Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 35 I want to resign
A mother’s tears are really heavier than a jack for a son. Since childhood, my mother has shed enough tears for this family. From the day my father was imprisoned, I secretly vowed never to cry again. It made my mother cry, but I couldn't do it. I took out the paper towel on the table, gently wiped her tears, and explained: "Mom, you misunderstood me. I don't think you're embarrassing me, I just think I need you to ask the director of the School of Media for my graduation certificate, which makes me feel ashamed. Think about it, I am in my 20s, and I am about to leave school and go to society. Expulsion, I can't solve it myself, I need my mother to take a hard seat from NMG for more than 60 hours, take the family's souvenirs to the school, and humbly ask the director of the School of Media to ask my mother to ask the school to give me a diploma. It goes without saying that others will look down on me if they know it, even I look down on myself. So, I hope you don't do this, and give me some self-esteem, okay?"

She was obviously stunned after hearing what I said, and it took a long time before she came back to her senses and said, "Son, mom didn't think so much, mom just wanted to help you get a diploma, and get this diploma at any cost , go home and get a civil servant."

"Give up on this path." I took out a cigarette and leaned on the back of the sofa and said, "I don't want to go into an official career, it's not suitable for me. Not having a diploma doesn't mean I have no future. Anyway, it's your first time in Kunming. Tonight Let me talk about it, and you won't have so many entanglements. Tomorrow, I will ask for leave and take you to have fun in Kunming for a few days. When you are about to leave, I will buy some flower cakes for grandpa to take back. Who is going to do it now? Take care of grandpa?"

"Your uncle's family is taking care of him. After all, a daughter-in-law is not as good as a daughter. Since you have decided not to graduate, then prepare to go home with your mother."

"I'm not going home." I said to my mother, "What are you doing when you go home? In such a small city, there are very few job opportunities. I want to work hard in Kunming for a few years."

"You don't even have a diploma, how can you..."

I couldn't bear it anymore, and interrupted my mother and said, "Why are you talking about the graduation certificate again? Can I live without the graduation certificate? The graduation certificate counts as a ball? Without the graduation certificate, I have to mess around Come out like a dog and prove to you that your son is not a person who can support himself with a diploma."

"You must come home with me."

"Why?" I was very unconvinced, "Why do you insist on letting me go home with you?"

"Because I'm just a son like you. I know your personality. Today you can give up your diploma for a 'friend' you just met. Is it because of another person tomorrow, even your own life?" Don't you want any more?"

"Mom... You're changing the concept secretly. How could I be so stupid that I don't even want my own life?"

"You are my son, don't I know you well? When you are good to others, you don't care about anything. You want to give everything you own to others. Your character is too easy to be deceived. You used to leave home to go to school. Mom is quite at ease. Now that you have left the campus and are facing the whole society, how can you not worry me? Your father is a living example. Playing mahjong and cards with those so-called friends was not a friend at first Do you have time to play at home? Later, I was taken to the mahjong room and chess club to gamble. Even your father couldn’t control himself, so how can I trust you? This place in Yunnan is close to the border, don’t you know? YN The province has the largest number of drug addicts in the whole country, mom is worried about you for no reason, can you understand mom? Go home with mom."

Depressedly, I took out a cigarette and turned to look for a lighter. I saw that the phone screen was on, and the name "Xiyan" was displayed on the screen. I picked up the phone and said, "Sorry, I forgot the time... "

On the other side of the phone, Xiyan said softly: "The opening ceremony has already begun, can you still catch up?"

"I can't make it in time." I said casually, "I'm arguing with my mother, and it hasn't made sense yet. I might miss the appointment tonight. You can play for a while."

"It's okay, you don't have to worry about me, if you have anything to say, tell Auntie, has she come to Kunming?"

"Yes. I just received a call on the way to 'Carve Tree Rings'. She has already arrived at Kunming Station, and she didn't even greet me in advance. I took her back to Repulse Bay and was discussing whether to stay or not."

"Your mother is just a son like you. If you have anything to say, think about it from her perspective. I won't talk to you for now. You can talk to your aunt. I'll go back by myself after playing for a while."

Putting down the phone, I looked at my mother's tired face, and took the train for more than 60 hours, and it was a hard seat!Now she is still arguing with her like a rebellious child about something she thinks is right. Xiyan is right, think about it differently, all my mother's thoughts are for my own good, she is worried that I will go astray, and worry about my life Just ruined it in my own hands.Thinking of this, I took the initiative to approach my mother and put my arms around her shoulders.

My mother said to me wronged: "Your grandfather's illness is very serious. At this time, mother still insists on coming to Kunming to see you. Your uncle and aunt are against it. They think that mother's coming to Kunming at this time is for your grandfather. I'm not responsible, but I can't help it. You are my only son. You know how our mother and son got here all these years. Mom can handle the contempt of relatives and the pressure of debt. Mom is most worried about you. Listen Let me just say a word, can I go home with my mother? Only when I see you by my side can I feel at ease. "

"Okay." I promised my mother and said, "I will go home with you when I quit my job in the company."

Her tense expression finally relaxed, showing a soothing smile, ignoring whether my decision was correct or not, at least it made my mother feel less tired at the moment, I advised her to take a bath and have a good rest tonight, sleeping on Su Yubing s room.There were more than 30 missed calls on my phone, and I didn't want to answer any of them, so I edited a WeChat message: Let's have a small gathering in Dianchi Lake tomorrow night, at [-] pm, I will send you a location later.

I sent this WeChat message to Brother Hui, Slap, Chen Chong, Xiyan, Amy, Su Yubing, and Zhuo Lan.In this strange city, there are only seven people who can be regarded as friends. This small gathering can be regarded as the last farewell. Tomorrow Tuesday, I will spend a day handing over my work to other people. In fact, there is nothing to hand over Yes, as for resigning... Who can stop me if I insist on leaving?

Soon, Su Yubing sent me back a WeChat message, asking: Dianchi is so beautiful?Never heard of this restaurant.

I replied: near our school, there is a very small restaurant, the environment is not good, but this is the place we used to come to the most, a few buddies in the dormitory would spend more than 100 yuan for a meal, at that time It already feels luxurious.

Su Yubing: Oh, so you are looking for memories. Tomorrow we have to get off work at 05:30. It seems that we are going to sneak out early.

Me: Can you lend me 3000 yuan?I will pay you back after I send my salary.

Three seconds later, a transfer message appeared on WeChat, 3000 yuan was waiting for my confirmation of receipt.

I clicked to collect and said: Thank you.

Su Yubing: Don't be so polite all of a sudden, I'm not used to it.

After getting the money, I booked a flight from Kunming to BJ on Wednesday without telling my mother. There was a special flight at 560:61 am. Because it was the off-season, the ticket cost [-] yuan, which was quite a deal, cheaper than the sleeper berth on the train T[-].

From BJ to Hailar, I bought the hard seat of train 1301 for the next day. The fare is 214. It takes 27 hours to travel. It should be after four o’clock in the afternoon when I arrive in Hailar. I can still catch the last long-distance bus and take another four hours. The bus can return to Genhe City.

This is the first time for my mother to come to Kunming. She brought a lot of delicious food at home, such as beef jerky, cheese, milk slices, and dried sausage. These are my favorite foods, especially beef jerky. The meat is black and has no appearance at all, but it is the purest beef on the grassland to dry.

I divided these souvenirs into seven parts and gave them to these friends tomorrow.

On Tuesday morning, I brought a resignation letter in front of Su Yubing, stood in front of the desk and said calmly: "Fairy, I have to leave. This is a resignation application. I will definitely pay back the 3000 yuan I owe you." Yours, definitely don't run away.

When Su Yubing heard I said that I was going to resign, she was excited at that time. She stood up from the chair, put her hands on the table and asked, "Qiuhan, what did you say? Say it again? Did I hear wrong?"

(End of this chapter)