Mr. Fu hurt her to the bone

Chapter 629 Of course, I love you.

Jing Chun's eye circles turned red suddenly, she wanted to pull her hand back, but Xie Jingnan held on tightly and refused to let it go, Jing Chun bit her lips tightly, unwilling to look at him, but tears were about to pour out.

He really didn't want to, but he couldn't tell her the real reason why he didn't want to.

No, in fact, he thought about it at first, he wanted her to be like Fei'er, he wanted the Fu family to suffer as well, and let Fu Jingyao also taste the feeling of scratching his heart and liver.

But later, his thoughts gradually changed.

"It's not that I don't want our child, I'm just worried. We want a child now, and you put all your attention on the child... But Chun'er, I haven't lived enough of the two-person world that only belongs to us."

"But if, if I have one tonight, will you let me not have this child? It's my child and yours, our flesh and blood..."

Jing Chun couldn't help it, opened his mouth and bit his arm fiercely: "Xie Jingnan...I don't allow you to have such thoughts...I don't allow..."

He inhaled in pain, but he didn't struggle, and he still didn't forget to comfort her: "Okay, I take back this idea, I take it back now, if there is one tonight, then give birth, how can I be willing to give up our child... "

"But you said just now that you don't want children."

Jing Chun let go of his arm, still choked up.

"If he has already come, then I must want him. If he is still unwilling to come, then I am naturally happy. After all... I don't want a little guy to take Chun'er's love away from me..."

"Bah, I don't love you..." When Jing Chun said this, he suddenly thought of something, and immediately opened his eyes and stared at Xie Jingnan: "Xie Jingnan, I suddenly thought of something."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Xie Jingnan hugged her from behind, kissed her earlobe and asked gently.

"You never said you love me, do you love me or not?" Jing Chun turned over in his arms, lay on his chest and looked at him with wide eyes, not allowing him to avoid her sight, nor allowing him To change the subject, you must have a definite answer.

Xie Jingnan saw the blurred self in her eyes, and he tightened his fingers around her back, but the him in her pupils quietly averted his gaze.

"Of course, I love you."

When Xie Jingnan uttered the word love, Jing Chun's eyes were instantly radiant. He seemed to have never seen a girl with brighter eyes than hers. Only later did he realize how clear and pure a person's heart must be, to be able to There will be such a look in the eyes.

After a long time, when she lost the clear light in her eyes, when she refused to look at him again, Xie Jingnan understood that in his life, he was the closest to the bright spring, but at the last moment, he destroyed it with his own hands. .

The time on that small island was long and peaceful and happy. Originally, Xie Jingnan wanted to live here with her for a month, but two weeks later, Jing Chun still urged him to go back to the United States to pay homage to his in-laws.

When Xie Jingnan thought of his dead parents, he naturally felt regretful. His parents had never seen his glory today, nor had he died of illness before he got married and had children. This has always been an unhealed wound in his heart.

On the way to the cemetery on the mountain, neither of them spoke. Jing Chun wore white clothes and black trousers, with a white hydrangea on his skirt. Xie Jingnan once said that her mother-in-law loved hydrangeas the most.

Holding a bouquet of flowers, she walked shoulder to shoulder with Xie Jingnan in the light rain in the early morning. The fragrance of hydrangeas gradually entered her nose. Jing Chun felt that the whole person was quiet. From body and soul to soul, it seemed as if he had experienced a bath of Buddha light. Clear as a mirror.

Xie Jingnan was full of thoughts.

If his parents were still alive, he was sure that they would still choose Jing Chun between Fei'er and Jing Chun who they had grown up with.

His mother once tentatively told him that Fei'er was too thoughtful, and it was normal for a girl to be delicate, but if she was too thoughtful, it might not be a sign of a long life and good fortune.

My mother believes in Buddhism, and she has her own vision when she talks and sees people.

But now, all of this confirms his mother's words back then, but Xie Jingnan remembers that at that time, he was anxious to defend Fei'er, and even quarreled with his mother anxiously. In the end, his mother burst into tears Get up and go out, from then on, never said anything wrong about Mayfair in front of him.

Later, when his mother passed away, Xie Jingnan still remembers that when his mother was dying, she could hardly speak, but she took his hand and said to him with a strong breath, "If you still think about her in your heart, go to her." ...'

At that moment, he couldn't help but burst into tears, but his mother closed her eyes and passed away, and he couldn't even say sorry to her.

He could never tell his mother, the girl he was thinking of, she had already put someone else in her heart.

Later, Mayfair died after giving birth, and he rushed there overnight, but in the end he couldn't see her for the last time, only Sisi, who was crying in her infancy, seemed to be mourning her with loud but mournful cries. Unable to meet the biological mother.

"Is it here..."

Jing Chun's soft words suddenly interrupted Xie Jingnan's thoughts, he stopped suddenly, and the tombstone of his parents was close in front of him.

The fresh fruits in four seasons are placed as if they were new, and there are crystal dewdrops on the petals of fresh white daisies and hydrangeas. The two sticks of incense are burning quietly, and they are about to burn out. Come to pay homage to his parents.

What surprised Xie Jingnan even more was that the fresh fruit was loved by his parents, and the flower was also liked by his mother. What is even more bizarre is that the two sticks of incense burned were sandalwood. His mother believed in Buddhism sincerely during her lifetime, and the family has been like this for many years A faint sandalwood scent.

Who, who came?
He doesn't have many friends abroad, even if he has two or three close friends, they have never been so close, not to mention that close friends will not take the liberty to disturb the rest of the predecessors regardless of the year or season.

Seeing him staring blankly, Jing Chun frowned for a while, and shook her head lightly for a while. She couldn't help but feel a little worried, and pulled his sleeve and shook it gently: "Jingnan, what's wrong with you?"

"Wait for me, I'll be back soon."

After Xie Jingnan finished speaking, before Jing Chun could speak, he hurriedly turned around and walked down the mountain.

　Not bad

　　
　
(End of this chapter)