What do you want in life

Chapter 15 Young Love Is Like Fireworks Are Cold (9)
It was the first time he laughed so naively, "Will you come over tomorrow afternoon?"

"of course."

"Well, I'll come to grandma's house tomorrow to find you."

There was really nothing to say, but Shen Juncheng still refused to leave, so Xiaoying could only say again: "Thank you for my brother's matter!"

"You've said it many times."

Xiaoying pursed her lips and smiled, then turned around, "Then I'll go in!"

She walked towards the gate of the Wu family compound, and after a few steps, when she turned her head to look, she saw Shen Juncheng still standing there stupidly looking at her, and suddenly, she felt extremely happy.

"Shen Juncheng!" She boldly shouted at him.

"What are you doing?" He also raised his voice and yelled back at her.

"Happy birthday!" She shouted to him with all her strength, feeling that she had never been so happy as today.

"Thank you!" He grinned, showing a mouthful of neat and white teeth, and smiled contentedly.

As soon as she entered the door of Wu's house, Xiaoying saw Aunt Wang running out in a hurry. The look on her face made Xiaoying a little confused, "Xiaoying, why did you come here!"

"I have something to do at home today, so I'm late." Xiaoying could only explain that she was half an hour later than usual, "Is Grandma Wu okay?"

"Well, I'm waiting for you in the study!" Aunt Wang said, her eyes flicked across Xiaoying's face.

Sensitivity made Xiaoying feel that there seemed to be a strange strangeness in it, with some doubts and something unclear.

"Then I'll go up!" Xiaoying told herself not to think wildly.

"Yes." Aunt Wang nodded thoughtfully at her.

Walking up the wooden stairs, when she was about to reach the second floor, Xiaoying couldn't help turning her head back, seeing that Aunt Wang was still standing at the top of the stairs and looking up at herself, when her eyes met hers, she hurriedly move away.

On the platform next to the window on the second floor, there is a puddle of newly splashed water. Looking out of the window from there, you can clearly see what happened at the gate.

After lunch at noon the next day, Xiaoying sent Xiaoyu to the bus to the nursing home as usual, and he was no longer listless as before. He bought a bunch of supplements, and took them to work early in the morning, and agreed to let his son go there to recuperate. While Xiaoyu was proud, he was still thinking about when he could persuade his mother not to let him go to the nursing home every day.

"Don't worry about it, your mother loves you too much, so she definitely won't let you stay at home alone." Xiaoying persuaded him to stop.

Xiaoyu was quite mad, "I really don't understand why people from my mother's family always treat me like a child. I'm already 14 years old, not four years old!"

As soon as the car arrived, Xiaoying pushed Xiaoyu, who was still muttering and complaining, into it. He turned around and was about to wave goodbye to her when he saw something, his eyes lit up, and he yelled at Xiaoying. , "Hi hi! Your boyfriend is here!"

Xiaoying glared at him angrily, "Stop talking nonsense! Let's see how I deal with you at night!"

From last night to today, Xiaoyu had secretly joked with her about Shen Juncheng no less than ten times, driving Xiaoying to the point of madness, unexpectedly before getting into the car, he still didn't forget the last time to play a prank.

"Really..." Xiaoyu yelled innocently, but unfortunately the car door slammed shut in front of his eyes, and quickly drove him away.

Before the dust and smoke cleared, Xiaoying secretly breathed a sigh of relief, turned around, and was surprised to see Shen Juncheng standing behind her with a smile.

"You, what are you..." She said, she couldn't help but turned her head and glanced at the already empty road. It turned out that Xiaoyu hadn't lied just now.

"I checked the station information, and I guess that's where you took the bus to my grandma's house, so you ran here first." Shen Juncheng explained proudly, "How about it, is the time accurate?"

Xiaoying who woke up from the initial surprise was also very happy, she pursed her lips and smiled, "I thought you would go directly to Grandma Wu's house."

Shen Juncheng moved closer to her, lowered his voice and said, "I want to see you soon."

Xiaoying's face turned red uncontrollably, she turned her head away, pretending to see if the car was coming, but there was always a smile on the corner of her mouth.

The car will come quickly.

After getting into the car, the two of them sat at the rear of the car by the window. At noon in the summer, there were only a few passengers in the car, and the only few sat in the middle, drowsy.

Shen Juncheng was sitting on Xiaoying's right. It didn't take long for him to feel itchy. He quietly reached out and took Xiaoying's hand.

Her hands were cool and slippery. Lying in his palm, there was an indescribably refreshing coolness. There was also the unique warm fragrance of a girl constantly emanating from her body, mixed with the faint fragrance of toilet water, Flying through Shen Juncheng's breath from time to time, he felt a faint and sweet feeling of intoxication.

This is Shen Juncheng's first taste of the sweetness of love. In the past, he had occasionally flirted with some girls who admired him at school or played a little ambiguously, but the freshness passed within a few days, so from now on. I didn't take it to heart.

But this time, he could deeply feel that it was so unusual, every day, even every minute, every second, no matter what he was doing, he would think of her involuntarily.

Her faint, sweet smile flitted across his eyes and from the book, always triggering the deepest joyful shudder in his heart.

So he finally understood that this time, he was playing for real.

He couldn't tell exactly what triggered the passion he had never experienced before, and he couldn't tell exactly what attracted him to Xiaoying.

Is it her initial cold attitude towards herself?Or the fuzzy look she had when she smoked a cigarette?Or did she tell herself her deplorable life experience in a tone so calm that she couldn't hear the sadness?
However, no matter why he fell in love with Han Xiaoying, it didn't matter anymore, because it was too late and he had already fallen deeply.

At this moment, all he thinks and expects is that she can be by his side, and he can see her figure as soon as he opens his eyes. This is the greatest happiness he can think of right now.

Shen Juncheng tilted his head to look at Han Xiaoying carefully, his eyes were full of tenderness and intoxication, and there was a silent wave slowly rising in his heart. If he could hold her hand like this all the time and be with her, then his whole life would be There is nothing else to ask for.

No, why "if"?He suddenly corrected himself in his heart, of course he can be with her for the rest of his life, this is not a problem, it is a destiny he can control!He can do it!
Thinking of this, Shen Juncheng couldn't help but strengthen the hand holding Xiaoying's palm. He held her hand tightly, as if he could use this to hold the life that belonged to both of them.

When Shen Jun was sincerely distracted, Xiaoying's eyes kept lingering outside the window. For her, such a moment was as extravagant as in a dream.

Last night, she did have a dream, a very beautiful dream, but it ended in rupture.Ever since she encountered a huge family change at the age of nine, she no longer dared to have extravagant hopes for beautiful things.

When she was very young, she understood that the more beautiful things are, the faster they will be destroyed. She also learned this truth from books.

Therefore, not expecting extravagance, not expecting miracles, is her attitude towards life all the time.As for Shen Juncheng beside her, it was obviously beyond the scope of her expectations for her own life.

His attention and care for her made her feel grateful, but at the same time secretly worried, she didn't know that one day when she woke up, he would disappear from her side.

However, the sun is so bright and life is so simple, should she really confine herself forever in a narrow and humble space that even she herself feels breathless?

She is not reconciled, uh, not reconciled!
So, she cautiously and hesitantly accepted his kindness, but there was always a lingering haze of being overwhelmed in her heart.

Feeling the sudden strength and heat coming from the palm, Xiaoying's heart moved slightly, she turned her face away, and touched Shen Juncheng's bright eyes staring at her, a smile unconsciously crept up to the corner of her mouth , that wisp of melancholy gloom also quietly exits the scene.

"What are you thinking?" he asked with a smile.

"Didn't you say that your mother asked you to memorize vocabulary words at home to take the TOEFL test? Why do you still have time to run out?" She also smiled back, but she couldn't hide a trace of teasing in her smile.

Shen Juncheng grinned, "How can my mother have time to watch me all day long! The first two days were because I didn't want to, she had nothing to do, she took the time to reason with me at home, and then I compromised, she didn't stare at me But I have to complete the amount of homework she set for me every day, and I have to do a few sets of test papers before I can move freely. My mother will check when she comes back at night, and she has nothing to say after I finish."

"Then you are really fast enough to finish it all in one morning?"

"Where!" Shen Juncheng blinked slyly, "I always kill part of it first at night, otherwise, according to the stipulated amount, I have to wait until the sun goes down in the morning."

"If only Xiaoyu worked half as hard as you." Xiaoying pursed her lips enviously, "Even if my aunt stares at him every day like your mother, he can't be as serious as you. Do your homework without hesitation."

"Everyone's situation is different!" Shen Juncheng shrugged, "Like me, my mother has been busy with me since I was a child, not only to learn classroom knowledge, but also to participate in many interest classes, such as piano, violin, taekwondo, calligraphy, painting, etc. , English, Go, swimming...there are so many that I can’t even count them, and for a while, my classmates even gave me a nickname!”

"what is it call?"

"Learning machine!"

Xiaoying smiled, "Then do you feel tired? Your mother is really willing."

"Of course I'm tired! But I can't help it. My mother is such an old brain. She said that I don't need to learn too much, but I must study a lot. Unfortunately, there are few things I can persist in doing until now. .”

Xiaoying smiled and listened to him, "Should I express my sympathy to you?"

Shen Juncheng said happily: "It should be. I have a lot of things that deserve your sympathy, and I will tell you slowly later—get out of the car now."

Xiaoying turned her head in surprise, and before she knew it, the car had already arrived at the stop.

Shen Juncheng had the key, so Xiaoying followed him in through the back door.

Aunt Wang just came out of the kitchen and saw the two of them entering the door together, with a strange expression on her face again. Xiaoying noticed it, and felt a little uneasy. Aunt Wang also had such an unpredictable look yesterday afternoon .

On the contrary, Shen Juncheng naturally called Aunt Wang first, and then realized that there were other people in the house, and strange voices came from upstairs through the wooden boards.

"Where's my grandmother?"

Aunt Wang said: "In the room, your aunt invited a masseur to give the old lady a massage today. Her leg has been in pain for the past two days."

As soon as Shen Juncheng heard it, he immediately ran up the stairs as if he was flying. Before he went up, he was already shouting happily, "Auntie! Auntie!"

There was a kind smile on Aunt Wang's serious face, she shook her head and said to herself, "Juncheng is the closest to Xiaofen, it's better than being with his own mother."

Xiaoying didn't dare to answer, but seeing Aunt Wang's expression softened, she couldn't help but feel certain, "Auntie, will Grandma Wu still want to listen to the book today?"

"Go up and ask her." The smile on Aunt Wang's face did not restrain, "But it seems that there is no need. There are so many people, no one would like to listen to you reading. Oh, if the old lady says you don't need to read, you Just come and help in the kitchen, the old lady's children will come over for dinner tonight."

After all, Aunt Wang has seen some people in the world, and she doesn't show her emotions easily. Xiaoying can no longer read anything strange from her expression, and her uneasy mood has gradually calmed down, and she even wondered if she was crazy just now. Allergic.

In the bedroom upstairs, Grandma Wu was lying on the bed, a middle-aged male masseur was rubbing her legs vigorously, while Mrs. Zhao and Shen Juncheng were sitting beside them chatting with smiles.

"Grandma Wu, Aunt Zhao." Xiaoying called at the door.

Mrs. Zhao looked up and saw her, and immediately waved to her with a smile on her face, "Xiaoying is here, come in and sit down!"

Grandma Wu also moved her head on the bed, and then she frowned. Mrs. Zhao saw her and leaned forward to ask with concern, "Mom, does it hurt? If it hurts, I'll ask Master Zhou to be gentle."

"It doesn't hurt, it's comfortable!" Grandma Wu replied with a smile, and glanced at Xiaoying again, "Stop studying today."

Grandma Wu looked good that day, and her mind was rarely clear. The whole room was filled with a warm and cheerful atmosphere.

"Okay." Xiaoying said hurriedly, "Then I'll go downstairs first."

Before Shen Juncheng could speak to stop her, Mrs. Zhao opened her mouth and said, "What's the hurry, sit here for a while, there's nothing to do downstairs, Aunt Wang can do it alone."

Xiaoying intertwined her hands and wrung it a few times, neither sitting nor standing. She was not too used to the lively atmosphere in the room that had nothing to do with her, but it was a bit awkward to go downstairs to do things with Aunt Wang. The reluctance is not because she is lazy, but because Aunt Wang's eyes that seem to know everything make her feel uneasy.

At this time, Grandma Wu also spoke, "Yes, Xiaoying, sit down for a while, every day I ask you to read books and newspapers for me, serve tea and water, and serve me upstairs and downstairs. It's really hard for you to run away." Her gaze shifted from Xiaoying's face to Mrs. Zhao's, "Xiaofen, the child you found for me is really good, he is solid and can sit still."

Mrs. Zhao smiled, "What did I say, I liked her very much the first time I saw her, she is quiet and not awkward."

Xiaoying was embarrassed by their boasting, so she had to pick a chair a little far away and sit down. When she looked up, she saw Shen Juncheng winking at her. She quickly turned her eyes away, afraid that Mrs. Zhao and the others would see them.

Xiaoying's own experience made her perceive the warmth and coldness of human feelings prematurely. She knew very well in her heart that Mrs. Zhao's boasting of herself was just a show, but if she let them know that there was something between herself and Shen Juncheng, it would be a different matter .She didn't want to get herself into trouble, especially trouble that she had absolutely no idea how to deal with.

However, Shen Juncheng didn't understand Xiaoying's concerns. From the moment she stepped into the door, his eyes seemed to be glued to her face, and he would never move away. After chatting with his aunt for a while, he All he could think about was how to get along with Xiaoying alone for a while.

Here, Mrs. Zhao is asking Master Zhou, "I heard that there is still a popular method of treating rheumatism with bee stings on acupuncture points. I wonder if the effect is good?"

"There are." Master Zhou nodded again and again, "We have them there."

"A bee sting?" Grandma Wu frowned, "Isn't it going to hurt to death? Xiaofen, do you still remember that you were stung by a bee when you were a child, and you cried and made noise when you came back, and later you were still in Donghe Lane?" Wang Mazi tried to unplug it for you..."

While the adults were chatting, Shen Juncheng slowly approached Xiaoying and whispered to her, "How about going to the study?"

Xiaoying twisted her body uneasily, and just about to object, Shen Juncheng raised her voice and shouted at Grandma Wu: "Grandma, I asked Xiaoying to help find the book, but I couldn't find it after three times of searching! "

"Well, okay, let's go." Mrs. Zhao agreed on behalf of Grandma Wu, and waved to them.

Several people were discussing the best curative effect of treating rheumatism, no one cared about the furtive expression on Shen Juncheng's face.

"Let's go! What are you still doing in a daze?" Shen Juncheng lowered his voice and at the same time frowned to signal Xiaoying.

Seeing that he had already reached the door, Xiaoying had no choice but to follow, feeling inexplicably nervous, as if she wanted to follow him as a thief.

When Xiaoying also entered the study, Shen Juncheng stood at the door, poked his head out and looked around, then quickly retracted and closed the study door.

"What are you closing the door for?" Xiaoying immediately became vigilant, and if anyone found out about Baobuqi, she would be suspicious.

"Why are you so nervous?" Shen Juncheng ignored her doubts, and just laughed at her, "I saw you sitting motionless like a wooden figure in grandma's room just now, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Xiaoying looked at him in astonishment. She admitted that she was indeed nervous, but she should have hidden it well so that no one would see it. Now that she was mentioned by Shen Juncheng, she was no longer so confident.

"Really? I was... very nervous just now?"

"Of course!" Shen Juncheng nodded emphatically, "Otherwise, what would I drag you out for?"

He walked up to Xiaoying, with a smile on his face, but a gentle look in his eyes, "What were you thinking just now?"

Xiaoying woke up from her shame, only to realize that Shen Juncheng was so close to her, she could even smell the scorching hot breath on his body, as well as his unusually clear breathing.

Her face turned red all of a sudden, she was most afraid of Shen Juncheng's condescending examination of herself like this, as if he could see through her whole body.

"It's nothing." She said and wanted to lower her head.

One hand lightly supported her chin in time, preventing her from lowering her head. Such a direct and sudden contact between skin and skin made both of them feel trembling at the same time. It was a completely different feeling from holding hands Suddenly, an ambiguous atmosphere diffused wantonly in the air.

Xiaoying's heart gradually became flustered, "You...you said just now, what book are you looking for?"

She twisted her neck, trying to break free from his restraints, but with a slight force between Shen Juncheng's fingers, she firmly clasped her chin, so that she could no longer dodge, and could only meet his fiery gaze directly .The moment his head was pressed down on her, Xiaoying read the confusion in his fiery eyes, and the same throbbing as hers.

Shen Juncheng pressed his hot lips to Xiaoying's lips inexperiencedly. Although his manner was clumsy, he didn't flinch at all, as if there was something guiding him all the way into the place that he had never felt before. field……

At that time, both of them were very nervous, his lips touched hers lightly for a moment, and then he let go, but he didn't let her go immediately. During the tightly intertwined breathing, they could see the eyes from each other's eyes. Seeing their own shadows in each other's eyes, they are completely reflected in each other's eyes, and at the same time deeply reflected in each other's hearts.

"Han Xiaoying..." Shen Juncheng stared at her, and murmured.

(End of this chapter)