Strong pet: black belly BOSS beg to let go

Chapter 786 Together: The Three Years Without Each Other
Su Jinxi suddenly remembered that the fallen leaf was later used as a bookmark by herself and stuck in her book, "Who knew that after returning home, I felt the fetus move violently. I lay on the bed and set the alarm clock to take a rest, but found that my stomach The pain was very severe. Fortunately, my French teacher heard my voice and found that something was wrong with me, and immediately called an ambulance. Although they all said that my delivery went well, the four or five hours I lay in the delivery room were really serious. I was about to collapse. Although I had learned French well at that time, and I had no trouble talking to French people, I was in so much pain that I couldn’t think at all. Those doctors with yellow hair and white skin surrounded me and spoke French. In fact, I really regretted it at that moment, I want to go back to my country, I want to see you..."

Although Chu Munan doesn't know how painful it is to give birth, he has heard old people describe that giving birth to a woman is like going through a ghost gate. He has also read news reports that men use machines to experience the pain of giving birth to a woman. When the pain was eight or nine, I couldn't bear to cry there, but the pain of a woman during childbirth was twelve.Chu Munan suddenly remembered the cup he broke suddenly that day, and his uneasy reaction that day he always wanted to call Su Jinxi... If he made this call, would he know earlier, "But You didn't come back."

Su Jinxi smiled helplessly, "Because I want to protect that child. His birth is like my weakness, which makes me fearful, but also like my armor, which makes me fearless. He was born at midnight French time. Born, he was born when I skipped to NO.11, at that time domestic time was [-]:[-] in the morning, and [-]:[-] in winter should be when the sun just rises, right?"

"That's right, the sun was very good that day. I woke up at seven in the morning, and the sun had just come out." Chu Munan suddenly laughed, "Su Jinyan acted like crazy that day, hugging a lot of candies They just broke up, and the last half of the bag was stuffed directly to me, and they said that they were both happy and happy, I was so stupid that I didn't expect to be tricked by you at all."

Su Jinxi stuck out her tongue, "I didn't expect that I could really hide it from you. In fact, Baozi is really good, and the senior likes children very much. He and Wanzi helped me a lot. In fact, at the beginning At that time, I really felt a lot of pressure, because I hadn’t learned the language yet, and Baozi suddenly came to this world, which saved me a lot of time for studying, but fortunately, I really held on. I just arrived in Shen’s France When the branch practiced with Secretary Fu, I was actually quite scared. I didn’t know if I could take up this important position. For a while, I couldn’t bear it. Every time I came home after working overtime, I finished feeding Baozi. I would cry secretly when I coaxed him to sleep. In fact, I don’t understand what my persistence is for, but I feel that my appearance will eventually grow old, but my own ability and knowledge are eternal. I don’t know you What do you like about me, but I wish I had the ability to stand by your side and do something for you."

"Maybe it's your tenacity." Chu Munan suddenly chuckled, "Actually, I never knew what I liked about you. Now that I think about it, maybe it's your tenacity that attracted me. You really are very You are beautiful, you have the capital to let any man do everything for you just to make you smile, but you have never had such an idea. You obviously have no ability, but you always want to work hard and want to fly first. There are many kinds of women, such as white However, that classmate of yours abandoned her dignity for the sake of fame, wealth and status, and she is charming in every possible way just to please men; for example, Lin Muwan and Ning Moxi are capable at work and have clear goals, knowing what they want, Neither humble nor overbearing, no matter how much you like, you will never lose your pride; for example...Chu Muxi and Zhang Tingya, in the name of love, do things that hurt nature and reason, and eventually harm others and ultimately harm yourself; also for example you..."

Chu Munan's tone paused, and he looked at the woman in his arms seriously, "I still can't see through you. You were soft and sticky at first, but you have low self-esteem but you have your own bottom line. Although you are afraid of me, you also have your own principles. You also have your own little ideas about some things; after dating, you are playful and cute, although you have a little temper, you are also reasonable, the most important thing is that you are too kind, and you have the appearance of a vicious female partner, but you are always bullied and don't know how to refute. But sometimes...you are so strong and terrifying. Once you have a goal, you will rush forward desperately, which makes me feel scared, afraid that you will be abandoned by you. Su Jinxi, you must not know that in the days when you left , how timid I am, I am always worried that you will not come back, what should I do, I am a cold person, I don’t know what it’s like to love someone, I finally met you, if you don’t want me, what do I do?"

Su Jinxi sobbed and wiped the tears on Chu Munan's shoulder, "I also know that I was very selfish, I insisted on leaving regardless of your feelings, and even kept the matter from your child, but I was really special at that time Scared, I saved the child this time, but what should I do if something like this happens again, and... Chu Munan, if I hadn't left then, the guilt in your heart for me would have followed you forever, because you thought It's because you didn't discover Chu Muxi's true face earlier, it's because you didn't come back to me immediately after Chu Muxi lost control or didn't control Chu Muxi, that gave Chu Muxi a chance to hurt me, right? ?”

Chu Munan chuckled, "You do understand me."

"Because I love you." Su Jinxi raised her head, and gently kissed Chu Munan's chin, "And you shouldn't lose your pride, you shouldn't be wary of me for things that you can't blame at all, At that time, you were obviously troubled because of your child, because of your mother's high blood pressure, and because of Chu Muxi's murder and amnesia, but you stayed by my side all the time, didn't say anything, just took care of me carefully , This is not like you. Chu Munan, you don’t have to work so hard in front of me, you don’t have to hide your emotions, you can be your truest self, instead of facing me with a mask because you are worried about me and guilt, The Chu Munan I love is not like this, so I left to become a better version of myself, and I also hope that you can return to the original you."

"I know." During the three years since Su Jinxi left, Chu Munan listened to the words she said to Sister Chen over and over again, and gradually let go of the guilt in his heart, "Then the me now is you The Chu Munan you love?"

(End of this chapter)