I'm Mrs.

Chapter 41 About Fear
I thought I couldn't sleep because I missed my grandma and grandma very much at first, but after listening to the story of my uncle, I seemed to have a lot of questions to ask him, and my uncle was very patient, no matter what I asked, he would agree with me. He told me in a friendly voice, and after asking, I fell asleep by myself, and when I opened my eyes, it was already dawn.

I was wilted after breakfast, and my uncle asked me to feed the old man with the bowl of corn. I really didn’t want to go. Once I was bitten by a snake, I was afraid of well ropes for ten years, not to mention I was nagged Twice!
Holding that bowl in the yard for a long time, my uncle didn’t even look at me. He was smiling, but his attitude always made me feel a bit majestic. I wanted to say no to him, but I couldn’t open my mouth no matter what. The only way is to walk out of the yard reluctantly, thinking about it while walking, it’s better to be the uncle who tells me stories, the uncle during the day will only let me do things I don’t want to do.

When I walked to Linzikou, where I couldn’t get out yesterday, I held up the bowl and looked at the old boy who fell on the tree. After waiting for a while, when I saw two of them were about to fly over, I was so scared that I threw the bowl and ran away, " Uncle! Uncle! It hurts me to death, it hurts me to death! They are calling me!!"

The uncle looked up at me casually, "What are you talking about?"

"To the point..."

I looked at my uncle with some grievances, "Just a little bit, a little bit..."

The uncle smiled and shook his head, "You come to Baosi, and the uncle asked you, why does the old man bother you."

"because……"

I rolled my eyes and thought for a while, "They bully people, they bully me as a child."

"Then why did I bully you?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, they just bark, don't play with me, and even bully me."

The uncle looked at me seriously, "That's because you got their poles, Bao Si, do you want to eat when you're hungry?"

"think."

"Where are you going to eat?"

"Go home and eat."

"That pole is like an old child's house. Even if there is something under the pole, but you destroy it without people's permission, you say, did you do something wrong? In other words, if someone Push your family to this place, let you and your grandma, grandma, grandpa, second uncle, have no place to live, no food to eat, what will you do."

"I'll... be hungry, starve to death."

The uncle nodded, "That's right, I'm hungry too. They're angry with you. They're mad at you for pushing people's houses so that they have no place to eat without people's permission."

I frowned slightly, "But I'm afraid, I'm afraid they will eat me."

My uncle patted my head, "How could it be? The bowl contains corn. If you feed them, they will appreciate it and be willing to become friends with you. You must be sincere when you treat friends, you know."

I looked at my uncle with half understanding. In fact, I don’t know what a friend is, and I have no friends. There are no children in the village who are willing to play with me. take him.

"Then we're friends, don't you stop talking about me?"

The uncle nodded, "As long as you are sincere, they won't bother you."

I went back to Linzikou again, picked up the bowl and pointed it at the old boy who fell on the tree, "Come, eat! Let's play together, don't nag me!"

As soon as the words fell, a few old boys flew over, I opened my eyes wide, the one with my head turned green, although its eyes don't look green during the day, but I know that look, and when it sees me, it looks like it's going to kill me The fierce look!

I smiled and stood there without moving, "I'm very sincere, don't talk about me, let's play together!"

'Wow... wow...;
The green eyes opened their mouths and yelled twice, and an old boy next to him rushed towards me as if he had received an order. I was so scared that I stepped back, "What are you doing!!"

'Wow...wow! '

That old boy's claws directly grabbed my scalp, and the pain made my brows tighten instantly, and I jumped on it with my arms, "Go away!! Don't bully me!! Go away!!! "

The corn in the bowl was scattered all over the floor, and the three or five old kids on the head started to attack me in turn under the command of green eyes. I was so angry that I waved my arms wildly, "Don't talk to me! Don't talk to me!!"

"Uncle! Uncle! The old boy is still talking about me!! Several of them bully me, I can't beat them!"

By the time I scrambled and ran back, the back of my hand had been filled with a few blood marks without any accidents. The old wound hadn't healed, and a new wound was added, and it was definitely me!

Sitting on a chair in the yard, my uncle looked at me with no expression other than indifference, "Bao Si, your sincerity, why do they still talk about you."

The corner of my mouth held helplessly, "I've always been sincere. They rely on their ability to fly. Uncle, I don't want to feed them anymore. I'm going to kill them all!"

I want to go home again, it’s better to be at home, my grandma will help me vent my anger at home, but here I am outnumbered!

The uncle looked at me and became slightly serious, "If that's the case, you can go."

Just go!
I don't want to stay here, I turned around and ran, ran all the way through the woods, ran to the moon and completely collapsed, "Grandma! Grandma! I'm going home, I'm not playing, I'm going home !"

Regarding fear, that was probably the first time I had a little understanding. I found that I couldn’t run out of the woods or my uncle’s house. My uncle's yard, my uncle is still sitting in the daytime and looking at me in the yard, "You're back?"

I wanted to cry, but the corners of my mouth would only twitch, "Uncle, I'm hungry."

"Want to eat?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"Then I will feed the old baby again tomorrow."

It's like a curse, but I'm hungry, and I don't want to starve to death. I obediently go into the house to eat, and my uncle will tell me stories after the meal, as if nothing happened during the day, and he won't give birth to me I was angry, but it also made my resistance seem powerless.

When I was at home, I knew that my grandma would be furious if I made a mistake, but I didn’t care. My grandma often said that my scars were healed and I forgot the pain, but at my uncle’s place, I looked at his gentle smiling face and felt that it didn’t hurt yet. There are scars.

The days began to revolve around me and the old man. Every day, I would go out with the grain bowl like I was going to torture, and then I would fight with the old man at Linzikou. Usually I was the one who suffered, and when I was in a hurry, I would run away. Every time I reported my determination to run home, but I couldn’t run out any time, and I would go back to eat when I was about to faint from hunger. My uncle didn’t ask too many questions, and he didn’t rush to instill something in me like my grandma. , He just put medicine on the back of my scratched hand and told me to go back tomorrow.

I hate tomorrow, but I feel powerless. The weather is getting warmer and warmer. I wear less clothes. It hurts even more when the old man scratches me. When I go out in the morning, my uncle still sits in the yard with a book, as if waiting for me, like is looking forward to something.

"Bao four."

I turned around with the bowl in my hand, "Huh?"

The uncle pointed to his heart, "Sincerely, you know."

I didn't say a word, sincerity was in too much pain, I kicked the stones all the way to the entrance of the forest, raised my eyes a little, and the green eyes were waiting there again, I could see it, it didn't knock me once a day, it didn't Have fun!
Gritting my teeth, I started to have a headache when I saw the green leaves on the tree. It was like a maze. Stretching out his arms, "I am sincerely making friends with you! Sincerely!!"

'Wow...wow! ! '

The green eyes are calling the shots again, I don't need to open my eyes, the previous experience has already let me know what they are going to do, come on, I'm going to fight this time!
There was a stabbing pain on the back of my hand, and I closed my eyes tightly, "Little green! I was wrong! I shouldn't have touched your pole! Let you starve! I was really wrong! I will never play treasure hunt again! Really of!!"

'Wow!Wow! '

They were still scratching my body non-stop. I didn't dare to open my eyes for fear of pecking my eyes. I just closed them like this. The pain from the skin tearing was very clear, "Little green! I don't want to run away! I'm too tired! You Don't talk about me, okay! Let's be friends, okay!!:

Shouting indiscriminately, I don't know if they can understand, but I feel that there are hard hooks tearing my sleeves. I slowly opened my eyes and found a black crow landed on the bowl where I was holding the bowl. On the arm, its bean eyes just looked at me like that, and there was still a trace of blood on the pointed black mouth. I knew it was my blood.

According to me before, I must have drawn it, but now, I don't have that kind of thought, I just look at it quietly, grinning at the corner of my mouth, it seems that the scratched place doesn't hurt anymore, "Little green, you It's Little Green..."

'Wow……'

It opened its mouth and spat out a syllable, which didn't seem to be so unpleasant anymore.

I giggled and sniffed, "Xiaolu, you are not angry with me anymore, are you? We are friends now!"

Little Green flapped its wings and flew up, circled around me twice and landed directly on my shoulders. I don’t know why, but I was very happy in my heart. The losses I suffered from it before were immediately forgotten. Looking at it sideways with joy, "I have a friend! You are my second friend besides King Kong!!"

"Ha ha……"

There seemed to be a little annoying laughter coming from my ears. I looked around, but I couldn’t find its shadow. My friend! It doesn't get mad at me and doesn't talk about me!!"

The uncle stood in the middle of the yard with a smile, "Bao Si, do you want candied haws?"

"want!!"

(End of this chapter)