Miss Defying the World

Chapter 182 Pain and Love (2)
Under Lin Hanyu's eager anticipation, exquisite dishes were presented in front of everyone, which made Lin Hanyu's mouth water from starvation, and the movements of his hands were carried out at an unimaginable speed. , Lin Hanyu had already swallowed the dishes presented in front of him.

Immediately, swords and swords lit up, and a fight was going on on the table...

Looking around, after confirming that Lan Junyi was not around at the moment, Zhixin sighed slightly, and walked towards the room Lan Junyi had chosen.

"Dong dong dong" when Zhixin knocked on the door of Lan Junyi's room, and after waiting for a long time and did not see Lan Junyi coming to open the door, Zhixin became a little anxious, without saying anything, raised her foot, and sternly moved towards the door. The room door was kicked open.

"Kang Dang" the door died, and Zhi Xin twitched the corner of her mouth as she looked at the door that was kicked by herself. She seemed to be a little violent, but at this moment, it was not the time to lament her violence. Lan Junyi, Zhixin's heart ached slightly.

"Jun Yi?" Zhixin still spoke, even though she knew that at this moment, he just wanted to be quiet and to be alone, but she felt that she had to do something, say something, after all, she knew the pain of losing a loved one, she He deeply understands that even if Lan Yi does something too extreme, she is still his sister, the only sister.

"Zhixin?" Lan Junyi couldn't believe what he saw, and Zhixin's figure was reflected in a pair of red eyes.

He thought that he would never have too much contact with Zhixin in the future, even if they were so close, he would not have any interaction with her, but at this moment, Zhixin was standing in front of him like this, In a place so close to him, so close that Zhixin's breath sprayed on his face.

"Hmm!" Zhixin looked at Lan Junyi who had lost her charm, with pain and concern in her eyes, "When I fell, I didn't give Lan Yi a hand, and I wasn't that kind to the enemy. The autumn wind is as cruel as falling leaves, especially those who want me to die, so I don’t want to say sorry. However, what I want to say is that it’s not your fault that Lan Yi became like this. I know the pain in your heart, but, If you continue to indulge in self-blame, Lan Yi will not come back! You don't have to feel sorry for me, she is her, you are you, I will not implicate you because of what she did to me, Everything will end with her departure!"

"Zhixin!" Lan Junyi suddenly stood up, hugged Zhixin, and laid his head deeply on her shoulder, wrapping his hands tightly around Zhixin's waist.

"Tick tock, tick tock" Zhixin felt a coldness on her shoulders, it's all men who don't shed tears easily, but they haven't reached the point of sadness, at this moment, Lan Junyi is probably already extremely sad!
"Cry! You'll feel better after you cry!" Zhixin patted Lan Junyi's back, like an adult comforting a child, tapping and patting gently.

"Zhixin, I didn't know that Lan Yi would do such a decisive thing, I didn't know that she would hate you so much, and I didn't even think that she could do it for Liang Qiuyi, who only met once, even I never imagined that a man who has never even said a word would have such determination and cruelty." Lan Junyi lay on Zhixin's shoulder, his trembling body proved his helplessness and hesitation at this moment. , his grief.

"It's not something you can control, and it's not something you can control. Lan Yi's character is too strong and stubborn. If she uses this heart and determination in cultivation, it will definitely get twice the result with half the effort. It's a pity. She used the wrong place!" Zhi Xin analyzed Lan Yi, for Lan Yi, Zhi Xin originally planned to treat Lan Yi as a younger sister, but unfortunately, she...

"Zhi Xin, Lan Yi's personality is more or less caused by me. In the Lan family, she is the most precious treasure that everyone holds in their hands. As long as she wants, we will definitely get it for her. Among these people , I am the most active, I just want to give her the best things, the things she likes, because she is my sister!" Lan Junyi choked up and said, the pain in his words It made Zhixin's heart tighten.

"I envy her for having such a family and such a big brother. All along, the family affection I want has always passed me by." Zhixin was also a little sad, and her hands holding Lan Junyi were slightly tight.

"Zhi Xin." A low voice came from Lan Junyi's throat, "Zhi Xin, you know, when Lan Yi pounced on you, my mind went blank, and I just opened my eyes wide and looked at you. Watching you and her fall into the cliff, and I can't do anything on top, you know how much pain I had at that time!"

"I don't want to bear that kind of pain anymore, and I don't want to bear it anymore. Zhixin, at that moment, I knew that I didn't want to lose any of you. I don't want to give up even one of you!" Lan Junyi hugged her arms even tighter. The softness in his heart seemed to integrate Zhixin's whole body into his flesh and blood.

After both Lan Yi and Zhi Xin fell off the cliff, he realized that his world had collapsed. At that moment, he truly knew that Zhi Xin had already been engraved into his soul and fused into his blood, and that he fell in love with her. Different from the feeling towards Mo Lingning, he knew that this is the so-called love!
In the past, Mo Lingning was only because Mo Lingning was the only one in his world besides Lan Yi, and after she blocked the poison for him, he knew that he had to shoulder the responsibility of taking care of her, thinking that was the so-called Love, thinking that no one can compare with Mo Lingning.

Unexpectedly, he would meet Zhi Xin, this woman whom everyone spurns and avoids like a snake and scorpion, with the constant contact, his heart began to feel restless, his heart began to beat, Her goodness, her beauty, and her sincerity are also shown to everyone little by little.

The more he showed, the hearts of everyone fell deeply. Not only him, but even Feng Chenrui who was afraid of avoiding women, also began to get close to Zhixin little by little, and fell in love with Zhixin.

He has been suppressing the throbbing uneasiness in his heart, because he has his responsibilities and promises, but it all started with Mo Lingning's transformation, and with Mo Lingning's departure.

He suddenly discovered that he can also pursue Zhixin, he can also like Zhixin, and he can also show his truest self because of the throbbing in his heart.

(End of this chapter)