There is a black lotus in the deep palace

Chapter 338
When I woke up again, it was in the evening, Xia Houjue was not there, and there were only one big, two small and three small heads beside me. These children were lying beside her anxiously, with panic and anxiety on their faces.

"Mother, are you awake?"

"Mother, are you hungry?"

"Mother, why are you still crying in your dreams? Did your father bully you?"

The voices of the three little milks were so cute and soft that Tang Wan Ning's heart almost melted when she saw them.

"Don't talk nonsense, why would your father bully me?" Tang Wanning smiled and rubbed her little heads one by one.

"But queen mother, why are you crying?" Xiao Jingming deserved to be his mother's little padded jacket, it was really sweet and warm.

She asked softly in a milky voice, and at the same time raised her fleshy little hand to wipe away the undried tears in her dream.

"Queen, don't cry, Jingming gave you a sweet milk cake?"

As he spoke, the little man looked at the nanny, and there was hope and firmness in his big moist eyes.

"Give... cake, to the queen mother!" The little baby who is less than two years old is not yet able to speak clearly, and the babbling is not clear, but both the nanny and her queen mother can understand it.

For a moment, Tang Wanning hugged her daughter emotionally, and kissed her little cheek: "Good boy, my mother doesn't eat Jingming's milk cake, so I will leave it to you, okay?"

When the mother and daughter were talking and laughing, Bai Lu suddenly came in with the medicine and said with a smile.

"You have woken up. The emperor watched you all night last night, went to court again in the morning, and came to see you again after court. You just woke up when you went to rest!"

When Tang Wanning heard this, she couldn't help feeling sad again, the majestic emperor, he would be so tired.

Chang Chang suddenly stretched out her small hand to support her tightly frowned eyebrows, and said: "Mother, concubine, you have been sad for so long when grandpa passed away, not to mention father, even I can't bear it anymore, I think grandpa will be even more unbearable when he sees it." Bar."

Often already at the age of four, he can read and write, and has also learned to zama step. He is accompanied by a small pet. At such a young age, he is as sensible as a little adult, excellent in everything, and almost no one needs to worry about it.

Tang Wanning was not surprised when he said such mature words, and stretched out her arms to stop her son's shoulder.

"It's all bad for the queen mother, let you worry!"

Looking at the three children, they are often sensible, but they have lost weight. Haiyan and Jingming don't know what happened, and they are also worried.

Xia Houjue is a majestic emperor, but he is so concerned about himself. He is so tired that he can't even sleep, and only stays with him wholeheartedly.

Mother has also lost so much weight and haggarded like that, presumably the life of the eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother will not be much better.

That's right, people can't be resurrected after death, and after a month has passed, maybe she should cheer up, right?
Tang Wanning kissed the cheeks of the three children, asked the nanny to take them down, and lay on the bed by herself, watching the rapidly darkening sky outside the window, listening to the howling north wind outside, and suddenly figured it out.

"Daddy, are you looking at me in the sky? I shouldn't let you down, I don't regret it, don't you? I will live a good life in the future, live happily and wonderfully, our Tang family After all, it's the Tang family."

After thinking about it, she straightened her loose clothes and stood up, ordering Bai Lu loudly.

"Chuan Shan, prepare what I like to eat and what the emperor likes to eat, and the meal will be served in another hour. You guys prepare first, and I will go to see the emperor."

Surprised and delighted, Bai Lu hurried down to get ready.

Tang Wanning put on her clothes and walked to the main hall of the imperial study.

It was cold outside, and she became more awake when the cold wind blew, and looked up at the stars in the sky, but they were brighter than ever.

The light in her eyes came back faintly, and there was a smile on the corner of her lips. Although it was a bit bitter, she must pass this hurdle after all.

After entering the imperial study, seeing that Xia Houjue was not there, she turned around and went to the bedroom.

Xia Houjue's bedroom is not luxurious, but simple and heavy, with layers of bright yellow satin enclosing the huge purple gold dragon bed.

The lights in the room were dim, only the ambergris burning in the beast cauldron of the Jiulong Zun was still burning, giving the room a luxurious and imperial atmosphere.

Tang Wanning lay softly on the edge of the bed, watching the person lying on the bed with their clothes on, and didn't even bother to take off their clothes.

He has dark circles under his eyes, an unshaven beard, and a dull complexion. He looks very haggard and has lost a lot of weight. After all, for a man in his 30s, time has left traces on his face.

In a blink of an eye, so many years have passed!

For a moment, Tang Wanning even felt that everyone and everything was changing step by step, and she was still living in the past alone.

She actually thought that this was the time when she had just entered the palace. At that time, Biyue Biluo was still her personal servant girl, her father and mother were still young at that time, and Xia Houjue was still a young and promising prince at that time.

What has she done all these years?Even Xia Houjue has been on the throne for more than ten years, and she is still living in the past.

Is time too fast, or is she too slow?
Could it be that the death of the father was really the fault of the mother alone?Why didn't I think that my father was injured all over his body, and his father was stubborn by nature. If he couldn't hold on, how could he be willing to retreat from the northwest?

How could he be willing, how could he agree?
After thinking about it, Tang Wanning's eyes shed tears again. Just like this, she still has the face to blame her mother, just like this, she still blames others for not telling her, haha...

When she was sad, suddenly there were hands gently supporting her cheeks, wiping away her tears.

"Wanwan? How did you come here? Why don't you go and have a good rest? Why are you crying again?"

A series of question marks made her not know what to say, so she smiled wryly: "Why do I rest after a day, but you, I heard that you were tired all day and night, so I just wanted to come and see you!"

Her tone of voice was much gentler, and by the way, she reached out to stroke the broken hair on his forehead for him.

"Xia Houjue, I suddenly discovered..." You are quite good, I suddenly discovered that you are more than enough for me, I suddenly discovered that I am not that good, and even a little stupid, I also discovered that I am not the whole world best woman.

"What did you find?" Seeing that she hesitated to speak, Xia Houjue couldn't help asking.

Tang Wanning wiped away tears and giggled: "It's nothing, I'm fine, you're fine too, we're all going to be fine!"

Xia Houjue played with her black hair, and smiled faintly: "It's been a month, it's rare for you to figure it out, and it really is your Tang family who can help!"

Tang Wanning couldn't explain why, but just kissed his lips.

"Don't talk nonsense, you are also very useful." If there is no such a person by her side to silently bear everything for her, how could she be where she is today?

(End of this chapter)