If you don't give up, hold hands

Chapter 15 Extra Story: Pan Shiguang
His name is Pan Shiguang, and he is an orphan. The aunt of the orphanage said that he was thrown at the gate of the courtyard when he was a baby.No birthday, no last name, no root child.Later he followed the surname of Uncle Pan who discovered him.The name time is to hope that the time in his life will be good.

At the age of 16, he was imprisoned for the first time because of fighting.The reason was because the rich looked down on him. He had a bad personality and was irritable, so he directly punched the rich man until half his life was left.He hates rich people very much.

He dropped out of high school in the first year of high school. He doesn't like reading. The only way out is to study. It's all bullshit. He doesn't believe it.He wants to come out early to make money, and he wants to make a lot of money, so that those who look down on him will be surprised.But he has no education and is young, what can he do?
Can only rely on the face!He was very handsome, he first served plates in nightclubs, and later learned to bartending and became a bartender.In that bar circle, spoiled by women, his personality is quite rampant.

A place where fish and dragons are mixed is not peaceful after all.

At the age of 20, he was imprisoned for the second time, again because of fighting, but this time he did not beat the person to half his life, but made the person severely disabled by mistake. He was sentenced to six years in prison.

In prison, he worked hard to change his character.He knew that if this went on, he would never make it.Environment, it is so easy to change a person.It only took him four years to completely change his mind from the beginning to the end, he was completely reborn, he knew what to say on any occasion, and he was smoother than a loach.In prison, he was like a duck to water.

When he saw Fu Yuxiu for the first time, he felt that the boy was covered with cold air and was not easy to get close to. If he wanted to get close, he would have to freeze half to death first.He wants to be nice to himself, so he chooses to stay away.

It was rumored that Fu Yuxiu was the heir of the Fu family.Fu!Who in City A doesn't know Mr. Fu?He thought it was incredible.All the people of the same age who came to this kind of place for reform had always been in the same category as him.No father or mother or lack of parental discipline, the arrogant character is just to protect oneself, the stubbornness is just to prove his existence, to prove himself by protecting himself badly!

But does Fu Yuxiu need this?But judging by the chill radiating from his body, he was not that kind of person.Then there is only one reason - accident.

Pan Shiguang admitted that he approached Fu Yuxiu at the risk of freezing to death in order to pave the way for his future.He would never have such an opportunity to meet a person at the top of the pyramid in his life. Since God gave him this opportunity, how could he miss it?

The more vulnerable a person is, the easier it is to attack.It's just that Pan Shiguang didn't expect that such a cold boy would be so wronged, he leaned on his arms and wept bitterly, shouting: Qin Suoyi, Qin Suoyi, why don't you believe me?Why……

At that time, Pan Guangguang thought that Qin Suoyi was the person he liked.

The answer came out quickly.

Fu Yuxiu always talked in his sleep, slept very restlessly, always broke out in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, and then muttered in his mouth, roughly meaning: Yiyi, I like you, do you know that?Why don't you believe me, I'm so heartbroken.

Later, he moved Fu Yuxiu with his love and companionship.He had to admit that Fu Yuxiu was a simple-minded and kind-hearted boy, so he was deceived just like that.That's right, he was hypocritical, all he wanted was a bright future after he got out of prison.

Through understanding, he knew that Fu Yuxiu's happiest childhood was Qin Suoyi.He knew that Fu Yuxiu only liked one person, and that was Qin Suoyi.He knew that the person Fu Yuxiu hated the most was Qin Suoyi.He knew that Fu Yuxiu was ill, and the name of the illness was Qin Suoyi.

Fu Yuxiu was a poor man who was terminally ill.Pan Shiguang hated the rich very much. He hated the rich very much, but for some reason, he took pity on Fu Yuxiu, and it only took one night for him to show his true feelings.

That night, Fu Yuxiu seemed to be having a nightmare, talking in his sleep, sometimes surprised, sometimes angry, and the longest lasting one was sad.He kept repeating and murmuring in pain, that was his injury, an injury he couldn't describe.

He said: Qin Suoyi, why don't you love me.

He said: Why do I love you so much, Qin Suoyi.

He said: Qin Suoyi, why don't you believe me.In your eyes, am I really that bad?

He said: I hate you so much, but I am afraid that you will be sad and take the blame for the person you like, do you know?

Pan Shiguang looked at him, as if seeing himself back then.He was adopted at the age of four, and his adoptive parents miraculously gave birth to a daughter. He felt that he would no longer be loved by them, so he tried hard to please, so cautious, sad, but eager for a response.The adoptive father and adoptive mother are not rich, and there is a lot of pressure to support the two children. He is afraid that the child chosen by the adoptive father and adoptive mother will not be him.Rather than being abandoned, it is better to live and die on its own. He deliberately learned bad things, dropped out of school logically, came out to work early to earn money, and chose to live alone.

It's not that I ruined myself on purpose, but I care too much and don't want to be hurt...

It turned out that he was not the only one who had such thoughts.There are also rich heirs of the Fu family.At that moment, Pan Shiguang felt a sense of sympathy for each other. Looking at the boy who was younger than him and hadn't experienced anything, he suddenly felt a desire to protect.He knew, not sympathy, but understood the boy's bitterness.

In prison, he told Fu Yuxiu a lot, and let Fu Yuxiu understand that loving yourself is more important than loving others, don't be stupid anymore.The end of a fool is no longer as simple as going to jail, but a groundless prison to bind himself forever, without getting relief.

Fu Yuxiu assured him that he would let go of Qin Suoyi, let go of his feelings for Qin Suoyi, let go of everything in the past, and start a new life.

He was very pleased.He wants the two to start over.

He came out before Fu Yuxiu.Fu Yuxiu gave him a sum of money to learn some economics and management knowledge.He knew that Fu Yuxiu had made up his mind.He should respond.He didn't even know that he would work so hard to help Fu Yuxiu so desperately.What is it that makes him so?He couldn't find a reason, probably Fu Yuxiu was the only friend he really made, he cherished it very much, and wanted to prove to Fu Yuxiu that he was worth making.

All the inmates said that he really loved Fu Yuxiu.Isn't it?Take care of him and love him like a mother chicken.Sometimes he feels it too much, but he can't control it, maybe he cherishes this friendship too much.

He remembered that the night his grandfather passed away, Fu Yuxiu caught an early flight to Holland.In the engine room, Fu Yuxiu was standing by the French windows, listening to the rumble of the plane taking off, and watching the plane rising and falling. Although his handsome side face was expressionless, there was a hint of sadness in his bones.He rushed to the airport to deliver the documents for him, and he stood not far away watching Fu Yuxiu standing in a state of fascination.Time seemed to go back to seven years ago. There was a down-and-out young man standing in front of a high wall, with his head slightly raised, looking outside in despair, his whole body exuding a touch of sadness.That was the most impressive appearance in his memory.

Pan Shiguang felt sorry for him.A confident boy who thought he could get the whole world lost everything in an instant. That kind of everything is called trust.His parents didn't believe him, his grandparents didn't believe him, and the woman he loved most didn't believe him.This feeling of betrayal, he hates, he hurts, and more of it is despair.

Fu Yuxiu said, if he hadn't been by Fu Yuxiu's side, probably there would be no Fu Yuxiu now.He is grateful to him.They chatted a lot, but for the content, what Pan Guangguang remembered most was a person's name——Qin Suoyi.Fu Yuxiu told him that the first time he saw Qin Suoyi, he felt that Qin Suoyi was the same kind of person as he was, a cub living at the top of the food chain whose parents had gone to rule their own territory, and he had to be good enough to be with him. Be cautious to protect yourself.No childhood, no freedom, no joy.He wanted to hold Qin Suoyi's hand, and wanted her to be his companion.But Qin Suoyi was like others, afraid of him, afraid of him, and didn't know how to treat him with true emotion.He was annoyed, he was angry, he vented on her, and kept bullying her, just like treating a toy for his entertainment.Fu Yuxiu said, people are really wonderful things, the people who are obviously the most dismissive are the ones who care the most.After she left him, he missed her very much, and sometimes dreamed that he was kissing her, and then woke up with a smile.He felt inferior, but he also understood that he fell in love with this toy who grew up with him, and wanted to be with her forever.Regardless of his mother's dissuasion, he insisted on returning home.Because Mandarin is so poor, I had to study Mandarin in the Netherlands for more than a year.He wanted to give her a surprise, but she gave him a fright. She was going to live with someone else... His heart hurts so much.The girl he fell in love with didn't love him.

Pan Shiguang still remembered how he returned to Fu Yuxiu in this way—how many excellent girls do you have to fall in love with?
That's right, in Pan Shiguang's eyes, Fu Yuxiu is very good, perfect.

When Qin Suoyi announced his name, Pan Shiguang finally met the woman he had been curious about for a long time.

Three words popped out of his mind immediately.

Not worthy.

Qin Suoyi was not worthy of Fu Yuxiu in his eyes.Although she was beautiful and temperamental, she was not good enough for one thing. She didn't have Fu Yuxiu's affection for her like a fool.

Although he has always been curious about Qin Suoyi, he is a little disgusted with Qin Suoyi's appearance from the bottom of his heart.Fu Yuxiu's life has returned to peace, Fu Yuxiu has his own goals and is moving forward, maybe Fu Yuxiu will marry Zhao Ziyan and have children.If you don't have the love you want, but you have the life you want, why not?
Fu Yuxiu said that he would no longer be like a fool, hoping that Qin Suoyi would come into his arms one day, he would abandon this relationship, and no longer love Qin Suoyi.

If Qin Suoyi didn't show up, Pan Guangguang might believe it.

But Qin Suoyi appeared, and Fu Yuxiu's eyes that had no desire for love told him that he really missed her so much, so... Missed her so much.

In the year he came out of prison, he discovered that Fu Yuxiu had changed a lot, and was fundamentally different from the Fu Yuxiu he saw at first sight.He learned to put on a mask, he learned to intrigue, and he learned to be unfeeling.This is a good sign, he is very glad that Fu Yuxiu has learned the way to protect himself.

Yes, Fu Yuxiu is really unfeeling, such a perfect person, with excellent family background, appearance, and character, is unwilling to touch love, and even avoids it.Pan Shiguang sometimes teased him, did Qin Suoyi have to?
Fu Yuxiu always denied it.

It wasn't until Pan Shiguang met Qin Suoyi for the first time that he realized that some love stories are not as simple as fate, but also have an indestructible persistence.There is nothing wrong with Qin Suoyi, she is a beautiful woman.Beauty is beauty, but it does not mean that a person will only love her for a lifetime, there must be something extraordinary.

Contacted for 5 minutes, deliberately made things difficult, and found out that she was a female hooligan who was very clever.

He dared to say that he could replicate tens of thousands of Qin Suoyi like this, but he also dared to say that he could not replicate a man who liked her like Fu Yuxiu.If it wasn't for fulfilling the original promise, Fu Yuxiu might have given in already.Do not disturb, is his last tenderness.

Unable to live up to expectations, Qin Suoyi came to look for Fu Yuxiu, and from then on, that precarious self-control instantly collapsed...

Ever since Fu Yuxiu proposed to ask Qin Suoyi to speak for him, he knew that this was Fu Yuxiu's frankness about his love.Fu Yuxiu didn't want to end this hard-won fate just like this, how much persistence would it take to wait?
Fu Yuxiu told him the answer.

Love, love, will let people see the most vulnerable side of a person, and it will also let people see the most persistent side of a person.

So where is his love?
Zhao Ziyan is a very special woman. Her overly wealthy family makes her powerful. Every time she sees her, Pan Shiguang's psychological burden is very heavy.He didn't like such a rich woman very much, but he felt that only such a woman was worthy of Fu Yuxiu.He continued to match and encourage Fu Yuxiu, but Fu Yuxiu always played sloppy.It was not easy until Fu Yuxiu made up his mind to get along with Zhao Ziyan, but during the time of getting along, Fu Yuxiu became more clear about his intentions.Qin can't depend on him!

When he knew that Fu Yuxiu and Qin Suoyi were together, he was angry. He was angry at Fu Yuxiu's courage, and even more angry at Fu Yuxiu's persistence in this relationship.Anger to anger, he is Fu Yuxiu's best friend, how could he be willing to make him sad again?Since you can't let it go, let's make it happen.

What about Zhao Ziyan?If it's another woman, she can be ruthless, but can the huge five-ring group behind Zhao Ziyan be offended?Can't afford it!When the time comes to tear the face apart, it will no longer be as simple as a love triangle, but the entire Fu family.

This is a career that Fu Yuxiu has managed to gain a foothold in!How could he stand by as a friend?

The only way is to let Zhao Ziyan move on without Zhao Ziyan's knowledge.Leave this task to him.

He learned about Zhao Ziyan's unknown side by searching Zhao Ziyan's hobbies.She once had a girlish and innocent love, and she loved a man very hard and desperately.But that man chose to leave her because of money. She blamed her father and hated her for many years. It was not until later that she realized that the man she once loved had been extorting money from her father, otherwise she would continue to be friends with Zhao Ziyan...

Dirty money tainted with pure emotion, it smells so bad.

Pan Shiguang felt that he had a lot of sympathy, and it was the same for Fu Yuxiu, and it was the same for Zhao Ziyan.The initial contact had a purpose, but in the end unfortunately gave the heart.

He successfully made Zhao Ziyan fall in love with her. Seeing this silly woman getting deeper and deeper into him, he finally couldn't stand his conscience, so he told her.Zhao Ziyan replied to him, she already knew it, she had been waiting for him to tell her, if she waited, then she would be a foolish woman who was desperate for love again.

At the moment of embracing each other, Pan Shiguang probably understood why Fu Yuxiu was so attached to a relationship.With the feelings of the heart, I feel really happy when I talk about love.

When the relationship between the two became more and more intense, his friend Fu Yuxiu was sometimes in a trance.The reason was Yuan Qing's strong opposition, but Qin Suoyi had to ask his mother's consent before getting married.Fu Yuxiu made a request to Zhao Ziyan.Zhao Ziyan used the name of Wuhuan Group to destroy Qin's various projects, and he saved Qin's various projects like a savior. The bitter trick is really a good strategy.Of course, the bargaining chip for Zhao Ziyan to help is Pan Shiguang.If Zhao Ziyan doesn't help to sabotage, then he won't be let go!The so-called I can't get happiness, others can't get happiness either.

Pan Shiguang joked to Fu Yuxiu: You really are the kind of person who stabs brothers twice for women.

Fu Yuxiu replied: You really are the one who stabs both sides for your brother.

Yes, he is.Because he felt that it was worth it for Fu Yuxiu.

Qin Suoyi deserved to have such a man who worked so hard for her in his life.

(End of this chapter)