write our ending together

Chapter 20 Everyone Has a Hidden City in Their Hearts

Part1
A former classmate called and said that there was a basketball game on the weekend of H University, and asked Rusheng if he would come to watch it.

Rusheng mentioned it to Qingwan.

Qingwan's eyes light up instantly: "Go!"

As long as you can be with him, no matter what you do is a happy thing.

On the weekend, because the "exercise" was too intense the night before, the two of them went to H University a little late.

When he walked outside the basketball hall, Rusheng received a call from Cao Zhou, "Are you here? We're all here, and I'm missing you. Old coach Yuan said that if you don't come, I'm sorry for his old roommate. "

Old Yuan was Yuan Yuchao who shared the dorm with Rusheng back then. After graduation, he stayed in school as one of the basketball coaches. He was considered to have a good relationship with Rusheng.

"We're already outside the stadium, where are you?"

"We are waiting for you at the gate of the stadium! Come here quickly."

Rusheng put away her phone, led Qing Wan to the gate of the basketball hall, and a few tall men stood chatting together, they were all classmates they knew before.

Qingwan only knew Cao Zhou and Lao Yuan, and the others were familiar but not familiar.

A taller man was the first to see them and greeted them, and then the others turned their heads one after another.

"Everyone has arrived, but you are the slowest! The dean is really different!"

A few men who catch the right time will naturally not let him go, not to mention that women are jealous, in fact, men also have them. Back then, the girls who were famous as Rusheng and went to H University even had to have a somewhat "rusheng taste" to find a boyfriend. ", For example, some similarities in appearance, or demeanor, backs and manners, etc., which made the other boys very depressed.

In addition, at that time, Rusheng was always late for every basketball game because of her part-time job. She never expected that it would still be the same today after a few years. New and old grudges added to each other.
"Hey, is this the infatuated little junior sister from before?" Someone saw Qing Wan and asked with a smile.

"Hi brothers, I'm Song Qingwan." Qingwan greeted with a bright smile.

"I have admired your name for a long time." One of them said, "The thing you chased after Rusheng moved many of us back then. When we were in the dormitory, we often sighed. We will definitely use you as an example when we find a girlfriend in the future."

"However, we also said at the time that it was really difficult to find a simple and brave Song Qingwan who only had Fan Rusheng in his eyes, so Fan Rusheng is blessed."

Rusheng was silent from the beginning to the end, he didn't know about these people, the more he argued, the more excited he was, so he simply let them talk.But the smile overflowing from the thin corners of his lips told others that he was in a good mood at the moment.

Qing Wan could only laugh, not knowing what to say.Fortunately, the game was about to start, and a group of people walked into the basketball hall talking and laughing.

The seats were booked long ago, and Rusheng and his party sat in the front row.

To Qingwan's surprise, at the beginning of the game, when she turned her head inadvertently, she saw Su Yi and Tang Peng. Naturally, Su Yi also saw her and greeted her, while Tang Peng was with a beautiful woman beside her. Talking and laughing, very happy look.Qingwan wanted to go there, but because there were too many people, let alone leaving, she couldn't squeeze through, so she had to sit quietly.

Rusheng probably noticed that her little head was always turning back and forth restlessly, so she leaned over to her ear and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"

"Xiao Yi is here too." She paused, "And Tang Peng."

Rusheng nodded, didn't say much, and turned his attention to the field, where the athletes were doing warm-up exercises.

As if thinking of something, Qingwan tugged on Rusheng's sleeve, leaned up to him and asked, "I remember I watched you play basketball here before."

"Hmm..." He raised his eyebrows to look at her, and then?
"I remember that time when a ball flew over and almost hit me, but unfortunately someone blocked it." She rolled her eyes mischievously, "I always wanted to ask, did you fall in love with me from then on?"

"..." Rusheng rubbed his nose and teased, "I'll ask someone for you some other day?"

She stared at him, pouted and frowned.

He curled his thin lips slightly, stretched out his hand to pinch her mouth, and said with a smile, "Pout so high, you can hang sausages."

"Humph!"

The smile on Rusheng's mouth deepened, she clenched his hand, looked at the field, and a low and gentle voice sounded beside her ear: "Fool, I fell in love with you very early on."

How long has it been?

In fact, he doesn't remember much, maybe it was the morning when he dreamed of her one day?Maybe it was an inadvertent glance?
But unknowingly, she entered his life and could never forget it.

Part2
Nice offense.

violent collision.

Tight defense.

This is a very regular basketball game, and Qingwan clearly heard the exclamation from the crowd, but her mind was not on it, and she always looked behind inadvertently.

At three o'clock in the crowd, Tang Peng and the beautiful woman on the side looked very close. He was still a good talker and made fun of the beautiful woman several times, but Su Yi's mood was a bit wrong. On the surface, she seemed to be watching the football game very seriously. , but Qingwan knew it wasn't.

The expression on Su Yi's face is too familiar, just like her five years ago——

When a person stares straight at a place without blinking, that expression is called daze.

Qing Wan still remembers the first time she and Su Yi came to the basketball hall to watch the game. At that time, Su Yi kept staring at Tang Peng who was wearing a ball uniform on the field. Acknowledging without further questioning, everyone has a hidden city in their hearts, which hides many secrets that only belong to them.

Rusheng naturally noticed her absent-mindedness, but didn't speak out.

After the game, Rusheng tactfully declined everyone's invitation to go to a restaurant for dinner. He didn't like lively people, and he came today because someone Song was in a hurry. leave.

At this time, someone Song was thinking about what reason to go to see Su Yi. It would not be good if she took Rusheng to accompany her. After all, she had an awkward relationship with Tang Peng before, but if she went alone to let Rusheng Sheng waited by the side but was reluctant.

Just when she was in a dilemma, Su Yi's voice sounded behind her, "Qing Wan?"

She turned around, and Su Yi was running towards her, "Can I give you a ride?"

"Of course! It's just..." Qingwan asked, "Aren't you going with Tang Peng?"

"You saw it too, you kissed me on my walk home, I've been making high-wattage light bulbs for half a day today." After speaking, he turned to Rusheng and said, "Hi, student Fan, long time no see... oh By the way, it should be honored as Dean Fan now, right?"

Ru Sheng laughed, he had a deep impression of this woman, basically she was in a state of being incompatible with him, the deepest impression was that she scolded him for a long time on the road that winter.At that time, his impression was... how could there be such an overbearing woman in the world?
"Just call me Fan Rusheng." Rusheng said, "You guys wait here for a while, and I'll bring the car over."

After speaking, he smiled at Qingwan, turned and left.

Looking at Rusheng's back, sweetness spreads in Qingwan's heart.

"Very caring." Su Yi arched her shoulders and said narrowly, "Little lady in happiness."

"Xiao Yi!" She blamed, and suddenly said seriously, "I know."

Su Yi was taken aback, and looked at her strangely, "What do you know?"

"I know that the person you've always liked is Tang Peng, right?"

Su Yi was startled, and laughed, "Am I being obvious? Did you guess this?" Even though she was still smiling, Qing Wan still didn't ignore the trace of helplessness in her expression.

"Why did you like him for so many years, but didn't tell him? Aren't you sad to see him with other women?" Qingwan looked at her and asked seriously.

"What's so sad? He stays with whoever he likes, and I don't mind."

"You really don't mind?" Qing Wan took her hand and said doubtfully, "But the expression on your face doesn't tell me that you don't mind, Xiao Yi, it's not what you told me, if you like it, go after it." Really? Actually, the girl in the black dress is you, right? You also said that if you were braver, the ending might be different, why can't you be braver?"

What she didn't expect was that Su Yi, who had never lost her temper with her, suddenly shook off her hand forcefully: "I've already said that I don't mind anymore, liking him is my business, why are you so serious?"

Qingwan was taken aback by her voice, she had never seen Su Yi like this before, especially when she was always a close friend like a sister in front of her.She didn't have any bad intentions, it was just out of concern for her friends.

Her eyes flickered, she looked ahead and stopped talking.

Su Yixu felt that her attitude was a bit inexplicable, and she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.

Part3
Until Rusheng drove the car, the two of them didn't speak a word along the way.Qing Wan originally wanted to sit in the back of the car with Su Yi, but after thinking about it, she chose to sit in the passenger seat.

Along the way, only Su Yi and Ru Sheng chatted casually, and Qingwan looked ahead and didn't know what she was thinking.

No matter how little Rusheng talked, the conversation didn't last long, and the car was completely silent.

This kind of atmosphere was a bit embarrassing, Su Yi regretted it a little, but fortunately, Su Yi's home arrived soon, she got out of the car and said thank you to Ru Sheng, and she wanted to say goodbye to Qingwan, but she never did. Say it.

The car restarted, Rusheng turned to her and asked, "Have you had a fight with Su Yi?"

Qing Wan's voice was muffled, "Is it obvious?"

"What do you say?" he asked back.

Qingye was silent.

"If you don't mind, tell me?" He said.

Qingwan was extremely depressed, and told what happened just now very unhappy.

"Don't think too much, everyone has things they don't want to say, and she is the same. Don't look at Su Yi who is open-minded on the surface, but is actually very sensitive." He comforted.

"I've been friends with her for so long, and she's never gotten angry at me, or even spoke loudly. Today, she got angry with me inexplicably because of such a thing. I really don't understand her."

Rusheng's frivolous lips evoked a helpless smile, and there were many things that only she could not see through.

"Wait a few days, when the anger subsides, talk to her again. It can be seen that she is also regretting losing her temper with you."

"Is there?" Qingwan was quite aggrieved, "I did it for her own good, but she still blamed me for being too serious. Am I really wrong? Didn't I want to help her!"

"You, you are so naive. She has been hiding this kind of thing from you, probably because she doesn't want people to know. It's good for you to say everything. If you think about it from her perspective, will you be sad? "

"But I'm also kind..."

When they got downstairs, Rusheng turned to look at her and said, "She knows your kindness, so she won't blame you."

"Really." Qing Wan's mood was still not liberated, she looked up at the window, the familiar environment, the car had stopped, she asked: "Are you home?"

"Yeah." He smiled, leaned over suddenly, and pressed a kiss on her lips.

I don't know if it's her illusion, but his gentleness is seldom domineering, even a little... annoyed, she wanted to ask, but just as she opened her mouth, his tongue slipped in, and the deep kiss went further.

When the entangled long kiss finally stopped, Qingwan was panting badly.

"This is punishment." In her unclear eyes, he said.

Qingwan's eyes widened. Did she do anything wrong? "Why punishment?"

"...You have been distracted all day."

"I... that's because I saw Xiaoyi, Tang Peng brought his girlfriend here, she must be very sad, so I just..." Anxious to explain something incoherent, Qingwan was annoyed, and felt guilty that she kept giving him up all the time today. Ignored, "It will never be like this in the future." She raised her hand and swore.

Rusheng smiled slightly, "You're kidding! Come on, get out of the car."

In the evening, while Rusheng was taking a bath, Qingwan received a call from Su Yi, asking her to come and play at home tomorrow, but she was still angry, "I'm not going to your house."

Su Yi on the other end of the phone laughed, "You're still angry, can I admit my mistake? I was too impulsive today."

"Humph!"

"Okay, come here tomorrow, and I'll explain it to you again."

Although Qingwan was a little resigned and unwilling, Su Yi was always her best friend, and she agreed with a light "um" at the end.

Part4
When Ru Sheng came out, she saw Qing Wan sitting on the sofa in a daze with a kitten on her feet, it was rare that the two of them didn't fight.

He stepped forward and even hugged the cat and the man on his lap. The fragrance of her body was in his breath.

At this time, the person in the arms had recovered, and asked a little confusedly, "Rusheng, what are you doing?"

"Nothing." The voice was hoarse.

Why does she feel like there is anything?Maybe it was because his embrace was so warm that she fell into a trap before she had time to think about it.

So, that night she was eaten clean on the sofa.

When I saw Su Yi the next day, Qing Wan showed her a lot of face. Su Yi pulled her to her room with a bright smile on her face: "Are you still angry? Let me see, your belly Is it filled with hydrogen gas? It will turn into a human flesh balloon and fly away..."

In fact, Qing Wan was not angry a long time ago, how could good friends really be serious?

She was just putting on a show, but now that Su Yi teased her like this, she couldn't help laughing out loud.

Su Yi took a deep breath, "I finally laughed, the jokes I learned from acne are really worth it."

"Hmph!" Qingwan stared at her, "If you don't explain to me what's going on between you and Tang Peng, I'll still be angry!"

Su Yi's smile faded a bit, and she pointed to the sofa beside her and said, "Let me tell you as you sit."

Qingwan sat down very cooperatively this time.

After a while, Su Yi said, "I know you're doing it for my own good, I've been avoiding it all the time, I was in a bad mood yesterday, that's why I spoke so aggressively, don't take it to heart, actually I didn't blame you .”

Seeing that the person she likes is so close to other women, Qingwan can naturally think of the reason why she was unhappy yesterday. She said, "What's going on? Why did you come with the two of them yesterday?"

"Tang Peng made an appointment. I didn't know until I came that he brought someone with him. He said it was his girlfriend, and he introduced it to me."

"How could he do this!" Qing Wan was a little indignant.

"You can't blame him. He never knew that I liked him." Su Yidao, "And this is what I asked for. I told him when I was in college that if you get a girlfriend, you will get married as soon as possible." Tell me. He was very strange at the time, but I still couldn’t hold back my agreement. At that time, I just thought that if he had someone in mind, I hope I’m not the last to know, or, don’t let me know at all. But how is it possible ? Don’t say that we are in the same university, even if we live together at home, we will always know.”

Qingwan frowned, "Then why did you bring me together with him?"

"Because he really likes you." Su Yi said, "It was when I was just in college, he suddenly came to my house to find me and invited me out to dinner. It wasn’t arsenic. I found out later that he asked me to help him chase you. At first I thought he was just talking casually, but when you were with Fan Rusheng, he was really sad for a long time during the winter vacation that year. Time. Later, after Fan Rusheng went to the United States, he would often casually ask me about your situation. Only then did I know that he had never given up on you. When he graduated, he actually had better prospects for development, but he In the end, he decided to stay in City G. If he didn’t really like him, how could he have given up his future for you. He had had many girlfriends before, but he always had the mentality of just playing around and broke up. Everyone is happy, but I know he treats you differently. During that time, I was very conflicted, and I hoped that you would not accept him, but I also hoped that you could accept him."

"So... did you decide to travel at that time?"

"Yeah." Su Yi nodded and admitted, "I don't want him to talk about you every time he comes out to me. If I keep listening, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it, I'm afraid I won't be able to help but be jealous of you and hurt you. One is the buddies I played with since I was a child, and the other is my best friend. I really don’t want to lose you because of my jealousy. In that case, I can only choose to escape. After traveling for a while, I met I have experienced a lot of things, and I have learned a lot. Sometimes I think about it, life is not like that. Since I like it so much, I like it silently in my heart. But people always think things are very simple, until they really do it. At that time, I found that I couldn’t do it at all, and couldn’t let it go.”

She paused, and said: "When I called you and knew that you hadn't forgotten Fan Rusheng, I admitted that I was happy. So I chose to come back. That day, I saw him kissing you downstairs in your house. For a moment, my heart really hurt, I wanted to run, I wanted to escape, but my feet seemed to be rooted, I couldn’t walk, I couldn’t escape. So when I was discovered by you, I could only force myself to smile. That night You asked me to sleep at home, but I didn't agree, because I was afraid that I would not be able to help crying in front of you. In the next few days, I stayed behind closed doors, and when you called to ask me out, I just You can pretend you're busy, or you'll see a lunatic with disheveled hair and glassy eyes."

Part5
Qingwan looked at her distressedly, "Since you like it so much, why don't you fight for it?"

"The reason is simple." She smiled, "I'm not as brave as you."

"why?"

"Sometimes people are so ridiculous. They have the courage to encourage others to pursue what they want, but when it comes to themselves, they don't have the original courage. Besides, if I really went to him to confess my love, I guess he was not scared. All you have to do is run away.”

"Don't be so pessimistic."

"I'm not pessimistic, it's a fact."

Qing Wan's tone was sullen, "I always feel that if you work hard, there may be hope. If you don't fight, isn't there no hope at all?"

"This kind of thing, not to mention, may still leave me with fantasies. After all, if I am rejected, maybe my friend will not be able to do it." Su Yi said, "Actually, I have known him for so many years, and I still don't know him very well. He looks open-minded on the surface and doesn't care about anything, but he is a very thoughtful person."

"Xiaoyi, tell him." Qingwan held her hand to comfort her, "Just like you told me before, you like him but don't say anything. He's not a roundworm in your heart. How would you know? And Tang Peng is not like a narrow-minded person. Even if he really doesn't like it, he won't do it too badly. After all, you grew up together, and the relationship is there. Without love, friendship is still there, isn't it? Hope and It's better to be hopeless than to be hopeless all your life, right?"

"..." Su Yi was silent.

Qingwan lobbied harder, "It's just a confession. The Su Yi I know doesn't even have the guts. To put it bluntly, it's a pessimistic way of saying, if you take the initiative to go Confession, on the contrary, opened the wall in Tang Peng's heart. Maybe he actually likes you, but he didn't realize it. After all, there are very few childhood sweethearts who don't have love. Miss Su Yi, hope is ahead, just look at Are you willing to take the initiative to take this step?"

Su Yi kept looking out of the window. At some point, the big tree was already in full bloom. Before he knew it, summer had come.

She recalled, "I remember the first time I saw Tang Peng, it was the same season. It was in the second grade of primary school. At that time, my aunt took me to pick up my cousin home, but my cousin's class teacher called me to the house. In the office, it was said that my cousin was fighting with others, and I was lecturing. At that time, I was following behind my aunt, and I was thinking, who is the desperate guy who dares to bully even my overbearing cousin..." Recalling the carefree childhood During the time, Su Yi couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled, "When I arrived at the office, I saw my cousin standing behind the door as punishment. Opposite him was a boy with a spiked head, with half a black eye, and he was still eyeing his cousin. Stare small eyes. It's hard to think about it, he was rebellious at that time, time has changed, and now he doesn't have the stubbornness at that time at all."

"..." Qingwan looked at her with a look of hesitation, never thinking that the friend who was originally thought to be the most innocent and carefree would hide such a story.

"Until a few days later, a new neighbor moved in next door, and I went to play with my mother's buttocks, and saw that familiar little shadow in the corner, with faint panda circles on its eyes!" Su Yi thought to herself. Said, looking sideways at her, then startled, "Why do you have such an expression?"

Tears welled up in his eyes, with a look of pity.

"It's nothing." Qingwan inhaled, suppressing the soreness on the tip of her nose and the tears in her eyes, looking at her with dimples on her cheeks, "Xiaoyi, listening to you say that, I am even more determined to tell you the truth Now, find some free time and I will ask him out for you. You said that he likes girls with big eyes and long hair. Your eyes are not small. If you have long hair, you can keep it for him from now on. Besides, now There are wigs all over the street, on the day of the appointment with him, I will help you dress up beautifully, which will definitely make him look different."

"..."

Seeing that Su Yi didn't speak, Qingwan thought she didn't agree, and looked at her rather annoyed, "I really want you to be happy."

Su Yi laughed, "Since you have said so, if I don't agree, wouldn't it be very ignorant?"

Qingwan Yile, "So, you agreed?"

"Ah."

"Well, next Saturday, can I ask him out for you? Xiao Yi, I'm so happy for you. You can finally bravely pursue your own happiness!
(End of this chapter)