Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 51 I figured it out
This time I have nothing to do, Zhuo Lan is singing alone, and Ah Zhe is recording with his mobile phone, what about me?I am a prop, holding Zhuo Lan in my arms, smelling her body fragrance, listening to her moving singing.After singing this song, Zhuo Lan took the initiative to ask to sing the third song, "Promise" by Zhou Hui.I firmly believe that standing in the square and singing will be addictive, and it is easy to find the so-called sense of identity here.

After the show ended, Zhuo Lan and I said goodbye to A Zhe, and A Zhe wanted to grab a handful of change and give it to us, but this time we really confiscated it. I asked A Zhe to go home early and use WIFI to send tonight’s video Just give it to me. Ah Zhe said that it is completely fine, and he will pass it on when he gets back.Zhuo Lan took my arm and walked slowly towards the parking lot together, and said to me very excitedly: "Thank you Qiuhan, tonight really gave me a chance to release myself, I never thought I could still have courage It’s a great feeling to sing in the square.”

I helped her analyze and said: "The moment you start singing, you have ignored the whole world and how strangers think of you. What you think of in your mind is only the lyrics and melody of this song. This song thinks of someone, something, and being completely in our own world. I think the reason we are unhappy is because we care too much. We care about other people's eyes, other people's opinions, and even My own gains and losses. It is because we care so much that we have so much unhappiness. We were forced by our parents to study when we were young, to compare our grades with other children, and to compare our work with our peers when we grow up. Putting ourselves in a position of competing with others, it is strange to be happy. Only when we completely let go of these things can we truly release our hearts, don’t care about other people’s eyes, don’t care about other people’s opinions, don’t care about our own gains and losses, and live in the In order to find the right way of life, you can only find your own inner world.”

Zhuo Lan said sharply: "You are a pure idealist."

"Maybe." I said to Zhuo Lan: "At least I can find a way to make myself happy."

Zhuo Lan leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "You also let me find a way to make myself happy. Let's go and sit at Amy's for a while, and then I will take you home."

Why does this sound a bit strange?Although Zhuo Lan and I are just ordinary friends, but the woman sends the man home... It doesn't sound right no matter what.When we arrived at the bar, Amy and I chatted about work, jokingly asked me if I would like to come to the bar to be a part-time waiter and sing, and I really paid [-] a month, including food.I said don't open your mouth if your monthly salary is less than five figures. Is this the price you, a bar owner, should give?I'm ashamed of you for anything less than five figures.

Ai Yu was speechless to me, and said in a serious tone: "Qiu Han is telling you the truth, if you really can't find a suitable job, come to the bar and help me, and you can go back to write novels during the day."

I shook my head and said, "I don't even think about coming to work with you if I'm starving to death."

"Why?" Zhuo Lan couldn't understand my attitude, and asked curiously, "Is there anything wrong with Amy? Why are you so decisive in refusing?"

I explained earnestly: "I don't want such a simple relationship between siblings and money to be contaminated. If I have no money, I can ask Sister Mi to borrow money, and I can even stay here and let her treat me to dinner for ten days and a half months." , but I don't want to become her subordinate, a friend is a friend, once there is a relationship of interest, the pure friendship will deteriorate sooner or later."

Amy sighed softly, and said, "You can do whatever you want. If you have any troubles, remember to tell my sister. My sister and Zhuo Lan tricked you back from NMG. They didn't want you to come to Kunming to suffer."

"Don't worry." I said confidently: "I have returned to Pure Advertising Company to resume my job, and I am still in the same department as Su Yubing."

"Come on." Zhuo Lan said with an encouraging smile, "Both Amy and I believe that you can have a bright future."

During the chat, Azhe sent three videos on WeChat. The first one was Zhu Lan and I sang "Go Back" together, the second was Zhu Lan singing "The Love Letter of That Year" in my arms, and the third was Zhu Lan singing "The Love Letter of That Year". The section is Zhuo Lan singing Zhou Hui's "Promise" alone. These three videos attracted Amy's interest. After watching the video, she stared at me and Zhuo Lan repeatedly. Zhuo Lan explained: "Amy, don't get me wrong, I regard Qiu Han as a male best friend, don't look at us with such complicated eyes, as if we have done something shameful."

Amy curled her lips, did not refute Zhuo Lan's words, and then withdrew the topic to my work, and said to me: "Qiu Han, if you don't get along well, Auntie will hate me and Zhuo Lan to death, so you have to pay for it." Give yourself a bright future, we all believe in you."

I also believe that I will have a bright future, otherwise I would not return to Kunming. The chat lasted until 11:30, and Zhuo Lan sent me back to the Repulse Bay Community that night. When I got home, Su Yubing had already fallen asleep. I am used to taking a shower before going to bed. The next morning at [-]:[-], I heard Su Yubing knock on my door, reminding me not to be late for work. I got up in a daze, thinking that Su Yubing would be with me I went to the company, but found that there was no one at home.

After washing, it was almost [-]:[-], and there must be no time for breakfast. I bought a baked bait downstairs in the company and packed it to go upstairs. I met Su Yubing at the elevator entrance. She carried her own bag on her shoulder. The bag is empty in her hand, she must have eaten in a small shop, otherwise she should have a breakfast in her hand at this moment.We could have taken the elevator upstairs together, but she found some bullshit excuse for shopping and walked out of the office building.

It's already 8:55, why are you so anxious to buy something?Can't you go up and check in first before buying?I sat in the cubicle office area and stared at the main entrance of the company. Su Yubing walked in at four minutes after nine o'clock, and pressed my fingerprints on the clock-in machine, and the clock-in machine sent a voice prompt of "arriving late".

If it is said that Su Yubing left early for lunch yesterday because of weight loss, rejected the banana I gave me in the afternoon because she couldn’t eat it during her period, and refused to leave work with me at night because of what?Why didn't you get on the elevator with me this morning?I really can't think of a reasonable reason, and all her behaviors can only explain one point: she is deliberately avoiding me and keeping a distance from me.

But... why is this?What is the purpose of keeping a distance from me?

Fatty Sun, who was sitting next to me, put the messy things on the computer desk into a cardboard box, and borrowed a mobile hard disk from a colleague, and copied the contents of the computer into it. I watched him finish all this and asked: "What are you doing? Are you moving?"

"En." Fatty Sun answered me with one word, and walked to another empty seat with the cardboard box in his arms. At this point, there were no colleagues beside me, and there was an extra empty seat.

I think Fatty Sun must have disliked me because of Zhuo Lan, thinking that I used him to help in the advertisement, but didn't say a few nice words for him in front of Zhuo Lan, but then again, Zhuo Lan is so cold Fatty Sun can't make Zhuo Lan feel good about him, what can I do?Is it my fault?I feel uncomfortable thinking about it.

At noon, I sent Su Yubing a WeChat message, asking her to have dinner together, but Su Yubing replied to me: lose weight, stop eating.

Me: Cut a fart, can you be more responsible for your body?Come on, auntie, do you want to lose weight without eating?
Su Yubing: Leave me alone, go and eat yours. If you really want to be good for me, go home and cook porridge for me at night. Yesterday was the third day of menstruation. After drinking the porridge you cooked, it doesn’t hurt much. , much better than last month.

I really didn't understand what Su Yubing was trying to do, so I went to eat Lanzhou ramen with a slap in the face.As usual, Slap ordered two bowls of noodles with caps, and I said, "It's really extravagant, the money for caps is enough to buy another half bowl of noodles."

The slap did not take it seriously, and said: "There are only two purposes for a person's long mouth, besides eating, that is, you must treat your mouth well and eat more delicious food."

"Hehe!" I laughed dryly, slapped me mockingly and said, "Not everyone is as ugly as you, so ugly that you don't have a girlfriend, so your mouth is destined to have only two uses. For example, my mouth is different, except for eating He said that he could still kiss a beautiful woman once in a while, and after a tongue kiss, he could fall asleep."

She slapped her bluntly and asked, "Sleeping Ran Jing?"

I just shut up and didn't want to discuss this matter with him. I slapped all the beef in the bowl and lost interest in the remaining noodles. I chatted with me and said, "Qiu Han, I found something. After the company was reinstated, it seems that many people have objections to you."

"Are there a lot of people?" I disagreed with the slap and said, "I can understand that Wang Yong and Liu Lu are unhappy with me, but it doesn't mean that many people are unhappy with me!"

Slap explained; "Wang Yong and Liu Lu are the leaders of your department. The leaders of your department are unhappy with you. Will other people treat you well? Think about it, is this the truth?"

The unintentional words of the slap stimulated my brain cells. Wang Yong and Liu Lu didn't see me unhappy, but Su Yubing.Lenovo had a lot of things that happened yesterday. The first thing was that Fatty Sun agreed to have lunch with us, but when he saw that Su Yubing wanted to come with him, he said he had a stomachache.Su Yubing came to eat braised chicken and rice with us. After learning that Fatty Sun suddenly had a stomachache, he stopped eating and went back to the company early.In the afternoon I gave her bananas, but she didn’t want them either, and threw them to me in front of Wang Yong and Liu Lu, and asked her what she had for dinner when she was about to get off work, when Liu Lu was back in the office, Su Yubing said something I don’t even eat, but I secretly sit in the community at night, eating pancakes, fruits and drinking mineral water. This morning, Su Yubing made herself late in order not to take the same elevator with me, and Fatty Sun changed places. Isn’t it just to keep with me? distance?

Fatty Sun kept a distance from me because he didn’t want Wang Yong and Liu Lu to feel bad about him, while Su Yubing kept a distance from me because he didn’t want to hurt me, didn’t want Wang Yong and Liu Lu to feel bad about me, and hoped that my situation in the company would be better ...

She took pains to keep a distance from me, and it was all for my own good, but do I really need her to treat me like this?
(End of this chapter)