Dress up as a man: the black-bellied princess

Chapter 17 Extra: Memories of Mom

Whenever she thinks of her mother, Wen Jiuyan always feels a suffocating pain in her heart.

Obviously in her impression, mother is just a "title".

She never saw her mother...

She never saw the woman even when she was seriously ill and died.

She didn't even know what her mother was like.

I only vaguely know from other people's discussions that my mother is a beautiful and powerful woman.

When I was young, when my grandfather was seriously ill and the family was in crisis,

She shouldered all the burdens abruptly, transforming herself from a weak and ordinary woman,

Gradually transform into a tough woman who makes people ignore her gender.

The reason why I married my father was because of the power of my grandfather's family.

He hopes to consolidate his precarious family through commercial marriage.

Soon after marriage, she had her, Wen Jiuyan.

With the help of Wen's enterprise, the mother's family quickly got on the right track and prospered.

Dad loves Mom and respects her career.

But one day.

Mom came home very late, watching with a blank face, obviously sleepy, but forcibly supporting her father,
Before her father came, he was cooking for her as usual...

She said indifferently, "There is no need to heat up the meal."

"Let's get a divorce."

She said this to her father who loved her very much, without any emotion or hesitation.

Dad's face was pale, and he smiled reluctantly, "What's the matter, dear, why are you making such a joke."

"No kidding.

You have always understood that I do not love you.

Instead, I've been using you.

The reason why I want to divorce now is that I feel sorry for you and I don't want to continue to lie to you. "

"Why so suddenly?"

"...Because, I found..."

Mom paused, as if thinking of something.

She closed her eyes and opened them again soon, "I found someone I really like."

Something broke, and Dad lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly.

"Son, I don't want it, you take it away."

There was no emotion in Mom's voice.

The air seemed to be stagnant, and the deathly silence was palpitating.

After what seemed like a century, Dad suddenly smiled.

Dad when he was young, in his prime.

She is as gentle as jade when she is not smiling, and unrestrained when she is smiling.

He "smiled" and walked to the dining table, looking at the carefully prepared meals on that table, his voice was heartbreaking.

"Here's what I cooked for you."

"I make it every day, every day I look forward to the day you will eat it,
Unfortunately...not once.

I'm always thinking, is it not to your liking, and what to cook next time.

I know you don't love me, but I still have hope, the days are so long, you and I..."

"After having Yanyan, this longing for everlasting is even stronger."

"I know your career is starting, and you must be very busy during this time, but... why don't you visit her once."

"Now I understand, you hate me, so you never treat her as your own daughter."

He talked a lot, staring at her expression carefully, trying to find some reluctance,
But he was disappointed again, she still had that cold and indifferent appearance.

He laughed self-deprecatingly, and suddenly waved his hand,
All the carefully arranged dishes on the dining table were smashed to the ground.

Screeching sound.

She looked at him coldly, as if watching a funny farce.

……

He left without looking back.

She walked over and locked the door completely...

Then, as if she was suddenly drained of strength, she weakly followed the door and slowly slid down.

Eye sockets slowly turned red.

But no tears were shed.

She didn't allow herself to show such fragility, all of this was her own decision, and she... didn't regret it.

After a long time, she slowly got up and silently cleaned up the mess on the ground.

She doesn't care if her fingers are cut by ceramics,
Blood drips down the fingertips,

She stared blankly,

There was no reaction at all.

If he turns it back, he will see the shapeless one in her hand...

A report from the hospital.

Advanced cancer.

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If there is no if, grandpa and the others hid it very well. When Dad finds out, it will be too late.

Mom refused to see him.

until death.

At that time, they were divorced.

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But Dad announced to everyone,

"She is the only wife in my life."

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She should not have deep feelings for her mother, whom she has never met.

However, every time I think of her, my heart hurts, and I still have a faint...fear.

Sometimes, she is very puzzled, why is there such a strong sense of imagery about her mother's memory?
It's so clear, it seems to be a memory that was forcibly implanted after being hypnotized!
However, in her heart, she faintly resists seeking the truth...

I always feel that once everything is uncovered,
Her current comfortable life will be broken!
(End of this chapter)