Laugh at the world forever

Chapter 1012 Extra Story (End): Jun Lin Yuan (9)
Actually, I can't do anything to my mother, otherwise I would have dealt with her like I treated Feng Zhenyu's lieutenant general.

But, I like her defending me like this, as if... There are still people in this world who really care about me.At the same time, when I knew that a concubine was pregnant with my child, which concubine it was, I didn't pay attention to it.Without hesitation, I ordered someone to take it away, because I knew that my life was not long.I don't want my children to follow in my footsteps, also because that woman is not worthy.But at this moment, I suddenly thought of Shangguan Luxi.

It would be great if she was pregnant, a person as pure as me back then.I may still have a chance to see if my child is as clean as I was back then.

She came back and disagreed that I wanted to kill my child, but she also decided to respect my decision.And the queen mother and Jun Mengya also died, it was my courtiers who did it.That night, when I thought about my mother's death, I suddenly felt that I didn't know where my hatred for these years should go.Maybe, this is the end, everything is over.

Predicting that I would not have much time, I braced myself to develop the Jasper Soul Rejuvenation Pill for her the day before her birthday. On that day, she asked me if there was a medicine that could maintain the pulse of the heart for a moment.I paused with my hand, and finally lied to her, saying no.In fact, there are, and the medicine is in my hands.

Actually, I wanted to die.Because there is nothing worthy of nostalgia, and the queen mother is dead, and no one hates it.All the enemies have been killed, and there is nothing else I care about except her.But she doesn't belong to me.

After making the Jasper Returning Soul Pill, I asked her to accompany me to see the orchids.But when I arrived, I realized that the orchids had already fallen in this season. She said that she could look at it next year.I also obeyed her wishes and said that I will watch it next year.

At that moment, I suddenly thought, if only I could not die.Maybe next year I can really bring her to see my favorite tweed.

I said, maybe I am like this orchid.After all, it fell.

But she said: "Jun Linyuan, you are wrong. You will not be Clivia. When you are born, you will be like a phoenix bathing in fire, dazzling forever. When you die, you will also be a flower that blooms on the other side of the Yellow Spring, and it will bloom forever!"

Are the flowers of the other shore blooming forever?Then, I will bloom on the other side of Huangquan and wait for her.

I said: "Remember to be happy!"

She said yes.agreed!"

She agreed, and I felt relieved.

The wind was very strong, and I couldn't stop the fishy sweetness in my throat. I covered my lips and coughed fiercely, and she helped me back.That night, I really wanted to tell her that the Qian Yi matter was actually designed by me, including Murong's family, which was a game I set up.

But I dare not say it, I am afraid that if I say it, she will not forgive me.I'm afraid that if I say it, she will never recognize me as a confidant again.And in the end, I can only die with regret.So, when the words came to my lips, I finally held back and let her go.Then, I left her a suicide note.I wanted to tell her about the national treasury and the medical book that I couldn't be cruel to destroy. It was the painstaking effort of Master's life. If it was destroyed, I would be sorry for my mentor.

I told her that there was one thing I wanted to tell her, but I wasn't going to say it anymore, I wanted to be selfish this time.

I told her that I would turn into a flower on the other side and wait for her on the bank of Huangquan.After I finished writing, I suddenly felt scared again. What if after a hundred years, she arrives at the shore of Huangquan and doesn't recognize me?

When I was writing, I wrote three more words, looking forward to the afterlife... Then, I stopped.Looking forward to the next life, I can't hold hands with you in this life, I hope there will be an afterlife, and I hope she will be with me in the next life.But, if I really write like this, she will know that I love her, and when she sees this suicide note, she will definitely feel guilty for the rest of her life.So, as soon as I changed my pen, I wrote a sentence with trembling hands, "I can still be a confidant again."

Confidant, looking at those two words, I want to cry and laugh at the same time.My love, I don't look forward to this life, and I dare not expect extravagance in the afterlife!
Asking someone to put the letter in the box that Merlin put the medical book in, they called Zi Mo.She is now my only family member. That night, I talked to her a lot until I was confused and didn't know what I said, so I let her go back.

Early the next morning, Su Jinping came when he heard that I was critically ill. I entrusted Zimo to her, and she agreed.

After I lay back on the bed, I still had the orchid in my heart.I told her that I wanted to see it, and then suddenly remembered that the orchids had already fallen.She said we can go to see plum blossoms.I agreed, and she helped me go. It was my birthday that day. 25 years old.And after my father left, I never celebrated my birthday again.

When I arrived at the Plum Blossom Forest, I leaned on her shoulder and said I wanted to hear her sing, and she sang.Good to hear.

"Like a flower, like a dream, it's our brief meeting. Lingering, drizzle, tears of rouge falling down the alley..."

I suddenly remembered that when I was here that day, she baked a rabbit for me, and she also said that she would never bake it for me for the second time in this life!I wondered if she saw that I was dying, so she would be willing to bake it for me again?Perhaps Baili Jinghong had never received such an honor before!So, I made a request to her capriciously, and she readily agreed.

The hand she was roasting the rabbit kept shaking, but she forced herself to be calm.As for me, I kept looking at the rabbit she turned over, and felt that my breathing was becoming more and more difficult.I think, I really can't eat this rabbit.As she said, in my life, I will never eat a rabbit baked by her for the second time.However, I was a little bit unwilling, so I couldn't help asking: "Isn't it ripe yet?"

She reassured me that it was getting better soon.

It's almost there.But I know, I can't wait.

I said: "Su Jinping, if I fall asleep, don't wake me up..." In fact, I never wanted to call myself "Zhen" to her, I wanted to call myself "I", so that it seemed close.But, she is so smart, if I call myself me, she will definitely find that I like her.Therefore, I only said the word "I" carefully and secretly in this sentence.

If I fall asleep, don't wake me up...me!

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and glanced at her quietly. She really didn't notice it, so, as if she had stolen some treasure, her heart was full.

Slowly, I couldn't see her hands clearly.

But he suddenly saw a vast expanse of white in the snow-capped mountains. The young man came down from the mountain with a smile and a medicine basket on his back. On that day, the snow was flying, white and pure.It would be great if time could go back to the beginning...

Su Jinping, you will never know.In Jun Linyuan's life, the person he admired the most has never been a surprise.Instead, Leng Zihan!

At least, he can let the world know that he will protect you for the rest of his life!

At least he can let you know...he loves you...

(End of this chapter)