Ugly Beauty: The Second Miss Waste

Chapter 1018 [End of the full text]

He was afraid, afraid that she would die, and even more afraid that she would leave and never show up again.

In the past two years, he has been watching her not far from her, always watching her looking for him in the dark.

Later, he finally believed that Jian Lingyan still had some sincerity towards him.

However, that sincerity was based on deep guilt.

Going back inside in a daze, Jun Qingmo picked up the bowl of medicine, raised his head and took a big sip, and put it directly on her lips to get over it.

Jian Lingyan's heart seemed to jump out, there was only one real intimacy between them, and this time, although it was medicine, it was too sudden.

"Open your eyes, don't pretend anymore." Jun Qingmo looked at her coldly with his dark eyes, his body had already left her.

Jian Lingyan opened his eyes, knowing that he must have heard the unusual heartbeat just now.

When she opened her eyes, she saw his extremely cold eyes, and her heart ached slightly.

"Since you can't let me go, can you let me follow you for the rest of my life?" Jian Lingyan completely ignored his cold expression, as long as he still cared about her, she could convince herself to be thick-skinned.

Follow him, always follow him.

"Are you sure? Follow me? Follow a eunuch?" Jun Qingmo's eyes flashed a deep sarcasm, but when he said the last two words, there was deep pain in his eyes.

He quickly suppressed the pain. This time, not only his eyes, but his whole body seemed to be frozen, and the cold air overflowed.

Jian Lingyan's lips were bloodshot from being bitten, and the smell of blood was strong, but the nightmare that had haunted her heart for many years suddenly returned.

She seemed to understand why he refused to see her again.

It's not that I don't love, but I love too much.

It's not that I want to stay away, but I have to stay away.

The man's self-esteem is gone, what he can't give her is to stay away.

But when did she care about this?

All his pains were given by her, and all his shortcomings were also given by her.

"You're not, you're not." Jian Lingyan could only repeat these three words, why should he bear the sins she committed.

"Don't you understand? In my heart, you are Jun Qingmo, the most important person in my life. No matter what shortcomings you have, they are all caused by me, and I should make up for them. If I can't , I can only tie you up for the rest of my life. I promise you the rest of my life, not because of guilt or remorse."

As she spoke, tears fell directly, and her voice became hoarse.

"Just because I love you, just because the person I love is Jun Qingmo, I want to spend my life with you, if you don't want to see me, I can go, but don't despise yourself."

She got up, even though her body was light and light, even though she couldn't see the way ahead clearly.

However, she didn't want to hear his self-denying and contemptuous words.

Jun Qingmo watched her go, clenched his fists, but let go.

He finally heard her say, I love you, when he lost everything.

This time, she finally had no more pictures.

Jian Lingyan walked out with support, her heart ached beyond words.

Some injuries are indeed irreparable, and will never be repaired.

Jian Lingyan fell down, thinking she was going to fall into the snow, but she fell into a familiar and warm embrace.

"You said that you love me and want to spend your whole life with me, is that still true?" Jun Qingmo supported her body, with that very familiar smile on her lips.

That warm and soft smile appeared on his face again.

"Yes." Jian Lingyan could only choke out one word.

"Okay." Jun Qingmo looked at the vast sky, and the moment she left, he knew that the ties of this life would never be untied again.

She caused him to have regrets in his life, so let's make up for it with his life.

Jian Lingyan couldn't believe her ears, and followed his gaze, only to see that the snow had stopped and the sky was vast.

"Okay." Even if you have been hurt, even if you have been separated, even if you have given up, at this moment when Xue stops, everything can be done again.

Who said that the end is not the beginning?
　I finally finished writing this book. It has been more than 14 months since December 12.In the past 8 months, there has been no one-day update, although the speed is slower.

　　This is my first book, and there are many good and bad reviews. I was happy when I saw good reviews, but sad when I saw bad reviews.

　　Now, any comment is accepted, and bad reviews are used as a way to improve yourself.

　　In the first book, I think I have many shortcomings, but I will continue to improve myself.

　　After I finished writing, I felt a lot of emotion. What I want to say most is to thank the readers who have accompanied me all the way.

　　When the computer reads the comments, many of them only display a series of numbers, but I remember the few numbers that are often commented on.

　　From Quan`mo at the beginning, to the later pursuit-lost, Chipmunk Huan, Shake Music, Shuyou 1603717090, Huaxi.

　　These should be the most familiar ones, but your screen names change frequently, and I am most familiar with a few strings of numbers, o(╯□╰)o
　　And thanks to the following readers.

　　().The flowers are in full bloom. .Mo ion ザ♂ Xin Yuan Anne ghost who is pale. じふZi Mo. If the disciple just rubs Yilier loves you*^_^*There is no reason myhcc the windless sunny sky is so beautiful you don’t understand the flowers blooming Jinnian Birds in the rain who are used to the bird in the rain
　　.There are too many readers, I can't recognize them one by one, if you haven't mentioned it, don't blame me, I always remember yours, but the name is not displayed on the webpage.

　　Hope to have you with me in the next book, thank you.

　　
　
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