I'm Mrs.

Chapter 343 What to Say

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It was already morning when I came out of the hospital, the muffled thunder was mixed with the big raindrops slapping the ground, and the humid and cold air was facing me. I hugged my arms and stared blankly. Fang Meimei's cry seemed to be echoing in my ears. .

Acute lymph node leukemia.

The doctor's serious face seemed to be still in front of his eyes, "Your parents are too careless. If the baby has repeated fever, it must be sent to the hospital for examination as soon as possible. The bleeding has been controlled this time. The next step is chemotherapy and going to the bone marrow bank. Find a suitable match, of course, don't be too nervous, there is great hope for clinical cure of this disease."

Fang Meimei was like a drowning person trying to grab hold of a life-saving straw. She desperately grabbed the doctor's arm, knelt down for him, cried and said that her baby hadn't passed a hundred days, and told the doctor to save the baby!

What can the doctor say, I guess he has seen this kind of scene too much, so that his expression is a little numb, just keep repeating, we will try our best, if you really want to save the child's life, your parents must fully cooperate treatment in our hospital.

The implication is money. Chemotherapy requires money, and delays in finding bone marrow matching require money everywhere.

Fang Meimei grabbed my arm again, because she was too nervous, her hands pinched me unconsciously, her legs were weak and she wanted to kneel down for me, "Bao Si, please help your little niece, she is so young. , can’t just leave like this!”

"Meme!"

The elder brother tore at Fang Meimei, "Sibao came here to help us! What are you doing! The doctor said there is hope for a cure!"

"Family tree, family tree..."

As soon as Fang Meimei was dismissed by her elder brother, she started to bow her hands again, "Save our daughter, save our daughter..."

I can see clearly what it looks like to be alone in Fang Meimei's body.

She has a thin body and is standing in the corridor of the hospital. She can't wait to beg everyone passing by. If anyone promises her at this time that she can save her child, Fang Meimei can probably take out her heart on the spot. to be grateful.

She has no complaints or regrets, she cried and said to me, Bao Si, as long as my daughter can live, you can kill me.

Looking at the rain curtain in front of me, and my lips trembling numbly, I never imagined that the laughter I heard at that time turned out to be the result.

I had a checkup and said it was all right, and the baby was born and said to be healthy. When did my elder brother call me, didn't he reveal the joy of being a father?
I dare not say a lot of things, I always feel that speaking out is like casting a curse on a happy family.

There was a bomb in my heart, and I was holding back, but it still exploded.

Who the hell would have thought of acute leukemia? !

I took a deep breath, and it should be said that I am lucky. This disease is just a waste of money. There is hope for a cure. I have seen the picture of the child from my elder brother’s mobile phone, a little girl who is fat and white, and I can still see that it is How cute are the double eyelids?

I don't want to think about debt collection and not debt collection ghosts.

The birth of every newborn should be blessed. I think this is just a hurdle in the elder brother's family, just like his own troubles and disasters. After passing, everything will go smoothly.

Looking up to the sky, I still don't understand why God always likes to make good people suffer so much?
Is it a greater blessing?

Well, that's all I can do to comfort myself.

"Four Treasures!"

The elder brother’s voice sounded behind me, I turned around and saw my elder brother running out holding a folding umbrella in his right hand, “It’s raining, I went to find someone to borrow an umbrella, don’t catch a cold…”

In just one night, the eldest brother's face was already sunken and haggard. The time didn't matter how long it was, as if it was just a moment, it could make a person's face full of cheeks.

I took the umbrella from my elder brother, and opened my mouth, "Don't worry, elder brother, I still have a card at home. I will send it to you in the evening, and there is [-] in it. The initial treatment fee should be enough..."

This is all my savings. I used to think that I was earning money very quickly. I donated part of it and I could still save so much. I just didn’t expect to catch up with such a thing, and suddenly felt less.

The eldest brother's dry lips were pursed, and his bloodshot eyes were full of regret, "Sibao, thank you, brother, I'm to blame for this, if I knew it was going to be renovated, I wouldn't let your sister-in-law go to see it all the time, the doctor said maybe At least it has something to do with the formaldehyde, and when the child's immunity is low, it will be... alas!"

I didn't say much, looking for a reason? If you are sick, you have to find a reason.

The eldest brother attributed his sister-in-law's illness to the decoration, saying that the building materials were poisoned. Of course, I also acquiesced, I just want to swallow the matter of debt collection in my stomach and never mention it for the rest of my life.

"Four Treasures, but the elder brother will definitely pay you back the money. I know it's not easy for you to earn money. It's all saved up little by little for others to watch. I..."

"Big brother."

I looked at him with a hoarse voice, "You still tell me this, you are my big brother."

The eldest brother pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty, and stood there awkwardly, "I burnt high incense to have such a sister like you, Sibao."

I smiled softly, "Hurry up and go back to be with my sister-in-law. What she needs most now is you. Don't worry about money. If I run out of money, there will be...it's okay, ah."

Lu Pei's name hesitated for a while and he didn't say it. I knew he would help me. This little money might not be a big deal in his eyes.

However, I always feel that I owe Lu Er too much, and I am embarrassed to open my mouth to him because of my elder brother or my family members, but I have not reached that point, I can do it myself, so I will do it myself.

The elder brother understood what I meant, lowered his eyes and nodded his head and looked at me again, "Sibao, try not to bother Mr. Lu, no, don't say you haven't gotten along with Mr. Lu, even if you are married, it's not easy to let Mrs. People think your natal family is very troublesome, I already owe Mr. Lu a lot, if it’s really not possible, I can sell the house, and if I sell the house, there must be enough money.”

sell house?

How can I sell the house photos of the new house?

Xu Shi also thought of this, and the eldest brother hurriedly added another sentence: "I called your eldest aunt, she will come with your uncle in the next two days, and the money is enough, you have already helped the eldest brother a lot Don't worry too much about me, it's fine, ah."

I feel that I am poor, and I know how powerless I am if I don’t have money to treat a disease, so I naturally understand my brother’s anxiety. After chatting for a while, I walked into the rain with an umbrella, and waved back at my brother. The eldest brother lifted the only right arm and told me to go back and rest quickly. He watched me get a taxi, and then turned around unsteadily and walked into the building of the inpatient department.

I didn't say anything all the way, my mind was full of the image of my elder brother squatting in the corridor with his fingers stuck in his hair when I rushed to the hospital, that was the deepest powerlessness of a man.

In my heart, the eldest brother has always been decent. He didn't dare to go home for many years, isn't it because he was afraid that his family would see him as disrespectful?
But in the face of disease, raising your eyes is like seeing a black hole. This black hole tells you hope and at the same time makes you despair.

Ordinary people even have to sell their livers, kidneys, blood, and everything in order to cure their illnesses, so that they can barely fill this black hole, but in the end, can they see the light after being drained to nothing?
No, no one can guarantee it.

I thought of the look in the eyes of the elder brother who was squatting on the ground at the moment when he saw me. There was light there, like a flash of fire, igniting the endless darkness.

He got up staggeringly, ran to me and described the child's condition incoherently. He said that he and his sister-in-law thought it was a simple fever at first, so they bought medicine by themselves and applied umbilical stickers to reduce the fever.

If I'm exhausted, I just go to the clinic to get an anti-inflammatory drug.

He said he thought his child was not so spoiled, and he was in good health before he joined the army!

How can I get such a serious illness!
I don't know what to say other than comfort, but luckily I brought enough money for this emergency treatment, and then stayed with me there for the night, and when the child was transferred to the ward, I carefully asked the doctor about the next treatment plan .

I have never seen this disease before, but I have heard about it. I always feel familiar when I hear about the matching and bone marrow stem cells.

Thinking about it in a daze, in fact, it is quite common on TV, but when it falls on me, I always feel so ethereal, like a sudden bad news.

Thinking of the words that my elder brother said suddenly before parting, he asked me, "Sibao, do you think Xinxin will get better?"

Xinxin is the nickname given to his daughter by the elder brother. I suddenly felt a little strange when I heard it.

Looking into my eldest brother's eyes, I knew he took a breath, and replied firmly, "Yes."

The elder brother raised the corners of his lips, and murmured in comfort, "I'm relieved now, Sibao won't lie to me, and my heart will be fine... I'll tell your sister-in-law when I get back... you Go back, don't come here in a hurry, rest more."

The raindrops were beating on the car window. I couldn't see it, but I knew clearly that the me now, to my eldest brother, was his crippled left arm, supporting him and his sister-in-law to face it.

Seeing that the car arrived at the gate of the community, I received a call when I was about to get out of the car. I was a little surprised by a certain courier. Who would send me a courier?
I got out of the car with an umbrella, and I saw the van delivering the courier. I stepped forward and said my name, "Where did it come from?"

"Tengchong, Yunnan."

The courier in the cab responded, handed me a pen, and said, "Let's sign it."

Hearing the sender's address, the corner of his mouth smiled, finally got some heart-warming news on such a bad day.

After signing, I took the thick letter leather bag, put the umbrella pole on my shoulder, and when I turned around, I saw a familiar figure on the opposite side of the road. I pinched the paper bag and looked at it unconsciously. The figure disappeared into the rain curtain.

She frowned, that figure was too familiar, tall and hot, even though her eyes were restricted and her face could not be seen clearly, I thought I knew her too.

It's just that she disappeared so fast, it was almost like my hallucination.

He raised his foot and walked towards the inside of the community. Before he had waited a few steps, An Jiu's phone call came in, "Sister Bao! Something bad happened, when are you coming back!"

"I'll be right there."

When I put down my phone, I had already entered the elevator, thinking that An Jiu still had a somewhat hoarse voice after a hangover, did she want to tell me what happened last night? !
I didn't allow me to think too much, as soon as I opened the door, An Jiu greeted me, her face was a little pale with the birthmark, "Sister Bao, there is really something wrong with the woman in the hospital!"

She said this? !
I put down the paper bag and didn't see Xiao Liu for a while. I glanced at the closed door of my room, thinking that Xiao Liu should still be in my room. Only then did the two magnets separate!

"what is the problem."

An Jiu scratched her head, "I was falling asleep just now, and I felt that my centipede in the hospital was uncomfortable, and I couldn't breathe when it was uncomfortable, as if it was being held in a bottle, I just wanted to see What happened to call my centipede back, as a result, I saw a golden light in the ward, and the sound of roosters crowing, and then there were many roosters who wanted to bite me and eat my centipede, I was useless at home It took a lot of force to run out of that room..."

Speaking of this, An Jiu still has some lingering fears, "I raised Gu when I was young, and centipedes were most afraid of roosters when I was young. I was terrified when I saw this, but when I ran out, I suddenly heard a note about "not male nor female." The voice is very deep, like a woman, but also like a man, he said..."

"say what."

An Jiu cleared her throat, "He said, hello, Fourth Sister Bao."

(End of this chapter)