Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 36

The old man put down the newspaper in his hand, and his voice became even colder, "I don't want to say anything about your private affairs. But at least, you should understand that as a man, you should be responsible for your family. Even if Mo Xuan can't have children in the future, and you shouldn't be looking for flowers outside."

Gu Xicheng was also unwilling to talk about what happened last night, but replied in a low voice, "I understand."

But these words fell into the ears of Mo Xuan who was about to go downstairs without saying a single word.The sentence "Even if Mo Xuan can't have children in the future" hit her mind heavily, like a puppet that had lost its thinking and was on the verge of falling.

What the old man and Gu Xicheng said later, she didn't listen to a word, only the phrase "can't have children" buzzed in her ears, refusing to stop.

Everything was answered, she remembered Gu Xicheng's apologetic face after her miscarriage, and remembered him telling herself, you will always be my wife.It turned out that all this was just to compensate himself and make up for his fault.That's all, and I actually thought that he really changed his mind, and began to slowly try to like himself.

Biting her lower lip tightly with her teeth, she held back the turbulent grief in her heart, raised her feet and walked back into the house, holding tightly in her hand the necklace she wanted to give him.


Gu Xicheng's gentle voice sounded behind him, "Mo Xuan..."

She turned her head, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't know it, that smile was uglier than crying. "Well. You're back? Have you eaten yet?"

The man took a step forward and walked in front of her. He put his hand on her forehead naturally, and his body temperature was not high. "Why is your complexion so bad? Do you want Dr. Zhou to come and take a look?"

"Don't bother. I may be tired." She shook her head and said lightly.

Gu Xicheng didn't force him any more, he just picked her up horizontally, walked towards the room, put her on the wide bed, and lay down on the bed except for his coat, hugging her from behind.The voice was low and gentle, "Then lie down and have a good rest, and we will visit your dad in the afternoon."

She also stopped talking, nodded obediently, turned sideways and buried her face in his chest with some greed.

The man's bony hands also held her tightly, his eyes were dark, and no emotion could be seen.It wasn't until the woman in his arms gradually fell asleep that he frowned, and stroked her delicate and petite face with his fingers.

Having been together day and night for the past three years, he thought that each other would become each other's support in the days to come.It's just that he never thought that the arrangement of fate would never go as one wished.


When Mo Xuan woke up, Gu Xicheng was no longer by her side.Lying on the bed for a long time, looking at the ceiling above my head with my eyes open, I felt a familiar yet strange feeling.In a daze, she remembered that when she first got married, Gu Xicheng said to herself that she could give herself everything except love.It's just that he didn't understand that what he wanted was love.

After a while, she got up, remembering what Gu Xicheng said before to take her to see her father, so she went to the bathroom.At least, now I can't let my father worry about me.

Hot water washed down from the top of her head, and she looked at her haggard face in the mirror, tears flowing down mixed with hot water.For three years, I persisted for three years. I thought it was because of his sympathy.There was a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, and tears fell even more unscrupulously.

After staying in the bathroom for a long time, she didn't come out wearing a bathrobe until her mood gradually calmed down.Gu Xicheng was looking out the window, when he heard a noise, he turned around and saw Mo Xuan.


"I'll help you." Seeing Mo Xuan sitting down in front of the vanity mirror, holding a hair dryer and preparing to dry her hair, he walked over, took the hair dryer in her hand, and said softly.

She didn't say much, and sat obediently, looking at his plain face, slender fingers and skilled movements through the mirror.For three years, he told himself day after day that no matter how hard he tried, he would never fall in love with him, and everything was futile.But now, after all, she was tired. After three years of useless work, she didn't get close to him at all, and instead lost her qualifications to be a mother.

In the short 10 minutes, in Mo Xuan's eyes, it would seem as long as several hours.It wasn't until Gu Xicheng's familiar calm voice sounded, "Okay", that she came back to her senses, "Well, I'm going to change clothes."

Gu Xicheng nodded and put the hair dryer back, "I'll wait for you downstairs."



(End of this chapter)