God even has a crush on me

Chapter 136: Dream or Reality

Fang Chengjun suddenly remembered something, just now he forgot to ask her brother, when she woke up completely, what time period did the forgotten memory happen.

Will it be since she passed out, or since she was released from the hospital, or since she watched him take a shower, or since she climbed into his bed, or since she made him breakfast... Or, now, when she hugged him?
"Ning'er, you are not dreaming now." He couldn't help reminding her.

Han Ning'er immediately pushed away from his embrace, looked down at his handsome face, tilted her head and said, "I haven't slept, how could I be dreaming?"

"Hehe..." He laughed at himself, he didn't understand what he said just now.

He raised his hand, rubbed her hair, and said softly, "I'll make you breakfast."

"Okay." She giggled, and Huo Di reached out to hug his neck, "but I want to hug him."

"Want to taste the taste of jasmine?" He smiled sideways, seeing how clingy she was, why not give her a kiss.

"Jasmine flavor?" Han Ning'er was a little confused.

He suddenly lowered his face and gently bit her lips...

And she finally understood what he meant by these words—a kiss with the taste of jasmine.

The kiss made her breathless, so he was willing to let her go, and said, "Remember, you are the only one in the world who has ever eaten my kiss."

Han Ning'er nodded contentedly, but she also had a question to ask him: "Brother Cheng Jun, I was thinking just now, have we started dating like this?"

"You like me, and I like you too, don't you want to be with me forever?"

"Of course I do. I want to be a family member with brother Chengjun for the rest of my life, so that we won't be separated again." Her eyes were full of longing, no matter what relationship she had with him, as long as she could be a family member.

In her world, family members are relatives for a lifetime, and they will never be separated for a lifetime.

"From now on, you call me Cheng Jun, don't call me brother." He gently pushed her away, and his gentle black eyes instantly locked her heart.

She foolishly fell into his love net, nodded, and tried to call out: "Cheng Jun..."

"Are you used to it?"

"Chengjun...Chengjun, Chengjun, Chengjun... I will get used to it a few more times. Brother Chengjun, believe me, I will definitely get used to it. Really, don't leave me alone. .”

There was a little anxiety on her face, so anxious that tears were about to fall.

Fang Chengjun's heart seemed to be cut into pieces, and he was in great pain. He hugged her forcefully and said in a hoarse voice, "Ning'er, I know I was wrong. Don't torture me like this..."

Han Ning'er suddenly remained motionless, and was abnormally quiet.

After a long silence, she spoke slowly, her voice hoarse.

"I look for you every day, the library you've been to, the stationery store you've been to, the restaurant you've been to, the school you've been to to participate in the Math Olympiad, and many other places... as long as it's the place you've been to I've been everywhere, but I just can't find you, they all said you won't come back, that you don't want me anymore..."

"I don't believe it. Even if you hate me, you should say goodbye to me when you leave. If you didn't say goodbye, it just means that you didn't leave. You just hid and didn't want to see me..."

She cried very sadly, wiping her tears, feeling aggrieved like a lost child.

"Later I heard them say, you went abroad to study, and you will come back later. I was so happy, I began to dream of you at night, but when I woke up, there was nothing, and I couldn't even remember what you looked like. I am so happy." I'm afraid I won't recognize you when I see you, I'm afraid I won't be able to find you for the rest of my life..."

He just quietly listened to her voice, the tears that he had never shed in 25 years fell at this moment.

"I know I'm dreaming now, and there will be nothing when I wake up." This was the last sentence she said, and after she finished speaking, her tears stopped.

She pushed his body away, got up and walked to the door, opened the door, sat on the threshold, and stared at the sky in a daze.

In her impression, brother Chengjun should be fierce to her, he would not be gentle to her, nor would he love her. Only in his dream would brother Chengjun be so kind to her.

When will her brother Chengjun come back? She can't remember what he looks like anymore. What should I do?

She has changed so much now, can brother Chengjun recognize her?

She felt a person suddenly approaching her. He sat up beside her. It was the person who called himself Brother Chengjun just now.

She turned her head to look at his face, and exposed his lie: "You are not brother Chengjun, brother Chengjun would not be so kind to me, he is very fierce, don't pretend to be him."

"I am," he tried to say that he was, but was suddenly at a loss for words.

She still regards it as a dream.

He never gave her a good face when she was a child, so she felt that he was not him.

It seems that trying to wake her up and being nice to her won't work, and she will feel even more unreal.

"I'll definitely wait for him to come back," she said firmly.

Fang Chengjun let out a faint sigh, stretched out one hand, leaned her head closer, and said softly, "I'll wait for him with you."

"Thank you." She also politely said thank you.

Fang Chengjun smiled helplessly, what should he do with her?
The two sat at the door for a while, and Han Ning'er fell asleep again not long after. Fang Chengjun quickly carried her back to the house, and hurriedly made breakfast while she was sleeping.

It's a pity that she didn't eat breakfast after finishing it, and she didn't wake up until the afternoon.

Fang Chengjun cooked some porridge for her and asked her to rest her stomach first, but when she woke up again, she still regarded him as a stranger.

After eating, she went back to the threshold to sit and wait, no matter how much he persuaded, she just didn't go back into the house.

In desperation, he had no choice but to go crazy with her.

From dawn to dusk, she naturally couldn't wait for anything, because he was waiting by her side to accompany her.

Fortunately, she fell asleep again, so he carried her back to the second floor, put her back in his room, and prayed secretly in his heart, even if she forgot about him, as long as she woke up, I really don't want to see her again This is what it looks like today.

Before leaving, he bit her lip, and whispered in her ear: "I'm going out to buy vegetables for dinner, you lie down for me, don't walk around, if I don't see you when I come back, I'll fine you to clean the room .”

She couldn't hear, and he understood, it didn't matter.

Han Ning'er slept deeply and didn't wake up until eight o'clock in the evening.

When she woke up, her head was a little dizzy, there was also a slight pain, and her chest was unbearably stuffy. In the past, she would have this symptom when she woke up, which meant that she might have forgotten something.

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