Chapter 641 Shucheng Crisis 12
"However, I can't help it. I am a woman, so what if I have the silver rewarded by the imperial envoy? I have no children, and I will always be old. I can do it when I am young. What will I do when I am old? The money is Dead things, I am old, and I will not grow legs to take care of me, and I will not become a child to die for me when I die, and I will not burn some paper money on my grave every year."

Mrs. Ruqin nodded, "Sister Su is right." She agrees with this. A woman without children means no future. Thinking of this, Mrs. Ruqin's heart hurts. Why doesn't she think so?But what can I do?Now, the years are gradually going away from her, but what she can get is getting less and less.

Every time after going to bed, what awaits her must be a bowl of Bizi soup.

Watching the women in the harem give birth to his children one by one, whether it is a daughter or a son, which one is she not envious of?However, she knew in her heart that in her situation, she was doomed to never have children in her life.

Whenever she faces the dead of night alone, thinking about those days when she was in the General's Mansion, those days when she lived with Su Luo as a guest, Mrs. Ruqin always misses and even regrets.

But now that the arrow has been sent out, how can there be a chance to take it back?
If time could go back a few years, Mrs. Ruqin thought, she would rather pretend to miss Ji Keyan in her heart all her life and treat Su Luo with respect as a guest for the rest of her life than be like this now.

Seeing that Mrs. Ruqin was in a daze, Su Wanniang said again, "The elder sister's words are right. Women are not young when they are in their prime, but I have grown up like this, and I haven't even had a youthful life. It is not easy to meet someone who is willing to marry me. It is an extravagant hope to find someone who cherishes me and really likes me, but I am very lucky. My husband Zhishu left and gave me a sou. Both husbands treat me very well and love me very much. I think , it must be that I have accumulated virtue in my previous life, so God treats me so favorably."

Su Wanniang showed shyness, "Su Wu, he always said that God treated him favorably by letting him marry me, but I knew in my heart that I was lucky to meet such a good husband, although he was vulgar and couldn't talk nicely to coax me , but I am satisfied, a woman can't ask for too much in this life, a husband, stay with her for the rest of her life, have sons and daughters, don't be rich, just live like this, that's enough."

Su Wanniang smiled, "Because I understand everything in my heart, I treat him even better. Some people are destined to be missed in my heart, while some people should be together for the rest of their lives. Su Mei just wants to be with him." I grow old together, being with him, sometimes, I am really happy, very happy, and I even hope that the moment will be the moment when I grow old."

"Yes, some people are destined to be missed only in the heart." Mrs. Ruqin's eyes were slightly red, even though she used to be desperate, but now, the sudden awakening made her feel sad.

These are the truths that a village woman understands, but when she was young and vigorous, she didn't understand anything.

At that time, she looked down on the man who respected her as a guest. She always felt that he was vulgar, rude, and unworthy of the stage. She was looking forward to the day when the phoenix robe was added to her body, and she would become the most noble woman in the world.

Su Wanniang didn't know that these words would arouse Mrs. Ruqin's thoughts. She said these words to let Mrs. Ruqin understand that Su Mei and Kong Zhishu are two different people. It doesn't affect her occasionally missing her ex-husband, she misses her ex-husband, and it doesn't affect her liking her current husband.

There is no contradiction between the dead and the living.

But when she turned her head to look at Mrs. Ruqin, she found that the eyes of this delicate and boutique-like woman were actually red.

(End of this chapter)

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