The white moonlight of fast transmigration

Chapter 569 Extra Story·The Past 2 [Add more rewards to Liushuang Zihan]

Fu Wan looked at Cui Jingming looking at her with a pair of dark and gloomy eyes.

The corners of her lips were curved, and her expression was gentle, so that a child who grew up in childhood would always be forced to have impurities in his heart that he couldn't get rid of.She stretched out her hand and rubbed the child's head, "I'll cover you, I fight as hard as before."

Cui Jingming wanted to say that he is also very good at fighting now, but subconsciously swallowed it.

Fu Wan's eyes had already moved away from his face, and he sang a song softly, "Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, there are green grass and green sky. The evening wind blows the willow flute, and the sunset outside the mountain.

At the end of the sky, at the corner of the earth, half of friends are scattered.A pot of turbid wine is enough to make me happy, don't dream of cold tonight.

Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, there are fragrant grasses and green sky.I ask you when you will return here, and don't linger when you come.

At the end of the sky, at the corner of the earth, half of friends are scattered.Life is rarely a happy gathering, but there are many separations. "

Her voice was soft and clean, with an indescribable sense of melancholy and tranquility.

Fu Wan seemed to like this song very much, and would hum it when he was free.She said that life is always about parting, and that she just needs to get used to it, as if she couldn't feel the sadness hidden in this song at all.

But he didn't stay long in the orphanage.

People from the Cui family came and took him back.No one cared about the cause of his parents' death. The Cui family's uncle was forced to give up his shares in the face of the evidence, and everything seemed to be moving in a good direction.

He went back to school and taught himself how to code.

When Fu Wan was found again, he had already become the heir of the Cui Group.

Fu Wan, on the other hand, was studying at a school in a village in the city, and took a part-time job in his spare time, trying his best to alleviate the financial pressure on the director of the orphanage.Cui Jingming donated a large sum of money to the orphanage, and then spent all his time studying and managing the Cui Group.Cui's group, whose power was taken away by his uncle, was in a mess, and the building was about to collapse. He could only do everything he could to deal with those opponents and moths.

Cui Jingming knew that as long as he went to find Fu Wan, the two would still be friends.

But he was awkward and didn't want to go.

Cui Jingming, whom Fu Wan once took care of, was a little monster with a dark mind.It seemed that as soon as he appeared in front of her, Cui Jingming, who had cut his own wrist with a knife countless times and tried to bite the neck of the person who beat him, would reveal his true colors.

He was vile and dark, watching her on her way to and from school, and secretly glanced at her where she was working.

At that time, Cui Jingming never felt that this was the so-called youthful heartbeat.

He just, despicably, hopes that the only person who has walked with him, and he does not reject her, will always belong to him.He just wanted to look at her, wanted her to be within his control, wanted her to be like everyone else around him.

I think he's terribly smart and damn cruel.

He quietly registered an account, and in the name of others, inquired about her news, and quietly guided her to follow the life route he had planned.He even thought about how to continue to pretend to meet by chance in the future, and then completely trap her by his side.

Just a trick of fate.

The hidden dangers left by the uncle caused the Cui family to collapse and go bankrupt.At that time, Cui Jingming was only a teenager, just a high school student, but he was carrying tens of millions of huge debts behind him.

He tried his best to sell the Cui family's ancestral property, and even did not hesitate to do something to his uncle's family. He finally repaid the tens of millions of debts.

But in order to prevent his uncle from retaliation, he temporarily went abroad.

He was as embarrassed as a mouse, fleeing and avoiding, and was finally rescued by his hacker friends.But during that time, his spirit completely collapsed. In just one or two years, he first took over the Cui family who was full of leaks, and then went bankrupt and was forced by his creditors, and was squeezed out by his uncle by all means.

After going abroad, there is no identity certificate and language barrier.

Cui Jingming suffers from severe insomnia, unable to fall asleep at all. He is extremely nervous, irritable, suspicious, suspicious, committing suicide and self-mutilation unconsciously, crying and laughing uncontrollably, and even has very serious delusions of persecution and auditory hallucinations. Vision.

The hacker friend could only send him to a mental hospital for treatment, and concluded that he was severely schizophrenic and bipolar disorder.

Fortunately, the old professor who received the treatment was very gentle, and adjusted the medicine for him bit by bit.

The cycle of data on mental illness is too long, gradually, Cui Jingming became familiar with this professor.The old professor admired and pitied this frighteningly smart young man, so he took the initiative to ask the university where he taught to admit Cui Jingming.

Cui Jingming started to study psychiatry and successfully became a graduate student under the professor with excellent grades.

It's just that the professor refused to let Cui Jingming become a psychiatrist.

He is a patient who can try to save himself, but he is not suitable for treating other patients.Cui Jingming had no objection to this, but returned to China and became a chief psychiatrist in China.

When a doctor he knew told him about the patient Fu Wan, his first reaction was to be taken aback.

Immediately, he frantically went to check Fu Wan's information.

Severe depression, with a medical history of more than ten years, no obvious suicidal tendencies, and low desire to survive.

The girl who looked dull and delicate in the photo was a little different from the girl in my memory, but her demeanor was still the same, gentle and clean, somewhat indescribably cold and melancholy.

"This patient, I really don't know how to say it. I see it too clearly, which really makes me feel powerless." Colleagues babbled, the patient's condition cannot be told to others, and they can only analyze a few words with colleagues.

Cui Jingming was silent for a while, "Recommend her to me and ask her to register with me."

"Hey, you robbed my patient!"

Colleagues babbled and talked a lot, Cui Jingming didn't bother to answer him when he went, but just checked the day of the week when his last outpatient visit was.

A few days later, he really saw Fu Wan.

She was in her twenties, just a year or two out of college, and looked as clean as ever.

Fu Wan didn't recognize him at first, from her point of view, they hadn't seen each other for many years.He held her medical record book, and the hand holding the pen was slightly stronger, writing out the symptoms she mentioned bit by bit.

After a long time, she said calmly, "I don't think I can bear this kind of life anymore."

Cui Jingming raised his eyes to look at her, "Do you want to die?"

Fu Wan didn't speak.

"But people don't just live for themselves. You have the hopes placed on you by others, and you have the obligation and responsibility to live for the people around you. You can't die."

Fu Wan still didn't speak.

Cui Jingming looked at her quietly, she couldn't die, he didn't allow it.

"But, I'm so tired." Fu Wan sighed softly, with an indescribable sense of sadness in his tone, "It's too torture, it really seems like endless torture."

(End of this chapter)