Bamboo horse is about to go wild: Qingmei is so ashamed to run!

Chapter 201 Because I'm Too Young

In the end, there is a page full of 'Mo', very full.

Among them, there is still a sign of dizziness on one of the characters, which is the tear she accidentally dripped last time.

But now there are a few more.

Continue to scroll down, want to see if Yan Junyi wrote later.

As a result, in the middle of the blank paper, a line of clear and powerful handwriting came into view.

The tears that Xia Yunmo had just wiped burst again, his jaw tightened, and he looked at the line as if it was about to burn a hole.

"After 28pm on the 8th, Momo will be mine."

The night devil's words sounded again, forming a vortex in her mind.

"Xia Yunmo, it was you who killed Yan Junyi!"

As if seeing some monster, Xia Yunmo's body shook violently, and curled up into a small ball on the chair.

I just said sorry over and over again, and the tears were still falling.

If it wasn't for her phone call, Yan Junyi wouldn't have come, let alone the car accident, it was all her fault!

Blaming herself all over her body, she shivered from the cold, her head nestled in her knees, quietly, but her shoulders would always rise and fall from time to time.

The whole person is so thin that it hurts.

I used to be ignorant and didn't know much about love.

She only wanted to continue like this with Yan Junyi, not to be separated, that was the happiest thing.

She loved Yan Junyi, but she didn't dare to admit it, because she was afraid that her love would become selfish, would become a bondage to him, and Yan Junyi would choose to escape.

Because she really loves so much, she is afraid of losing.

When Yan Jun also confessed his love to her that day, she was overjoyed and frightened.She really wanted to agree to him without hesitation, but she was so afraid...

I was afraid that after being together, he would find out that what he had for her was not love, but a friendship that made him mistaken for love since he was a child.

Before it even started, she began to worry, contradict and feel unconfident.

After all, they are too young...

She didn't dare to gamble on the road ahead, and she didn't dare to have expectations.

Fairy Zixia once said to Supreme Treasure:
The lover of my dreams, he is an unrivaled hero. I know that one day, he will marry me wearing a golden armored holy garment and stepping on colorful auspicious clouds... But, I figured out the beginning, but not the ending...

Yes, her dream lover is Yan Junyi, she loves him, but so what?
Love doesn't mean anything, it's just the beginning.

If the two hadn't grown up together and lived together since childhood, maybe they weren't even friends now.

Even if they are in love now, when they get tired of each other one day, even the purest friendship at the beginning will not be the same.

Too afraid of losing, so I escaped again and again.

Just because they are too young.

Everyone's youth cannot escape a love that is facing withering.

That is the most brilliant flower that blooms in life, but the flowering period always seems not long enough.

As said in "To Our Dying Youth": Many people love someone in the name of friendship, and many people also reject someone in the name of friendship.

Yes, it's just that she cares too much about her inner feelings. Because she is young, she is desperate; because she is young, she has no hesitation.

Xia Yunmo burst into tears, if she could wake up earlier, she would understand her own intentions earlier, if she was not so self-willed...

If she didn't have so many scruples, she could also love him vigorously like other girls.

But there is no if!

Obviously, love was so close to her once, but she was deeply trapped in the dream she wove, deceiving herself and others.

(End of this chapter)