Our youth is over

Chapter 23
My heart was raised in an instant, I carefully looked at He Yebei's face, and couldn't help but said: "Then what do you mean?"

"What do you mean!" He Yebei became arrogant again, glared at me impatiently, bulging his cheeks and shaking his hands to leave.

I sniffed out the tricks, followed excitedly, and took the initiative to pull He Yebei's jade hand. If he didn't shake it, I was happy, and said with a smile: "Xiaomian, I just said that there is something wrong with you, why don't you take a fancy to me?" Tell me earlier! Tell me sooner, when did you fall in love with me?"

While talking, the person jumped up and down, and the cigarette case in his pocket fell out.He Yebei stopped suddenly, staring at the cigarette box under his feet, and without waiting for me to pick it up, he raised his foot and kicked the box to the bottom of the dustbin not far away.

"Stop smoking." He Xiaomian said coldly, suddenly raised his eyes to look at me, and said something that made my whole body crisp.

"Be obedient!" That's what the guy said.

All the unhappiness that had been hoarded in my body for a long time dissipated the moment He Yebei took the initiative to hold my hand.I suddenly felt that life was not so bad, at least when I was bored with life, despaired, and felt lifeless and tasteless, it gave me a big reversal and made me become He Yebei's sharp-hearted on people.

The love between He Yebei and I came to fruition so abruptly. Like all high school lovers, we started our underground romance under the eyes of our teachers and parents.

It's just that the time when the relationship started was a bit awkward, the college entrance examination was imminent, He Yebei was under the watchful eye of his father, He Pili, and he was busy preparing for the college entrance examination, so he hardly had time to get bored with me.It's rare to meet him once, and I had to go to the third floor to see him during lunch time at school, but I was afraid that other people would see him, so I had to send a text message with my mobile phone in advance, and then arranged to meet secretly in a corner with few people, but it didn't happen. Used to be comfortable with each other.

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This embarrassing situation continued until the third mock exam of high school. He Yebei showed off on the school's red list with the first score in the city, and his score was several points higher than the Tsinghua admission cutoff last year.There is still one week before the college entrance examination. He Pili thinks that children should relax before the exam. A genius like He Yebei, as long as he doesn't have a fever and burns out his brain, he can get a famous name in the exam if he plays casually.

I have such a talented boyfriend, but I am a waste of study. Logically speaking, I should feel inferior, or feel that I am not worthy of He Yebei.I understand the truth, but I understand it too late. At that time, I was in my eighteenth year, and the girl's heart was not as dry as it is now. I just think it is a wonderful thing to be with the person I like. I don't know how many principles of life.Thinking that if he really wants to be admitted to Tsinghua University, then I will follow him to Beijing in the future. It is best to be admitted to a university in Beijing. If he fails to pass the exam, he will go to a junior college in Beijing.As long as He Xiaomian still wants me, I will definitely follow him to the imperial capital and stay with him.

People, always have to experience some pain before they can grow rapidly.If you let go earlier, it will be better than now, letting that period of youth live forever in the memory.

He Yebei, who had escaped from He Pili's monitoring, was like a caged bird that had been freed, hanging out with me like a crazy boy for a week.But the normal school hours still have to go to class, the two really play together, just a weekend in the middle.

Because I accidentally told He Yebei in the previous chat that he still owes me a meal, but last time I passed more than 80 points in the physics test, he wanted to reward me with a meal. I've had several romantic meals with Lu Xia, but I haven't seen it with me.

Hearing this, He Yebei asked me with squinting eyes, with a coquettish tone: "Where do you want to eat?"

"Go to KFC to buy and eat at McDonald's." I said with full of personality.

Where to eat is not important, the key is to see if that person is willing to go crazy with you.

For me, I thought that He Yebei was willing to disregard other people's strange eyes, bought KFC with me and ran to McDonald's to eat, so he liked me very much.Of course, he should really like me at that time. During those days together, he looked at me even if he looked at me coldly and arrogantly, he could still find a smile.

The 19-year-old He Yebei, like me, understands what love is, but he is ignorant and can't bear the responsibilities he should have. After all, he is too young.

After the double-break date, the two went to class as usual, and He Yebei was about to take the college entrance examination in two or three days. As for me, in order to go to Beijing in the future, I also planned to work hard for a while, pick up the books again and prepare to "do well" like my mother asked. Learn and make progress every day."When I think of my mother, my buttocks hurt because I was beaten in the mid-term exam.

Jiang Chengrui, who was in the same class, was the first to see the clues. One day when I left class in the morning and I went to the toilet, the guy stood by the door and grabbed me, dragged me to a corner, and asked me with a bad expression: "Xiao Bei, are you Didn't you get involved with He Yebei?"

Since he asked, he must know. I don't need to hide it. I raised my eyebrows at him and said, "Why do you ask if you know?"

"He is about to graduate, what are you talking about with him?"

"Before that, Lu Xia didn't like you, and you still talked to him!"

When I'm with Xiao Jiang, I always think of Qiqi, and the scars caused by his relationship, and I always become sharp.

Xiao Jiang was wronged, and sighed helplessly: "It's up to you, as long as you're happy, anyway, it's better than you and Cheng Qiang fooling around."

"You're here again!"

"You can't stop hitting me if you talk!" Jiang Chengrui frowned.

I wiped my hands and left.

I don't go to Cheng Qiang and the others, and they rarely come to me unless there is something wrong.Little Jiang and my parents don’t know, Brother Qiang, they are good people, they never take me to play where I shouldn’t go, if I am not rebellious and want to hang out with them, they probably won’t take me to play, because they are afraid Qi Qi was angry.When Qiqi was here, she told them not to lead me away.It's a pity that I am willing to degenerate myself and don't learn well.At first, I wanted to prove that a girl like Qiqi was not a bad child, but as time passed, I got lost, thinking that being rebellious, disobedient, not studying, and fooling around was just to rectify Qiqi's name. After all, I was still stupid.

Whether Qiqi is good or not, I don’t need others to tell me, as long as I think it’s good.

After parting with Jiang Chengrui, I bumped into Cheng Qiang's younger brother at the door of the classroom. When he saw me, he greeted me cheerfully, pointed to the corridor entrance and said that Brother Qiang was looking for me.

Then I saw Cheng Qiang, who seemed afraid of being caught and scolded by the teacher, and hid on the stairs with a few other boys.

They took the initiative to come to me, of course there is something to do.I stepped forward suspiciously, wondering if someone was about to die or something, and I was already in front of Cheng Qiang.

Brother Qiang slapped me hard on the shoulder with his fat palm, his expression extremely serious.

He said, "Xiao Bei, we found Lin Zhishen."

The name that was filled with black pen and ink in my youth was suddenly brought up, and I froze for a moment, dumbfounded for a while.

There was a lot of trouble in that black circle fight, let’s not talk about whether the Public Security Bureau can’t catch people, just when the big gangs meet again, they are enemies. No one wants to be hacked and killed again. Lin Zhishen is back.I thought it was because of Lu Xia, but he never looked for her, and Lu Xia left too.Hearing no news, he thought he had run away again, but he was found instead.

He thought he was like a mouse in the gutter, only daring to hide in dark corners without seeing people, but Cheng Qiang said that he showed his face in the city center.

"Xiao Bei, we plan to find him right now. Although the matter is over, we always want to know who killed Qiqi that day." Cheng Qiang said.

"He said, if that group of people also ran away, how can we find them?" I couldn't help asking.

"Let's talk about it if we can't find it. At least we can live in our hearts. Okay, let me tell you, we're leaving, you go to class, don't follow."

After such a long time, I already figured it out at that time, it doesn't matter if I can find Lin Zhishen, whether or not I find the gangster who chased Qiqi that day, I can't save Qiqi.I had a premonition that Cheng Qiang and the others would be in vain if they went, but they were still moved, as he said, at least they would feel comfortable going.

If I don't go, things may not be like that in the future.But I'm not a god, and I don't know how to know what will happen in the future.If you knew you were going to step on shit tomorrow, would you still go that way?

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Of course not, all fools understand the truth.I don't know if I'm a fool, but I do know that I'm a madman, and many of us are.

Cheng Qiang had people squatting at Lin Zhishen's hiding place for a long time, waiting for him to show up. When we went, Cheng Qiang received a call from the man on the way saying that Lin Zhishen had escaped. Keep in touch, we'll be there soon.

When He Yebei called, we were almost there.Thinking that Lin Zhishen was also his cousin, who had been missing for so long, we should have told him when we found him, so he quickly answered the phone and talked about it, forgetting for a moment that this was the day of He Yebei's college entrance examination, I shouldn't say these things to make him distracted.

By the time I remembered it, the words had already been spoken, only to hear He Yebei coldly asking me where I was on the phone.

It's been a while since I saw He Yebei lose his temper with me. At that moment, he yelled on the phone: "Bei Yinan, come back to me! Don't go!"

"If you still want me, come back to me!"

"Beinan!"

I am an incompetent and willful girlfriend, if I want to be obedient that day, it would be great.Unfortunately, I didn't. I just replied a few words indiscriminately, "Got it, take the exam well" and then hung up the phone. I never thought about how anxious He Yebei was on the other end.

The place to get off the car was not the place mentioned before, but the most upscale bathing center in the city center. The guards said that Lin Zhishen entered there.Cheng Qiang led us in without saying a word, we thought Lin Zhishen went inside to take a shower.Facts have proved that we are naive, it is not easy to wash in the shower, and we insist on coming here to suck blood for people.

Naturally, Lin Zhishen didn't come to take a bath, he came to kill people.

He Yebei said that Lin Zhishen was only one month younger than him, and he was only 19 years old. He usually looked gentle, but he was merciless in killing people.

When we broke in, Lin Zhishen was running out, covered in blood, and a group of gangsters were chasing after him, shouting and killing, and if they had knives in their hands, it would be exactly like the scene in a gangster movie.

Don't look at Cheng Qiang and the others who are very domineering in school. We have never seen such a scene. We were frightened when we saw the blood when we arrived at the door. Until Lin Zhishen ran past us, the group of people went straight from the stairs. Come on, Brother Qiang woke up and told everyone to run.

I was the one who was the most frightened and almost peed my pants.I wanted to run but my legs were weak, someone came over and wanted to pull me, but in the end I blocked the way of the gangsters, and the porcelain vase with flowers at the door was thrown down at us.I screamed "Ahhh", tears fell straight down, and I forgot how I escaped.

By the time he recovered from the frightened state, he was already in the hospital.I was actually sitting by the side of the hospital bed, and the person lying on the bed, you can't imagine, is Xiao Jiang.The man was covered with oxygen tubes all over his body, and he lay there motionless. I was too scared to cry.

After slowly calming down, I gradually recalled the series of events from the fragmented picture, which can really be described by the word "tragedy".

It turned out that Xiao Jiang saw me and Cheng Qiang skipping class and ran away at school, so she followed me worriedly, and happened to encounter the chaos.He came too late and didn't see Lin Zhishen running away, he thought he was a gangster bullying me, he punched me without thinking, then pulled me up and ran away, attracting a few gangsters who were chasing Lin Zhishen.I couldn't run, so he had to go back and fight someone. Several people were hit by a car when they twisted on the main road.

Someone called the police, the police came, someone died in the bathing center, he was the boss of a black circle, and was stabbed in the heart by Lin Zhishen dressed as a waiter.

I finally knew why Lin Zhishen stayed in this city and did not leave. It turned out that his father was killed when he was running away, and he came back for revenge.

It's not because of Lu Xia, first love or something, I'm the only one who wants to go there.

Killing people will always be punished, no matter if the person you kill is heinous or pure and innocent like a newborn, killing someone is wrong.

(End of this chapter)