Dress up as a man: the black-bellied princess

Chapter 37 Extra Story: I am Jiuqing's Brother

It has been nearly a week since Wen Jiuyan and Ji Jiuqing disappeared.

It's not that Ji Yunxiu didn't try to find it,
But the people sent out are always silently eliminated,
Like a drop of water falling into the sea, there is no trace.

Ji Yunxiu also had doubts about Qi Ye.

Qi Ye acted too calmly, as if he didn't care about Wen Jiuyan's life or death at all.

Could it be that the intimacy between him and Wen Jiuyan before was all fake?
But the tenderness in his eyes before cannot be faked.

But this current indifference doesn't look like a fake either.

Why is this contradictory attitude?
Ji Yunxiu also tried directly.

At that time, Qi Ye's eyes were indifferent, like ice that would never melt for thousands of years, and his tone contained a strong warning.

"Nothing to do with you."

Ji Yunxiu's smile didn't change, but he was secretly startled by Qi Ye's frightening aura.

That little fox, I'm afraid that he doesn't know the "little leaf" he relies on,
It's a hidden dangerous tiger...

But according to Qi Ye's meaning, Wen Jiuyan's disappearance must be related to him.

Judging by his appearance, he will definitely not hurt the little fox.

Then this matter, to a certain extent, he, an outsider, should not interfere.

... As for Ji Jiuqing.

He's just a good-for-nothing of the Ji family, and has no use value. Presumably "that person" doesn't bother to hurt him.

It is already the limit for these descendants of the aristocratic family to maintain the fraternal harmony on the surface.

Although Ji Jiuqing never gave him this "brother" face.

He is not a person who is willing to bow his head blindly, who doesn't have his own arrogance among the children of the family?

However, it is clear that his "softness" and Ji Jiuqing's "hardness"
Let him gain more sympathy, for him, it is beneficial and harmless.

Even between brothers and sisters, the word "struggle" is inseparable after all.

...No one cares about Ji Jiuqing's life or death.

Isn't it a bit sad?
Ji Yunxiu wiped a delicate vase carelessly, recalling the first time he met Ji Jiuqing.

At that time, Ji Yunxiu didn't know his surname Ji, and he had never even met his father.

His mother was a fair-haired beauty, so beautiful that she was flamboyant,
But inexplicably has the gentleness of a woman in southern China,
To people and things, gentle mess, only to him.

Extremely tough and indifferent.

Ji Yunxiu uses rebellion to hide his loneliness and fragility.

Making trouble, fighting, skipping school, getting tattoos...

Be a total bad boy.

Later, he simply dropped out of school and went to bars to dance, drink, and smoke all day and all night.

Only in this way can he feel his own existence, and he can feel the slightest happiness.

This "calm" was finally broken.

That day, little Ji Jiuqing shyly hid behind his so-called "father",
My face blushed with courage, and it took me a long time to say, "Brother~"

Ji Jiuqing was well-dressed, clean and tidy, and looked cute and well-behaved.

And he, with bruises from the fight, studded earrings, and sloppy clothes.

What a stark contrast.

The little boy in front of him seemed to have grown up in love and tolerance.

As for him, only his mother's biting indifference.

I have to admit that Ji Yunxiu was jealous and loathed the child in front of him at that moment.

Why, he got a father's love that he had never enjoyed before!
Why, he had a better life than himself!
Obviously they are all father's children!
"Destroy him..."

At that moment, he heard his heart say this.

On the night when he was officially taken back to Ji's house, his gentle mother,
The first time I spoke softly to him, in a soft voice,
She even stroked his hair fondly, and he was so moved that he wanted to cry.

He thought everything would be fine from now on.

However, the next day, his mother cut her wrist and committed suicide. The bright red blood flowed all over the ground...

The world is red, distorted, and unreal.

There are only a few words in the mother's suicide note——

【I loved you once, but I'm tired. 】

There is no later.

Is he pretending to be as gentle as his mother to make his father feel sorry for him?

Or is it designed to make that child hated by more and more people?

Unexpectedly, the "brother" when we first met,
It was the first time, it was also the last time.

The child grew wary of him at first, then turned a blind eye to him.

And later... It seemed that he had some disease in his head, but he was reluctant to undergo surgery.

Just because the doctor said, "It may stimulate some brain nerves, leading to indirect partial amnesia."

ridiculous!
Is memory that important?It's just painful!
I only remember that Ji Jiuqing was lying on the hospital bed at that time, extremely weak.

With a pale face, but burning eyes, "You don't understand."

You do not understand.

……

For what he did, he also felt at a loss, and did not understand the purpose of his doing so.

Regret?
He also asked himself repeatedly.

He still doesn't understand it.

(End of this chapter)