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Chapter 463 I Really Envy Baili Jinghong (4)
"Until that time, I didn't know that what she wanted to be was not the queen mother, but the empress. My two younger sisters, I loved them very much since they were young. On that day, they broke in by accident. I still had a glimmer of hope, hoping that they would intercede like the queen mother, but do you know what they said?" At this point, he stopped and turned his head to look at Su Jinping.

Su Jinping frowned, thinking about the royal family's indifference to family affection, and had the answer, but felt that he couldn't say it.

"They said, it's fun, it's fun! Hehe...it's fun..."

"In those dark days, I was left here alone and tortured by those people in every possible way. Until I was about to starve to death, a little girl inadvertently broke in and left me a steamed bun..."

Su Jinping wanted to ask if that little girl was Jun Zimo, but Jun Linyuan spoke first. "However, later she was discovered by the queen mother and killed. At that time, I didn't even know who she was. I only knew that she said she liked me, so she sneaked in. Even if she died for me, she was willing, Later, she really died. That steamed bun saved my life, but it killed her..."

"Do you like her?" Su Jinping understood the feeling of suddenly seeing a ray of light in the boundless darkness.

He shook his head slowly: "I don't like it, I don't know her at all, so how can I like it? But at that time, I swore that if I could go out, no matter what her status was, I would definitely make her queen But, after all, she didn't wait for me to go out, and I didn't even have a chance to offer her a stick of incense. It was only later that I found out that she was Zi Mo's personal servant..."

Now Su Jinping couldn't help but look at Jun Linyuan again, one of Jun Zimo's maids once gave him favors, but he loved the house and treated Jun Zimo so well that he didn't hesitate to exchange ten cities for her marriage.For Jun Linyuan, if someone else has done him a favor, he will repay it a hundredfold.She felt that the closer she got to him, the more she would subvert his image in her heart. How many people in the world can do this in this way?
"Later, my mother handed me over to Feng Zhenyu for the purpose of gaining his support. Naturally, I refused, so Feng Zhenyu wanted to teach me a little 'lesson', and then left me to his own soldiers " Said lightly, seemingly not paying attention, but in fact, he still clearly remembered the foul language he heard at that time.

A trace of sadness slowly faded from his face, and his long and narrow Danfeng eyes unconsciously looked at the void. "I can't remember their faces clearly, and I even forgot how many people have touched me. I just remember that when all my thoughts were lost and I had only one breath left, I suddenly wanted to live like crazy! No matter what, I must To live, no matter what, they must pay the price! Later, they let me slip through their crotch, I am the emperor, they dare to...hehe..."

Just listening, Su Jinping felt his nose turn sour, and seeing his expressionless face, he felt more and more bitter.

"But, do you believe it? I did it! Because I want to live, and I want revenge! I want them to die!" His expression suddenly turned cruel, and the cinnabar between his brows was as bright red as blood!

Su Jinping is also a person who has walked on the death line. She can imagine that when a person loses all hope and only wants to die, but suddenly forces herself to live, no matter what, what kind of belief is that? What a hatred!Jun Linyuan, such a proud person, even if he is an incompetent person, he doesn't bother to give people a way out, but he endured the humiliation in his crotch for revenge!

"Later, I took the initiative to show my love to Feng Zhenyu, and he brought me back to me. Then, I gained his trust step by step. After two full years, I finally regained what belonged to me. Kingship, and... dignity That's why Jun Mengya said that I'm cheap, it's really cheap..."

"Later I killed them, all of them! I don't remember who touched me, so I killed them all, leaving no one behind! As for the mother, I thought about killing her, but I thought it was too cheap She is gone! I ended her days of listening to politics behind the curtain, let her die in the harem all her life, and tortured her in different ways. As long as she feels pain, I feel very happy. Sometimes I feel that I am a lunatic!"

Su Jinping sighed, and said slowly: "Even lunatics are driven crazy by them. This is the price they have to pay! If I were you, I would also make their lives worse than death!"

As soon as these words came out, Jun Linyuan looked at her again with a hint of gratitude.

Then, there was another long silence.Su Jinping is still digesting what she heard. She never thought that what Jun Linyuan experienced would be so tragic. She knew that what hit him the hardest was not only what he suffered, but also the He can't even remember the face of the maid.Helped him, but broke himself.

Seeing that she hadn't spoken for a while, he suddenly turned his head to look at her, with a trace of self-mockery on his face: "How about it, do you also think I'm dirty and despicable?" It is indeed dirty and despicable, although He even has to bathe dozens of times a day, but he still feels that nothing can wash away the filth all over his body.

Hearing this, Su Jinping shook his head: "At the beginning, I persuaded Baili Jinghong, saying that as long as there are hills and valleys in my heart, it doesn't matter if I can see them or not. Today, I will give you the same words, as long as your heart is What does it matter if your body is dirty?"

As long as the mind is clean, what does it matter if the body is dirty?Hearing this, a flash of light flashed in Danfeng's long and narrow eyes.She also suddenly turned her head to look at him, with admiration in her eyes: "Jun Linyuan, I actually admire you very much. Those who fall into the flames will either become moths or phoenixes! Moths can be seen everywhere, but phoenixes are almost nonexistent." , you can definitely be called a phoenix, so you are worthy of your own pride!"

Because even if she was a "monster", she didn't know if she could convince herself to live if she was the one who faced all that.

Are you proud of yourself?Turning her head to look at her face, her face is full of bright sunshine, which looks warm, shining into the bottom of her heart all the way.He finally understood why he was grateful to the little girl who gave him steamed buns, but didn't fall in love with her; but he really didn't want to let go of her.Because what that girl gave him was warmth.And what she gave him was salvation!
He wanted to say something, but suddenly coughed again, and after a while, some scarlet stained his hands again.

Su Jinping frowned worriedly: "Jun Linyuan, what's wrong with you?"

"I was born with a heart failure, and my master took me away from my father. I returned to the palace when I was 14 years old." That is because he did not grow up in the palace since he was a child, so he was taken away by the queen mother. design.

(End of this chapter)