Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 20

The men around her stood still outside the door, and she walked into the house alone.

In the living room, Gu Xicheng was wearing a black shirt and white pants, lying on the sofa, with his hands slanted on his forehead.

She looked at his slumped look that he had never seen before, and called him in a low voice, "Cheng..." The man seemed to have not heard, still lying there, eyes looking at the ceiling.

"Cheng..." With an uncertain voice, she called his name again in a low voice.The voice is infinitely delicate and wronged.


He was still in the same posture just now, and his voice was hoarse, "Why did you lie to me?"

Lin Youran's heart was startled suddenly, did he know all about it?That's why you say, as long as you live and bring it?Big tears fell down, she kept shaking her head, "Cheng, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I had to..."

He stretched out his hand and slowly stroked the familiar face, his bloodshot eyes revealed tiredness and heartache, and his hand slid down her cheek. "Youran, you and I are both deeply sinful."

Can't forgive myself.Even in the life where he respected each other like ice, he never said a word to her loudly, and he never lost his temper once.

But that day, I was angry, whether I thought I hurt Lin Youran, or the expression on her face, even I couldn't tell.


Lin Youran wasn't sure what he knew, so she didn't dare to say anything, but kept crying.looking at him sadly,

"The day you came back, I told you that I would not divorce." The faint voice was a little hoarse due to physical discomfort.

"I don't care. I am willing to be your lover." She lowered her head and was about to kiss the man's lips. Her slender five fingers had clasped her chin. There were indescribable emotions in her maroon eyes.

Withdrawing his hand, he continued to rest it on his forehead, squinting at the scenery outside the window. "I don't want to wrong you," paused, and said in a low voice, "I didn't know until now, and I don't want to wrong her."

Don't you want to?There was a trace of resentment in Lin Youran's eyes, and then he became wronged and innocent again.

"But you don't love her. You haven't had dinner at home or taken her to any entertainment since you got married. I should be your wife."

A familiar face with tears streaming down her face, exquisite makeup, and an aggrieved expression.He didn't want to see it any more.

"However, she is my wife. It won't change now, and it won't happen in the future. Next time, don't sow discord again. No matter what she does, I am willing to bear it with her."


I am willing to bear with her, whether it is the crime or the responsibility.

He thought of the way she was cooking and sitting in the living room, how she slipped into his arms in her sleep, holding him tightly with her little hands, unwilling to let go, how she sat alone in the garden watering, Thinking of her hopeful eyes cooling down a little bit.

In fact, she is such a weak woman, but she always bears everything with a stubborn expression.

Three years, three years, what I saw the most was her stubborn expression and eyes.However, he could see the pain in her heart, and he didn't want to say it, he didn't want to express a little distress in his heart.

Because, he can no longer give her love, the love in his heart has been completely given to the girl in his memory, and he didn't even leave a trace of it for himself.That warm smile like the sunshine in spring has become a dream that he can't reach.

He always thought that he had lost the ability to love.

He always thought that respecting each other like ice was the best way to maintain this marriage and the best way to reduce the guilt in his heart.


The person in his heart is a taboo that he cannot speak out.

It is the deepest suffering of the heart.Day and night, it was noisy.

Is it because she looks so much like that girl crying when she is with Lin Youran?

But now, he suddenly felt that the woman who stubbornly hid all the suffering in his heart and then showed a faint smile in front of him was different.

Even though, she is not the person who has been buried in her heart for so many years.

But clearly, there is something different.


(End of this chapter)