write our ending together

Chapter 8 Song Qingwan, don't cry!

Part1
He groaned, his mind was blank for a moment, and he opened his eyes, why is he still in the staff room of the restaurant?

Fan Rusheng frowned tightly, thinking desperately.

Yesterday he just wanted to come in and take a rest, and then fell asleep... what next?What's next?
He seemed to have had a long dream. In the dream, a pair of gentle little hands kept touching his forehead and whispering in his ear, but what did she say?But he couldn't think of it any more.

He closed his eyes, shook his head, and the fever had subsided.

"Rusheng! You're awake!"

A familiar voice came from behind, and Rusheng turned her head, with obvious surprise in her black eyes: "Mo Luo, what is it?

you? "

"Otherwise, who do you want?" Mo Luo was holding the freshly cooked porridge, which was so thick that the fragrance could be smelled from far away. She walked in and closed the door lightly, with a bit of reproach in her tone, " You didn't come home last night, and my aunt was so worried. She called Cao Zhou later and found out that you fell ill here. My aunt wanted to come over, but I thought she was not in good health, so I asked Ru Xiao to stay with her at home. Here you go." She carried it over and sat down on the chair, "Come, drink the porridge."

Ru Sheng's expression was a little dazed, so he really just had a dream?

That voice and that touch were all his dreams?His hallucinations?He admitted that he rarely experienced such delusions.

After regaining consciousness, Mo Luo was smiling and said to him: "I declare in advance that I didn't make this porridge. I saw that there is ready-made porridge in the kitchen, so I brought it to you."

Rusheng was startled, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up: "Thank you."

She is always gentle and playful, he likes to see her smile, from the moment she enters his life, even

She is one year older than him, and she likes to act like a sister, but in his eyes, she has never regarded her as a sister. It is a kind of liking. She didn't ask, and he didn't say it. That's enough, for him As far as it is concerned, even if it is only an accidental appearance, an illusion of accidental happiness.

"How is it? Does it taste good?" Mo Luo leaned over and smelled it, "It smells very fragrant, I'm so hungry that I'm so hungry
ring. "

Rusheng just put down the spoon that was brought into the mouth, and asked hesitantly: "Do you want to taste it? If you don't mind—"

"Okay!" He was interrupted before he finished speaking, she smiled, "You feed me?"

After a moment of silence, he replied in a low voice, "Okay."

The door was closed quietly, Qingwan's five fingers were on the doorknob, in fact, it wasn't that she didn't work hard enough, right?It's just that he already has someone else in his heart, so no matter how hard she tries, it's futile, right?

Walking outside the store, it was frosty outside, it was four o'clock in the morning, the lights on the street were still so brilliant, the light from the street lamps pierced her eyes, and the down jacket still carried his remaining warm breath, which made Qing Wan His eyes became even more bitter, let's go, walk faster, leave quickly, go back to sleep and treat it as a dream.

Qingwan began to trot on the street at night, letting the wind scatter her long hair, she didn't know where she was going, she only knew that the small voice in her mind reminded her to run, urging her steps, as if Run a race without purpose.

He ran across the sidewalk, ran to the school avenue, passed through the teaching building, and bumped into Tang Peng at the corner.

"Qingwan, where are you going?"

Tang Peng grabbed her with a big hand and caught her who was a headless fly.

where to goWhere else can she go?In fact, she doesn't know where she should go, she doesn't want to go back to the dormitory, she just wants to be alone for a while, think about it, how much courage can she have to keep going in the face of the unknown ending where she can't see the destination?
I always thought that as long as I work hard, there will be results, so she always perseveres, and every time she gives, she thinks, maybe she hasn't done enough, maybe as long as she works a little harder, he will like her a little bit, but I don't know, I have worked hard enough, overflowed, and others didn't take it to heart at all.

"Qingwan, are you crying?" Tang Peng asked in surprise.

"No." She sniffed and said stubbornly.

Part2
"It may be that the night is too dark, and the thick fog covered my eyes. I saw it wrong?" Tang Peng resolved Qingwan's stubbornness and embarrassment with one sentence.

"..." Qingwan was in a bad mood, but she couldn't help but chuckled and asked, "Are you going out so early?"

"Well, I invited a few classmates to watch the sunrise on the mountain, and we gathered in the administrative building." He smiled gently, "Would you like to go to the mountain as well?"
Block to go? "

"Can I go too?" I wanted to go because I didn't want to go back to the dormitory, and because I couldn't sleep at all, but after thinking about it, I shook my head, "Forget it, I won't go, I don't know your classmates well. "

"Don't people become familiar after spending time together?" He smiled, and there were very shallow dimples when his thin lips curled up, "Let's go, why don't you come to G City to see the most beautiful sunset in G City?" And panorama, it's a pity."

is that so?Qingwan nodded suddenly, and looked at her watch again. There are still two and a half hours before the door of the dormitory will open. In order to save unnecessary trouble, it's okay for her to go, and this year, how much she and Tang Peng We seldom meet each other, so we can be regarded as friends.

"That's troublesome!"

"No trouble." Tang Peng smiled, "It is our honor to invite beautiful women to join us." He changed the subject, "Let's go to the administrative building now, they are probably all here."

"Okay." Qing Wan smiled and nodded.

Arriving at the administration building, a dozen or so classmates were waiting there. Achilles was the first to see Tang Peng and Qingwan, and ran towards them, with a rather surprised tone: "Ah! It's really Qingwan, I didn't expect the boss to date you, I didn't even say it." Before Qing Wan could explain, he turned around and asked the class monitor who was the initiator of watching the sunrise this time: "Do you mind if there are more than one person?"

Both Tang Peng and Qingwan are very eye-catching people, as early as when Acne was running this way, everyone else saw them.

The squad leader is taller and looks like a good student with glasses, he nodded hurriedly: "You can bring your family, you can take your family."

Qingwan was even more embarrassed, but Tang Peng pretended to be deep and didn't explain.

As soon as they approached, a group of people looked at Qing Wan unceremoniously. It is undeniable that Qing Wan is indeed a long-known beauty of H University. Young Master Tang, who has seen many beauties, would be so infatuated with her.

Everyone is here, and the squad leader is in charge of distributing bicycles. Qing Wan finds out that there are several other girls besides herself among the dozen or so people. Naturally, girls need to be taken care of more at this time. The riders are all boys, and the girls are in charge of sitting. behind the bike.

A few of the girls among them were quite depressed. Originally, they had planned to compete for Young Master Tang's car a few days ago, but who would have thought that a Cheng Yao, Jin Song, and Qingwan would come out halfway, and now no one had a chance, so Able to catch up with other boys' cars.

A group of people set off by bicycle, sitting in the back of the car in the dark early morning, looking at a group of boys and girls riding bicycles, suddenly remembered that when I was in high school, I often heard adults lament that in my life, when I was a student It is the happiest moment, carefree and youthful.

At this time, people passing by will see three or five girls talking and laughing behind the car on the wide road, and boys riding hard in front, and don’t forget to be handsome while riding, and the wind blowing through them encourages them Thick clothes and short hair fluttered in the wind, and the cold wind at four o'clock in the morning rustled in my ears.

When the traffic lights stopped, Tang Peng turned his head slightly and asked, "Is it cold?"

Qing Wan shook her head and said, "It's not cold."

The girl in the car seat on the opposite side said eccentrically: "In high school, we went on a winter outing together, and I never heard you ask such a thoughtful question when we were sitting in the back of your car. Girlfriend and friend are only one word worse, and the treatment is just as high as heaven." Underground!"

A boy behind heard it, and said loudly with a smile: "Look at what you said, student Luo Sisi, did you use Lengsuanling in the morning? Your teeth are so sour."

Then there was the sound of everyone laughing. Originally, Qingwan was a little embarrassed, but seeing that the girl was not malicious, and everyone was laughing happily, her mood improved accordingly.

Tang Peng grinned grinningly: "Student Sisi, how many years have you said that we have been friends, won't you get goose bumps when you say those nasty things?"

Luo Sisi rolled her eyes: "Friendship belongs to friendship, but I'm still a girl anyway, I'll die if I care about it."

"Okay, okay... Then, classmate Sisi, are you cold now?" While speaking, his eyes were still pretending to be very gentle.

Luo Sisi shivered unbearably: "Don't say it, it's really cold!"

Part3
This time even Qingwan couldn't help laughing out loud, Su Yi's friends and the friends of Su Yi's friends were just like her, very interesting.

Surrounded by the thin morning mist, the car began to move forward again, the endless asphalt road stretched indefinitely, and the young girls facing the wind revealed their youthful vigor.

The distance is long. These boys are used to hitchhiking when they go out, and they are just interested in cycling. After about half an hour, their original speed dropped.

Luo Sisi glanced at the cleaning truck that just passed by, and said a little depressed: "With our speed, will the sun come out before we reach the top of the mountain? Look, that truck sweeping the road is faster than us."

"Miss, don't complain if you are riding a car. Otherwise, I'm afraid it won't be much faster than a tractor."

"Humph!"

The speed of the tortoise finally caught up with the moment when the sun came out.

Standing on the top of the highest mountain in City G, more than a dozen people lined up in a row, as if to welcome the country's leaders.

From this angle, you can have a panoramic view of the prosperity and beauty of the whole city, giving people a feeling of gazing at the world, leaving behind the world and being independent. The time is just right, and in the distance, the sky and the earth meet, and the golden sun gradually appears, shining brightly Light up the entire sky.

"Ah—" Someone couldn't help but spread his arms flat, waving in the wind, and shouted, "It's so cool! It's so cool—"

Then came a second voice with outstretched arms and shouted: "Ah—"

The empty valley echoed one after another "Ah-ah-ah-"

Tang Peng turned his head to the side, but saw Qingwan's eyes narrowed slightly, the corners of her mouth fluttering, and the wind blowing her long black hair, it was mesmerizing.

"How is it? This trip is not in vain, is it?"

She opened her eyes, and the light hurt her eyes a little: "Thank you, I think I will have a good mood today."

"Qing Wan." Tang Peng couldn't help calling her name, "Actually..."

"Ah?" She turned her head and met his bright and complex eyes. Your complex love is so obvious that Qing Wan dare not look at it directly.

Part4
Tang Peng is so smart, how could he fail to see her reaction, "In the future..." He shifted his gaze to the cloud trimmed with gold, and said, "Can I watch the sunrise with you?"

It turned out to be like this, Qing Wan's heart almost jumped out of her throat and returned to its original position, "Of course."

In fact, if some things are not said, everyone can pretend that nothing is wrong. If they say it, the original relationship may deteriorate. In this regard, Tang Peng is obviously a smart person.

People really aren't made of iron.

Qingwan didn't sleep all night, and went climbing again early in the morning. When she showed up to work in the western restaurant, she could basically fall asleep standing up.

Fortunately, there were no guests at noon, Xiaofan saw that her face was not good, so he asked her to rest first.

Sitting in the corner at night, basking in the winter sun, drowsy.

"Beauty seems to be in a bad mood today." Cao Zhou suddenly said to Fan Rusheng.

Fan Rusheng looked at Qing Wan who was not far away, and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

"Yo! You will ask her what's wrong? I thought you would just ignore my words!"

"..."

When Qingwan was still in a daze, she felt something falling in front of her, she raised her head and looked at the person who could not appear in front of her eyes, against the light, she couldn't see his expression clearly even if she squinted her eyes, "Rusheng? "

"Drink some hot water." After a pause, he continued, "If you don't feel well, go back and rest. I'll ask for leave for you."

"No, no need." Qingwan was flattered, and pinched herself secretly to see if she was sleepy.

He opened his mouth, closed it again, turned and went about his business.

She stared blankly at his back, and suddenly said, "Rusheng."

He stopped and looked back at her, "what's the matter?"

She's a little silly, what's wrong?She didn't know what was going on with her, so she stopped him to do something.

Shaking his head, it took him a long time to make up a bad reason: "Thank you for the water."

"Need not."

"Oh."

Looking at Rusheng's leaving back, Qingwan lay back on the table again, still looking listless, staring at the transparent glass in a daze, his face looked much better just now, he should be cured, right?Maybe it's because he took care of him all night yesterday that it's rare for him to show kindness to himself so well?
She didn't dare to think too much, for fear that she would be affectionate, no, in fact, she had been acting affectionately all along.She obviously knew that he had someone he liked, but she didn't know what she was still struggling with.

Thinking of the unexpected kiss last night, the sweetness was unexpectedly lost in my heart, but it was full of bitterness, and my fingers unconsciously wrote Fan Rusheng's name on the glass with one or two strokes.As I write, I feel irritable and helpless,

Part5
Later, when the manager saw that Qing Wan was pale and seemed about to faint, he quickly called Su Yi to pick him up.

Qingwan didn't know how she returned to the dormitory, her head was in a mess, and there was Su Yi's chirping voice scolding her, and then she slept in a daze, right?
The dream was very bad. There was a person who kept crying, crying heartbreakingly, tears streaming down, and such conversations kept coming from my ears:

"What I owe you...in my next life...pay it back to you!"

"I thought you would say... you don't want to... see me again in your next life..."

Then there was the sound of crying again, which was extremely piercing, as if he wanted to vent out the sadness, disappointment and grievance in his heart through such hysterical crying.

Then there is the countryside of childhood again, with the huge locust tree and the dozing little boy and the little girl looking up at him.

Like a spell, among all her memories, this paragraph is the only one that is extremely clear.

I don't know how long I slept, but someone pushed her in the dimness, saying, "Qingwan, wake up, what dream are you dreaming about? Why are you crying so sadly?"

Qingwan's consciousness was still confused, she turned over and continued to sleep soundly. This time there was no crying in the dream, but her side face was wet and sticky. She was extremely uncomfortable, so she took out the pillow and continued to sleep dimly.

When she woke up, it was already dark. She sat on the bed for a while, listening to the sensational dialogue that appeared in her dream on Chen Jiaojiao's computer. In my impression, she seemed to like watching such idol dramas, especially Korean dramas. , Sometimes I can often see her laughing like a lunatic facing the computer alone, and occasionally crying like a broken love. The crying voice in the dream just now should be hers, right?

She stretched out her hand to touch her face, it was so dry that even the slightest pulling of the corner of her mouth would hurt.

Get up, brush your teeth and wash your face, Su Yi just came in with a lunch box, saw her get up, said: "You woke up on time, come, I brought you a meal, eat it while it's hot."

Qingwan nodded, took the lunch box, and said thank you.

Su Yi sat opposite her, and said slowly: "Eating this meal has a price."

Qingwan was surprised, she stared at the food in her hand, and weighed the danger of eating it.

"It scares you, you should eat first." Su Yi said with a smile: "Wait for the basketball game with buns, in the basketball hall, I want you to accompany me to see it."

"You know I'm not very interested in this." She lowered her head and unconsciously poked the food in the bowl with a spoon.

"Who else are you interested in besides Fan Rusheng?"

"..." Qingwan raised her head, Su Yi looked at her with some meaning in her eyes, she twitched the corners of her mouth, not knowing what to say.

"It's all about accompanying me." Su Yi said, "You can also take it as a relaxation."

"I'm in a bad mood...is it obvious?"

"What do you think?"

Qingwan regretted picking such a topic, and was thinking of changing it, but Su Yi said with a smile: "But it's okay, how can such a small setback hit our classmate Song? Isn't it just a Fan Rusheng, lost He is alone, and there are tens of thousands of others waiting in line behind us. There are not many things in our school, but there are many men, and they are all good-looking. Isn't it up to you to choose?"

Qingwan pursed her lips and smiled: "It's as if I can't wait to have a boyfriend."

"Isn't it? Haste makes waste, let me tell you, the last time I heard a bad joke about acne, a stag was running on the road, and it became a highway when it ran. Tell me, people Acne is not very good, but he can tell jokes and raise small animals, how caring, this shows that there is not only one Fan Rusheng in this world, you can't feel sad for him every day, and affect your mood."

Qingwan couldn't help laughing.

If possible, she really wanted to yell at him: Fan Rusheng!I like you so much, you will die if you like me?

Part6
Qingwan followed Su Yi to the basketball court next to the school's physical education department. Su Yi had a good relationship with others, and someone helped her occupy the seat. She dragged the helpless Qingwan to sit in the first row of the auditorium.

The basketball hall was full, everyone had excited expressions on their faces, and even the air seemed to be boiling.

On the basketball court, there are two teams of boys in blue and white basketball uniforms.

The basketball game has already started for 10 minutes, so the atmosphere is very lively.

In such a scene, Qingwan unexpectedly saw him, Fan Rusheng!
"How? Do you no longer regret coming here with me?" Su Yi's voice came from the side.

Qingwan looked over and found that Su Yi's eyes were fixed on a certain figure on the basketball court. She looked over curiously, and it turned out to be Tang Peng.

Different from the usual laughing face, Tang Peng on the court is very serious, but why is Su Yi's eyes looking at him so familiar, just like her eyes when she looked at Fan Rusheng, could it be...

Xu Shi felt her eyes, Su Yi tilted his head to look at her, and said with a smile: "Today is the basketball game of the School of Foreign Languages ​​of the Medical School, Fan Rusheng also plays basketball occasionally, so he must definitely participate in such a game, I called you here, seeing the other side of him in my heart, can't I let it go even more?"

Qingwan asked back: "What about you? You came here specially to see the bamboo horse?"

"Don't talk nonsense, I just like basketball."

"But your eyes tell people more than that."

"Really?" Su Yiha laughed, "I just think he looks like a cartoon character I like, Mitsui Hisashi, do you know that Tang Peng's three-point shot is as beautiful as him?" She thought After a while, he said again: "Do you know who others say your male god looks like?"

Qing Wan blushed slightly, but she still couldn't help asking: "Who?"

"People say he looks like Rukawa Kaede!" Su Yi laughed, ""Slam Dunk" has passed for so many years, and the classics are still in everyone's heart. I didn’t expect college students to be so naive. Now I can understand how happy my parents are when I was a student. We are all happy, even if your purpose is not in the end. Achieved, but with the process and memories, that’s enough, isn’t it?”

"Actually, I don't dare to expect too much..." Qing Wan murmured.

"It's just that I'm deceiving myself if I say I don't have extravagant expectations!" Su Yi put it bluntly, her eyes were still looking at the person in the blue jersey. At such a close distance, Qingwan realized for the first time that she actually didn't know the person in front of her very well. people.

She turned her head and looked at the court in a daze for a while. Suddenly there was a commotion on the court. Before she could react, she saw a basketball flying straight towards her. With a slight flick, the basketball seemed to be obedient and was held in his arms. It was Fan Rusheng.

Part7
After the entire stadium was quiet for a moment, applause broke out.

"Tsk, he's so handsome! The legendary Fan Rusheng really wasn't built." A girl behind the seat exclaimed excitedly, "A talented student plus a sports boy. When I was in high school, I was looking forward to this kind of person to be my boyfriend."

"In the next life." There was a voice disdainful, "I have a sweetheart, didn't you see that it was purely a hero saving the beauty just now?"

Su Yi took a meaningful look at the "beauty" who was saved by the hero, pushed her, and asked, "Is there really no progress between you and Fan Rusheng? I'm beginning to doubt it."

"What do you suspect?" Qingwan looked blank.

"Don't tell me, you didn't see what Fan Rusheng did just now."

"That doesn't mean anything."

"It doesn't mean what?" Su Yi said, "According to Fan Rusheng's personality, he will not easily block the ball for others. I'm sure he treats you differently."

Qingwan shook her head and said: "Sometimes I really can't see through him, his heart is too confusing, like looking at flowers in a fog, I can't figure out anything."

Suddenly, there was a scream from the crowd, which startled Qingwan. She looked over, but saw Fan Rusheng was hit by her opponent and fell heavily on the floor.

Qingwan stood up abruptly...

Part8
After falling to the ground, Fan Rusheng could only feel the darkness in front of his eyes, his previously injured hand was in severe pain, there were messy voices in his ears, and the team members looked concerned and anxious.

He couldn't hear everything clearly.

In a haze, he saw a blurry silhouette squatting in front of him at some point, and then a drop of water fell on his cheek, he frowned, thinking before losing consciousness: Song Qingwan, don't cry!
This time, the doctor who helped Rusheng treat his left hand was the same doctor last time. The doctor said that his hand recovered very well. It may be because of his own medical study and he would take care of his hand. Back to square one.

Of course, he didn't forget to add: "I heard from my daughter that classmate Fan injured his hand because the hero saved the beauty?"

The doctor's daughter is really well informed.

Qingwan thought in her heart, she went out to buy supper for Rusheng while the doctor was giving him an injection. There were a group of people when they came here, but in the end they knew that Rusheng was fine, and they all flashed in unanimous agreement as if they had a tacit understanding People, Su Yi didn't even enter the hospital, saying that he hated the smell of the hospital.

After buying a late-night snack, the door of the ward was ajar, and a pleasant female voice came from the crack of the door: "You still play ball after being injured, you don't want your hands anymore, do you?"

"I didn't expect an accident to happen." Rusheng's voice was still low and calm.

"What, how dangerous." Mo Luo frowned, "Hey, before the hand injury is healed, you are not allowed to play basketball anymore. This is a warning."

"Ah."

"What um, you promise quickly, I want you to promise it yourself!"

"Okay, I promise you."

Qingwan turned around, walked back, and met Cao Zhou who was running all the way around the corner.

"Is Rusheng okay? I rushed over as soon as I got the call."

Qingwan shook her head, thought for a while, and handed him the snack in her hand: "You can send it in for me."

"Why don't you go in by yourself?" Cao Zhou asked curiously, looking over her head to the ward: "Let's go, let's go,
Go in together, since you bought it, you can send it in yourself, otherwise, wouldn't you have let down your own heart? "

"No." Qing Wan insisted on shaking her head, "I really won't go."

"Go, don't you go, I'll leave later, who will take care of him, don't you know that people are easily moved when they are hurt? If I were you, you wouldn't let go of such a good opportunity, go in?"

A nameless anger rose in her heart, Qing Wan frowned, her voice raised unconsciously: "I won't go if I say no!"

"So fierce? After hanging out with classmate Su for a long time, the tempers of good girls have turned sour." Shaking his head and sighing, classmate Cao Zhou's nerves are like steel pipes, "I tell you, boys like girls who are small and cuddly." .”

Qing Wan violently pushed the snack in her hand onto him, and ran away.

Cao Zhou was unbalanced, his left and right hands were "hey hey hey" and he managed to hold the supper steadily, his face was wrinkled into a word of embarrassment: "This girl took explosives? If you say turn your back on it, turn it on!"

Walking on the way back to school, the cold kept blowing past her ears, the posture of wanting to blow her ears off, Qing Wan suddenly felt that winter was so close, the wind hit her face really hurt, she wanted to cry in pain, suddenly Thinking of Rusheng's helpless smile just now, the jealousy towards Mo Luo in her heart suddenly rose to the extreme, because up to now, Fan Rusheng had never even given her a smiling face, the phrase "Song Qingwan, don't cry!" that he said before he fell into a coma, actually Was it a hallucination that appeared when she was sad?
(End of this chapter)