The white moonlight of fast transmigration

Chapter 368
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He didn't know why he was called him, because he had the concept of calling himself him in his mind when he was just conscious, so he kept referring to himself as him afterwards.

Since then, he has been alone.

At that time, there were no human beings in the world, only mermaids. When he saw those little mermaids playing happily, he always wanted to join in, but no mermaids could see him and hear him. At that time, he might be lonely , but he doesn't understand, he is like a newborn among the mermaids, he doesn't understand anything.

After that, he wanted to live like them, but he couldn't, he couldn't be as happy or sad as a child, he didn't seem to have those things...

He has been walking around them, learning all kinds of things he can learn, including spells, he has learned all the spells they know and don't know, and after that, he created the human race.

Humans, birds, sea fish, flowers and trees... He created many things, and even created an environment suitable for human living. Among the things he created, only human beings resembled him in appearance, which made him unconsciously prefer them , although he still has no so-called emotions at all.

Later, humans regarded him as a god.

He is enshrined by humans and placed high by humans, but because of the growth of the power of faith, he has to be restrained and bound by humans.

During those long years, he remembered that humans once told him that the mermaids who retreated to the deep sea made a god to imitate him. That god only served the mermaids. God, but what they don't know is that that god is actually just a victim. What they don't know is that he was there when the mermaid created that god. What they don't know is that he and that god are actually... Brother.

That was his brother, his kind brother.The mermaids have never reflected on themselves, they only blindly pursue extraordinary power.

He remembered that he used to be a little mermaid. At that time, the mermaid tribe still believed in using living people to sacrifice to the world, and he was the last child who was used as a sacrifice. He remembered the raging flames at that time, and he was at that time Locked in a coffin in the middle of the flames, his mouth was gagged with rags, his arms were tied behind his back with a hemp rope, and he was knocked unconscious... He remembered all the details, including himself who was stained red with blood.

He was trapped in a small coffin by the fire, wandering in the darkness, he wanted to find the exit, but there were countless harsh and sharp voices and forces entangled him in the darkness, they wanted to bewitch him to help them avenge, but for some reason, He was not bewitched, he tried his best to break free from them, he saw a ray of light, he touched that ray of light, he rushed out, he merged with the rampant flames, flying ashes everywhere he went.

In this last sacrifice, almost all the merman race that came here were wiped out, except for the bright light. In the end, the thunder that suddenly fell from the sky saved the merman race and him who was stained red with blood.

The thunderbolt split his body into fly ash, but it didn't destroy his soul. It seemed to help him wash away the impurities in his soul. After that, he lost his original memory, and everything in his original place became Fly ashes blown away by the wind, he became... a unique individual in the world.

That fight with the merman god, he was stimulated to regain his memory, but his light, his brother, seemed to be no longer bright, he... changed...

The first fight was the first time after the mermaids created the gods. At that time, my brother was insane and his eyes were full of killing. In front of him, no matter what, as long as it was a living thing, it would not survive. He was crippled. It took a lot of effort to bring back a sliver of reason in him, but also because of that sliver of reason, he was severely injured by him, leaving an incurable wound.

The second fight was half a month after the first time. When I saw him again, he had regained all his sanity. He didn't kill anymore, but his eyes, the kind of eyes that stared at him so hard that he couldn't move, Always made him want to step up and cover his eyes, but he couldn't.The second time, he retreated back to the realm where humans belonged, and formulated the rules for humans to treat merman.

The third fight was after she appeared. That time, for her, he broke the rules, and he fought with him. He listened to his harsh words mocking him, but he still had a lot of resentment towards him.

In fact, these things were not a big deal to him, but the blackening of the light was beyond his expectation. His brother saved him, but he killed his brother's favorite mother. At that time, he couldn't control himself body, he watched as he slaughtered everyone present, except for his elder brother, maybe that original memory was not destroyed by the thunder, but subconsciously hidden by himself.

But these, for him who has become a god now, were finally given up. He, a god, a... god...

The meaning of his existence may be only because of human beings, he may become a god only because human beings need wisdom, and he may be slaughtered because the world no longer needs him.

God?

Heh, he is not a god, he is just a merman resurrected after death.

Humanity?What is he doing?elder brother?Is it more important than her from life to life?world?Wouldn't it be possible to turn around without him, the so-called god?

He is just a young man who has just grown up and wants to go out and make a living. Why should he be sacrificed, why can't he fight for his own freedom, why should he... be that goddamn god to help the world establish rules?

But why!Why is what he pursues not tolerated by the world!
Liberty, life, her!Why is there nothing he can have?The so-called gods must sacrifice for mankind, make the greatest contribution to the construction of mankind, and give up all emotions, only to be driven by human beings. Why does he have to be this ridiculous god? !
The world never cared about his feelings, only blindly arranged him to do all kinds of things it expects, he has always been a marionette, forever!

The salvation he thought, the light he thought, and the woman he thought, none of them stayed for him. What he wanted, he never got...

No, perhaps, he once got a moment.

He clutched his chest. There was a moment of peace here, even though that peace was his...illusion.

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He is what this world calls him, what does it imply, and who can know?
The cause and effect between him and human beings... Perhaps, in the eyes of heaven and earth, he is just a tool man.

In this world, without him, there will be another Him, which he has foreseen...

　This episode was also written by Lao Su
　　
　
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