Mr. Fu hurt her to the bone

Chapter 313 I will never be able to accept that you are with me because you sympathize with me.

Zhangzhu looked up at him, Qu Fengchi's eyes turned red at some point, he let go of her hand, the smile on his lips was precarious.

"I can accept that you don't like me, love me, and reject me, but I will never be able to accept that you are with me because I lost an arm, sympathized with me, and took pity on me."

"Fengchi..."

"Listen to me."

He stood up and walked slowly to the window, the moon in the mountains was very bright and clear, even the stars could be seen clearly.

The breeze blew his clothes, revealing his extremely thin and emaciated figure.

"I once told you that the most important thing in this life is not whether you are with me, but whether you are really happy, Zhuzhu, I know, you must be sincere when you say you want to marry me Yes, what you said will definitely not break your promise, I was very happy at that time, including now..."

"This is the only and greatest long-cherished wish in my life, but after I am happy, I worry about gains and losses, Zhuzhu, if you have never loved me from the beginning to the end, why would I use your oath to bind you by my side ?”

"Fengchi..."

Zhangzhu's tears trickled down slowly, she stood up and walked to his side: "Fengchi, as I said, give me some time..."

Let me try to forget him, let me try to love you little by little.

"Beads."

Qu Fengchi turned around, his eyes were extremely gentle, he looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to engrave her in his heart.

"Don't think so much, don't feel sorry for me, this arm is not lost because of you, you don't need to feel guilty, sympathetic, and don't need to use your happiness to make up for it, if you still love him, go back, he Such a conceited person is willing to save my life for you, it can be seen that he has taken you with deep affection, I feel ashamed."

"Fengchi..."

Zhangzhu shook her head desperately, tears streaming down her face: "I said I would marry you, I won't break my word..."

"Zhuzhu, let me retain the last bit of dignity, is it okay?"

He gently pushed her hand away, without looking back at her, he just walked out of the room step by step.

"Fengchi..."

She chased after a few steps, but his figure had already disappeared without a trace at the end of the corridor.

Zhangzhu stood blankly by herself for an unknown amount of time, when she suddenly raised her hand and took off the chain that had been hanging around her neck.

The bloodstains on the leather rope for many years have long been integrated with the black leather rope, making it indistinguishable.

What is she stubbornly carrying this with her?
Is it to remind Qu Fengchi of his kindness to her and Jiashu, or is there actually a place for him in her heart?

Now that I think about it, it probably won't be the latter.

It was she who forced herself, forced herself to walk towards Qu Fengchi step by step, even Qu Fengchi could see that she only had sympathy and pity for him, guilt and gratitude, but she herself never wanted to face it squarely.

I'm sorry, Fengchi, I'm sorry.

In this world, I am the person who is least willing to hurt you, but among the people in this world, I hurt you the most.

If I distinguish between kindness and affection, maybe you don't have to get deeper and deeper. It's me who gave you endless hope and let you down again.

I, Nie Zhangzhu, was originally a selfish person from beginning to end. I only wanted peace of mind and a clear conscience, but I forgot that almost everything in this world can be forced, but only feelings cannot.

It's like I love him, but I want to push him to another woman. I thought it was fulfillment. I only thought about what would happen to the Nie family and my sisters, but I never thought that for him, my What kind of harm will it do.

It's like I have never come out of the past, but I say to you again and again, Feng Chi, give me some time.

I only care about my own feelings, and never think about what is in your heart. In this world, there is no second woman who is more selfish than me.

I don't deserve his deep affection, and I don't deserve Qu Fengchi's sincere love and protection from you.

A selfish person like me deserves to be alone for the rest of his life, experiencing all the sufferings in this world that we can’t ask for.

Qu Fengchi sat by the pond all night, the summer night sky was full of stars, as if he could pluck a few with just reaching out.

He had thought countless times that he would spend the rest of his life peacefully with her and Jia Shu.

She had already said that she was going to marry him, but he pushed her away hypocritically.

The heart is not enough, that's about it. Those who have her are not satisfied, and they still want to get her heart.

Qu Fengchi, oh Qu Fengchi, you've been like this since you were a child.

So what about this pride?In exchange for the person you adore?
For the rest of your life, when you think of the day you brushed shoulders with her, will you really, not regret it?

There was a faint sound of a car outside the house, and after a while, a servant came over cautiously and said, "It's that Mr. Fu who wants to visit Miss Nie."

Qu Fengchi leaned back and rested his head on his arm. He looked up at the sky above his head, and the Cowherd and Weaver Girl looked at each other from a distance across a bank.

He suddenly smiled: "Mr. Fu, please come in, and then tell Ms. Nie that there is a guest."

The servant responded and left, and after a while, Fu Jingxing's car drove into his mansion, and the flower hall in his mansion where he met distinguished guests was also lit up with dazzling lights.

He sat alone by the pond, and through the shadows of trees and flowers, he vaguely saw the small building built on a high place according to the terrain, as if it was an illusion of a fairy mountain and sea of ​​clouds.

What would they say, and what would happen to her?

He doesn't want to know, probably, and won't know.

Fu Jingxing walked into the flower hall, looked around and did not see Jiashu, so he asked her, "Where is Jiashu?"

"Already asleep."

Seeing that his lips were slightly pale, Zhang Zhu couldn't help frowning: "Sit down first, I'll pour you a glass of water..."

　Our Fengchi will always make people feel distressed~~~
　　I really want to abuse the heroine if I don't give Piao Piao, I haven't abused her for a long time. o(∩_∩)o
　　And the most resentful thing is that there is no monthly pass for Jiageng. . . .

　　
　
(End of this chapter)