Flowers bloom on Moshang and wait for the clouds to come

Chapter 783 Let's Not Argue (12)

Jun Mo was silent, his heart was already full of pain.

He knows Yunxi's affection for him, they have gone through ups and downs and finally got together, she is his sunshine, and he is also the most brilliant color of her life.But at that time, who would have thought that they would face today's situation?

"Jun Mo, don't think about it anymore, you don't like what I do, you tell me, what I did wrong, you also tell me, I will change, let's face difficulties together, now, let's go to eat, shall we? ?" Xia Yunxi put down the comb and went to hold his hand.

As soon as he touched his hand, Jun Mo dodged like an electric shock, and said with difficulty: "Yunxi, you don't understand my feelings."

"No, I understand, you just feel that your eyes are blind, you feel that you have become useless, you are no longer a mountain, people can rely on, people look up to you, you feel that you have become a burden, you feel that you can no longer give My happiness will only drag me down, won't it?"

Jun Mo turned his face away, speechless, every word she said hit his mind.

"So, you think it's for my own good to drive me away. In fact, you don't want to drive me away at all. You love me, you need me, and you said that I am your sunshine. If you drive the sunshine away, then you What's left in the world? It's darkness except darkness. Jun Mo, it's not that I don't understand you, nor that you don't understand me, you're just stuck in a feeling of inferiority that you can't extricate yourself from."

"This is also normal. If I were me, I might be more inferior and desperate than you, because I am not as strong as you, but I believe that you can definitely cheer up. It’s no big deal if you can’t see your eyes. If you must do this If you lose your self-esteem, then I'll poke my eyes blind too, and I won't see with you, will it make you feel better?" Xia Yunxi said as she got up and went to look through the drawer.

When Jun Mo heard the sound of opening a drawer, he couldn't help being shocked: "Yunxi, what are you doing?"

"Look for a needle, look for an awl, I told you to go blind with you, let's see if you have any reason to drive me away." Xia Yunxi wasn't just saying it out of anger, at this very moment, she wanted to do it.

She doesn't want to see Jun Mo close the door of his heart, and hide alone in a dark corner, pitying himself. If this is the only way to get into his heart, she will not hesitate to be blind.

Jun Mo got up in a hurry, and in a hurry, bumped into a corner of the coffee table, causing a sharp pain in his calf bone, but he didn't care so much, he stumbled towards Xia Yunxi, and as soon as he touched her corner, he hugged her, two With her arms firmly around her hands, her voice trembled: "Yun Xi, don't do stupid things."

Xia Yunxi struggled: "Let go of me, aren't you going to drive me away? If that's the case, you don't have to worry about what I do."

"Yunxi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, you're right, I have low self-esteem, I can't accept the fact that I'm blind, I'm afraid I can't give you happiness, I'm afraid one day you will think I'm just a burden , Yunxi, I'm sorry, I love you so much, I love you so much that I'm afraid of losing, and I don't know why I became so fragile, I don't look like myself..." Jun Mo said painfully.

Xia Yunxi's tears were like a river breaking its embankment, and she couldn't stop, her heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe.

Such Jun Mo made her heart ache.

"Jun Mo, six years ago, when I was defiled by Sheng Jianfeng, I really wanted to die. That morning, I stood in the middle of the road, hoping that the passing vehicles would kill me, but I thought, I'm dead, you It would be so sad, so I chose to escape to the United States. When I arrived in the United States, I suffered from severe depression. When I was the thinnest, I was only skinny and weighed less than 70 catties. I thought about ending this painful life countless times, but Every time I think of you, I can barely stop, five years, such a long time, I survived by remembering every bit of us together."

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