. Therefore, such happiness has nothing to do with you."

The little servant was very winking, and after Jin Tongzheng came in, he closed the study door silently, keeping away from himself and the maids.

"Such happiness has nothing to do with you"?There was a nameless anger in An'er's heart. Hearing Jin Tongzheng's words, he felt even more aggrieved, and sneered again and again, "What does the past have to do with me? I have never met that great Tang Ge old man." , no matter how noble he is, no matter how miserable Tang Concubine is, what does that have to do with me? Why should I suffer because of them!"

An'er was full of depression and injustice, and she was about to torture herself.What old man Tang Ge, what kind of mentor, a person I have never even met, why did he cause me to pass by such a beautiful person because of him?It's so unfair and unreasonable.

When An'er thought of the calm young man who was arguing with her own theory with a smile on her face, she felt an indescribable pain in her heart.I always thought that he was just a passer-by, I always thought that he and I just quarreled twice, and there was no other involvement, but who knew that he proposed marriage, he actually proposed marriage...

An'er could hardly remember Pei Lin's face now.It's been a long time, and she only vaguely remembers that she was sitting in the beautiful white jade car, and a handsome man reached out to lift the curtain, with a happy smile on his face, "Sister."

His smile is as warm and warm as a spring breeze...

After being reprimanded by himself, he smiled softly, "Girl, although I am reckless, I can be forgiven. Because you are riding in my sister's car."

Although it was a quarrel, it was not blushing and thick-necked, but still very graceful.

He's very personable, he won't be like Chen Lingyun, who is usually nice, and suddenly makes a middle-aged nun, forcing himself to be called a mother...

People's memories are often so strange, An'er can't even remember Pei Lin's appearance clearly, but he still remembers every word he said back then, clearly.

If An'er had been happy after marrying Chen Lingyun, maybe she wouldn't think of Pei Lin, or even if she thought of Pei Lin, it would just be a flash of regret in her eyes, and it would pass soon.But once Chen Lingyun hurt her, An'er became wary of Chen Lingyun.When there is no one around, when she is idle, An'er feels resentful, and will vaguely think of that gentle and elegant man.

Many people will be like An'er, if they are happy after marriage, the young man who once fascinated him will gradually fade away.If life is not going well, but he will dimly recall the past and beautify him infinitely, as if if he chooses him, he will be carefree and worry-free.

"Actually, he's not that good." After all, Jin Tongzheng has rich experience and a calm mind. He told An'er in a firm tone, "Although what your mother did is embarrassing, did you see it before your mother spoke?" , he said that he asked nothing of the Jin family."

He may have some affection for you, but it is only mediocre.

"Are you going to take away my last hope?" An'er was so angry that she shed tears again.Unreliable father, unreliable mother, unreliable husband, even the picturesque him in my heart, do you want to show me his true colors? How cruel.

"If this hope is not true, what's the use of it." Jin Tongzheng's tone was calm and cruel, "If you want to have nothing to do to think about it, it's up to you. However, your husband and children are the ones you should cherish." of."

I want to cherish my husband, but has my husband ever cherished me?An'er stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, with a stubborn face.

Jin Tongzheng looked at her sharply, "Daughter, little Azhao is lively and cute, she is by your side, she is the treasure bestowed on you by God; there is also the eldest brother who was born not long ago, the eldest brother who has not yet named , he is still so young, waiting for you to carefully raise him up."

Now that you have a son and a daughter, let's live a down-to-earth life.

The children are still young and need to be taken care of by their parents.

An'er shed tears again, choked with sobs and said, "What I worry about is nothing more than the child."

At this point, parents and husbands are chilling, only innocent children, only their own children, are the mothers who worry about them.

"For the sake of the children, we must live a good life." Jin Tongzheng explained worriedly.

"Got it." An'er said coldly.

An'er got up and walked to the study, Jin Tongzheng looked bitter at his daughter's unusual indifference and alienation.

When she reached the door and was about to raise her hand to open it, An'er suddenly turned her head, with a sneer on her face, "Father, are children really important to their parents? Are they worthless in front of their teacher?"

In the final analysis, it was Jin Tongzheng's intention to reject the Pei family's marriage proposal.Children's marriage is said to be "the order of the parents", but in fact it is the man who is in charge of the house. If the father must marry, the mother cannot stop it.The master of the Jin family has always been Jin Tongzheng. If he cares about his daughter's happiness above all else, Xiangshi will not be happy no matter how unhappy he is.

"There are always advantages and disadvantages in things in this world." Jin Tongzheng looked at her calmly with a clear conscience, "An'er, you are my father's daughter, and my father is not perfect. What you bring to your family and children is good and bad." Good things. You enjoy the good things, and you can't shirk the bad things."

"Father is Tang Gelao's favorite student. This is an unchangeable fact. Tang Gelao's daughter is the abandoned princess, and Pei Lin's cousin is the former prince concubine and the current queen. This is also an unchangeable fact. It is really impossible for you and Pei Lin to get along without any grievances and become a family of gods."

An'er raised her head with a stubborn expression on her face.

"What your parents bring to you has advantages and disadvantages. The same is true for your husband." Jin Tongzheng spoke softly, "Daughter, Chen Lingyun is of such a background and has such a biological mother. Not only are you dissatisfied with him, but also your father I regret marrying you to him very much. But now, Dad looks at him much more pleasing to the eye."

"His disadvantages are his background and his unbearable biological mother. But he also has advantages, right? The commander of the Jinwu Guard, the emperor's confidant, and a third-rank military officer. He has both fame and wealth. He is considerate of you when he returns home." , loving little Azhao, father saw him playing in the yard with little Azhao on his back more than once, happy like a child."

"Daughter, if you marry a well-matched family, you may not be able to have such a husband, understand? There are very few high-ranking children who are willing to keep their wives alone. They are willing to play with their daughters as soon as they come home and never get bored." Yes, it is also very rare. His ability to do this has something to do with his background and experience."

"He did not come from a good background. It is because of this that I desperately want to learn from the good ones. So far, I have learned well. He is not the best. He has shortcomings, and there are very infuriating shortcomings. When he backtracked back then Dad wished he could kill him..."

Ann bowed her head in shame.

It's too heartless to complain that father doesn't love him.How many fathers in the world would do what he did for his daughter?
Perhaps, the daughter of Tang Ge's old favorite student has no fate with Pei Jiabalang, right?An'er thought resignedly.

"Father, I understand." An'er said in a low voice.

There was warmth in her voice, it was no longer cold.

Jin Tongzheng smiled, "Daughter, parents can really do a lot of things for their children. Do you know? Ever since that incident, father doesn't like your mother, very much, but if he is in front of others, he will definitely show respect and love." her look."

"You are for me." An'er was full of gratitude.

He is the father-in-law, and he cannot set a bad example for his son-in-law. He cannot make the son-in-law think that once the wife is "not good" and does something wrong, the husband can punish him mercilessly.

"But now, father really has no way to face your mother." Jin Tongzheng smiled wearily, "Daughter, I can't look at her, I really can't look at her."

"Then what should we do?" An'er was uneasy.

She complained a little to Xiang Shi, but, after all, she was her own mother, and she didn't want to see Xiang Shi get into trouble.

She respected and loved Jin Tongzheng, and knowing her father's distress, she could not persuade him to reconcile with Xiangshi.

Xiang's words and deeds not only hurt An'er, but also affected little Azhao.If it wasn't for Xiang's untimely threats back then, maybe little Azhao would have been able to attend kindergarten in the palace.The kindergarten in the palace is a paradise for children, and it is taught by the Marquis of Guangning himself. What kind of standard is that.There is only one family in the world, and there are no semicolons elsewhere.

"Father has no idea." Jin Tongzheng was disappointed, "Daughter, father is old and has no choice."

An'er felt pity in her heart.

How capable he used to be, now, he has no idea.

People will grow old.When people get old, they need children to take care of their parents.

"Father, I'm here." An'er said softly, "I'll help you solve your problems."

(End of this chapter)