Deadly Game: A Prosperous Love with Leng Shao

Chapter 763 Don't Be So Cruel 1
If my insistence all the time is right, why are you not by my side when I am in the most pain.I suddenly understood that this is the punishment, the biggest punishment for me. "

Her words were not condemnation, but made Huang Ye's heart ache.

He could imagine her lying in the rain desperately calling for help. When she needed him the most, he was never by her side. Instead, he was chasing a fake Fengsha, causing her to suffer all this pain.

Even if it was wrong, it was really his sin, his fault.

If he knew her a little more and trusted her a little more, instead of thinking that she would forgive him and wait for him all the time.

In fact, from the night of the engagement, his mistakes were irreversible.

Now her heart is dead, no matter how hard she tries, she is no longer willing to be with him, even if she has a weak chance, she will not give him any more.

"I'm sorry...Ke Er, why didn't I recognize you, why did I always do these things that hurt you. I'm fucking crazy, so I'm just a lunatic...I've hurt you like that in my previous life. In this life, you Still met me, was hurt again and again by me, and was almost unable to live because of me."

Huang Ye's deep and hoarse voice was full of incomparable pain and depression. He had never felt hopeless. This time, he really felt hopeless.

The unspeakable regret and self-loathing surged from the bottom of his heart.

At this moment, he hates himself so much, hates himself, and feels that he is not alone. When she was Fengsha, he had already hurt her for no reason, and forced her to do all kinds of painful things that violated principles.

I didn't expect to meet her in this life, but I didn't know her, and then tortured her even more unbearably.His so-called deep love for her was actually nothing compared to the deep-rooted hurt he had done to her.Always selfishly possessing and skimming, torturing her in the name of love. His love hurts so much that even her strong soul can't bear it.

"I say I love you, but everything I've done is just to hurt you. My love is so deep yet so superficial. I've never made you happy. Ke Er, why don't you hate me? Hate myself to death."

Huang Ye hated himself to the extreme, he was so nasty, disgusting, cruel, and selfish, the so-called scum was probably someone like him.

He knew before that he was a monster, but he didn't care a bit, because the world abandoned him, so he took revenge on others with cynical and vicious means.

Haha... Huang Ye laughed silently, extremely sad.

It is only now that I realize that I am an unforgivable scum, I have done all the evil things, so annoying, so unforgivable, but I think I am sorry for others, so in the end, even she is not willing to be with such a dirty man like him together.

This is God's punishment, the biggest and deadliest punishment for him.

Ning Ke looked at his painful expression and felt uncomfortable: "Hating you will only make me more painful, Huang Ye, you should understand now that there are too many wounds between us that cannot be bridged. If I want to continue To live on, to regain the confidence in life, I must leave here, leave you, and all the sad memories.”

"Ke Er, what do you want to do? Do you want to forget me and everything between us?"

(End of this chapter)