Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 184

"Master Ling."

These two words are like a thunderbolt struck suddenly from the sunny sky.

I was stunned for a moment, staring at that person with wide eyes, and after a while I spoke with difficulty: "What did you say? What's his name?"

"Master Ling."

The man looked at my sudden pale face and didn't know what had happened. He said slowly: "We don't know what his name is. We only heard his housekeeper and servants call him that. I heard that he is not very old. He is in his twenties, and no one dares to associate with him on weekdays, so everyone in Taozhou City only calls him Young Master Ling."

Ling Shao?That means, the young master surnamed Ling?

I don't know if I let go or tightened my heart, and for a while I couldn't tell the difference, these two words kept echoing in my mind - Young Master Ling!Ling Shao? !
These two words seemed to be carved into my heart with a sharp blade, and there was a kind of blood gushing pain.

Young Master Ling—is that a coincidence?Why do these two words coincide so closely with his name, even when I hear it, it seems that I have seen him close in front of me.

For a long time, even if I force myself to forget, forget the pain he once gave me, forget that he once died for me, forget that night, how he disappeared into a sea of ​​flames, forget the pain and pain in my heart when I looked at his back. How deep is the despair, but I know it, and I can't forget it.

Stretching out his hand to caress the dull pain in his lower abdomen, his heart also ached.

What he left in my life was like what was left in my body. Instead of disappearing, it grew stronger and stronger, even making me unable to bear it.

Ling Shao...

In front of my eyes, there was another sea of ​​flames, which burned even the sky was red.

In the midst of the fire, I stretched out my hand desperately, but I couldn't catch the slowly disappearing figure in front of me. Seeing that he was about to disappear in front of my eyes, I shouted out——

"Ling -- less --"

"lady!"

Before calling out his name, a voice suddenly rang in my ears. I opened my eyes wide and saw Ling Si's familiar face looking at me nervously: "Are you having a nightmare?"

I was in a trance for a while, when I heard the sound of a carriage.

By the way, I was dreaming.

Before I left from that doctor, he made me an anti-abortion medicine. After I drank it, although my stomach didn’t hurt so much, I felt a little weak. I fell asleep in the carriage and had the nightmare of that night again. .

At this time, the carriage stopped, and the people outside said: "Madam, we are here."

Ling Si gently opened the curtain at the side, and the bright morning sun shone in, allowing me to see the scenery outside clearly.

The carriage stopped in front of a mansion.

This house is indeed very big. There are mighty stone lions on both sides of the stairs made of white jade. At the end of the stairs is a wide red lacquered wooden door with a bronze animal head knocker on it. Above the door is a huge plaque .

Ordinary mansions will write the owner's surname, but this mansion does not have it. There are only three large characters that flow freely——

Ruyiju.

My heart skipped a beat again.

Ruyi——At the beginning, I was the title of Princess Xuanyuan.

Of course, these two characters are also very common, and they are easier to use than Gong Xi Fa Cai. Even if ordinary people use these two characters as the name of the mansion, they just want to escape a lottery, and there may not be anything special about it. significance.

only--

Why is my heart beating so hard?
Ling Shao... Ruyi... Is this a coincidence?

When I was in a daze, I heard the chief guard walking over and knocking on the door. After a while, someone came to open the door. I heard them say a few words, and then the door closed again. Looking at him: "No?"

"Ah."

I'm not surprised at this point. Since this Young Master Ling has wrapped up Liang Cheng's heart, he is naturally unwilling to let her see other people. It is also possible that he himself has an unspeakable serious illness and wants to invite this Liang Cheng. Doctor, of course it is not such a simple matter.

But——I looked up at those three words again, Ruyiju.

This Young Master Ling, who is seriously ill, is——

At this moment, Ling Si frowned, and said tentatively: "Why don't we—"

"Don't mess around." I suddenly felt a little powerless, and said softly, "Find a place for me to rest first."

They looked at each other, as if they could understand something, they stopped talking and found an inn to book the best room.

Although the effect of the medicine has been onset, I don’t know why I can’t fall asleep. The figure of that person is constantly tumbling in my mind, Ling Shao, Ruyiju. I have experienced too many things in the past few days, and there are too many things in the past that I can’t solve. The knot was untied, but it just made me sink deeper. I don't know what this person, this time, will bring me.

Ling Shao... Are you the one I think of?

Lying alone on the bed, I don't know how long I've been in a state of confusion. I heard someone knocking on the door lightly. I said to come in, and I saw Ling Shiyi and Ling Si walking in slowly with ugly expressions.

"what happened?"

The two of them looked at me, and suddenly, Ling Shiyi knelt down in front of my bed with a plop, "Forgive me, Queen Mother!"

I was startled: "What's wrong?"

Ling Si glanced at me, and said softly: "Forgive the Queen Mother, Eleven and I, we wanted to invite Dr. Liang for the Queen Mother earlier, so just now, just now, we sneaked into the Ruyiju."

"what?"

I was taken aback, straightened up hastily, felt dizzy and almost fell, Ling Si hurried up to support me: "Queen Mother, Queen Mother!"

I was speechless for a while, and it took me a while to calm down. I looked up at her, then at Ling Shiyi, who was kneeling beside the bed and bowed her head silently, and said coldly, "I didn't say anything. , who allows you to act without authorization?!"

"The subordinate is guilty!"

This time, even Ling Si fell to his knees, and the two prostrated themselves on the ground, kowtowing repeatedly.

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at them again: "What did you find when you came back?"

They looked at each other, and Ling Shiyi immediately raised his head and said to me: "The Empress Dowager, when my subordinates and Ling Si sneaked into the Ruyi Residence, we found that the guards inside were very strict, and we were also very careful, so we walked to a very small place inside. In the deep main house, we saw a woman walking in holding a silver needle, closing all the doors and windows, and after a while, she opened a window."

"You guys, what did you see?"

"We saw a man lying on the bed, we didn't see his face because of the curtain, but we saw a wound on his chest, just near the heart, although it was an old wound, it seemed because of It hurt my heart, so I never healed."

Old injury?The place closest to the heart? !
My heart sank suddenly, and my fingers immediately tightened my clothes.

"That woman should be Liang Chengxin. She is giving acupuncture to that man to continue his heart."

"Besides," Ling Si hesitated for a moment, then looked up at me: "We were discovered by them later, and Ruyi Juli's nursing home immediately came after us, and we discovered that the people there—we knew each other. "

"I know you?!"

She nodded and said: "Actually, the eighteen of us were originally the backup of the Eighteen Shadow Guards of Qinglong. .”

As soon as I heard it, I immediately realized something: "Then, what about the previous eighteen shadow guards?"

The two of them were silent for a moment: "Disappeared."

"Disappeared?"

"Yes, after we promoted the Shadow Guards, we didn't see the previous 18 people, and we didn't get any news from them. They seemed to disappear out of thin air, and we guessed that they should be sent to carry out some secret mission. task."

"...You want to say that you broke into Ruyi Residence and were chased by people. Those people are the Eighteen Shadow Guards from before?"

"Yes."

"They, also recognized you?"

"Subordinates are incompetent."

I felt my heart beating violently, beating so hard that my ears were pounding, as if half of it would pop out of my chest at any moment, and my fingertips were shaking while clutching my clothes.

Young Master Ling, Ruyiju, the old wound on the chest, the Eighteen Shadow Guards... What does all this mean?
The person in Ruyi Curie, he is——

At this time, a sharp pain hit my lower abdomen, and I almost screamed out. I felt like a sharp sword in my body was tearing my heart and lungs, and my lower body gradually felt a burst of sticky heat and moisture.

my child--!
"Bang bang bang", there was a sudden knock on the door outside, and the guard rushed in all of a sudden, with a strange expression on his face: "Mrs. Ma'am!"

"What's the matter?"

"That Doctor Liang, please see Madam."

At this moment, I was tortured by the pain until my eyes turned white, and I almost lost my sanity. I could only force myself to wake up by biting my lower lip. Then I saw a slender figure slowly walking from the door. Walking outside, slowly walked to my bed, leaned over to look at me.

There seemed to be their voices in the ear, but gradually, as the mind moved away, everything became far away...

After some time, I finally slowly opened my eyes.

In front of him was an unfamiliar face.

This woman, in her twenties, has a pair of extra large and clear eyes on her fair and clean round face. She seems to be smiling when she looks at me, with a pair of dimples on her cheeks. Her hair is tied in her head. Finally, a soft forehead and round chin were revealed, which was somewhat innocent and reassuring.

She is more ordinary than the colorful ones I have ever seen, not even as beautiful as Ling Si, but her smile is happier and sweeter than anyone else.

"you're awake."

"..." I opened my mouth, wanting to say something, when I heard her say, "You almost had a miscarriage just now, but it's okay, I've given you an injection, and the fetus was saved."

"Liang... Chengxin?"

"it's me."

"You, why are you here?"

She smiled: "He asked me to come."

My heart beat violently, and I wanted to get up subconsciously, but found that I had no strength at all. Ling Si, who was standing next to me, hurried forward to help me and let me half lean against the head of the bed. Only then did I feel, There is no pain in the lower abdomen, but the body is still very weak.

In the room, there were only the three of us, and no one else.

"What about him?"

"He didn't come."

did not come?By the way, Ling Si and the others just told me that the old wound on his body has not healed yet. I suddenly recalled the scene of that day when I resolutely stabbed the sharp knife into his heart. For some reason, my heart also felt a pang of pain. Hastily asked: "Is the old wound on his body, the wound on his chest, still not healed? Is it still bothering him?"

Liang Chengxin glanced at me: "Indeed, he has been troubled by old injuries, but with me here, it's fine. I'll heal him sooner or later."

For some reason, when she said "he", her originally clear voice became softer, and even the smiles in the pair's dimples became deeper.

I bit my lower lip, struggling to get up, Ling Si hurried over to protect me: "Ma'am, what are you—"

"I, I want to see him."

I was about to get out of bed while talking, but my body was so weak that I couldn't move at all, Ling Si hurriedly stopped me, the two of them panicked for a while, at this moment I heard Liang Chengxin's voice softly resounding from the side——

"You don't want to go."

"..." I looked up at her: "What?"

"Before he asked me to come, he told me a few words and asked me to tell you."

"...what?"

She sat a little closer, looked down at my slightly sweaty face, and said softly: "He said, the marriage between him and you, madam, has long been broken. Meeting today is a complete break. I hope madam will not Keep entangled with the past, live your own life well, and walk your own life."

I stared into her eyes, couldn't believe my ears, and my whole body was trembling violently.

Marriage, broken?Cut off the leading edge completely?Don't bother anymore?
This, is what he wants to leave me?
I suddenly felt very cold, as if the surroundings suddenly became icy and snowy, which almost froze the blood in my whole body, and it was frozen into ice. I was trembling, and even my teeth were knocking. Already fragmented: "He, wants you to say that?"

"Yes."

"He...he knows that I'm pregnant?"

"Of course I know. It was your servant who came to the porter and said it. Later, they came again and they were discovered by our nursing home, so he knew."

I just felt that my eyes were blurred, I couldn't see her clean and clear eyes clearly, and I couldn't see her completely innocent and puzzled eyes. I choked up: "He knew I was pregnant, so he asked you to bring me these words?"

"Yes, yes."

Hahahahahahaha...

I laughed suddenly, tears rolled down from the corners of my eyes unexpectedly, and hot tears flowed on the scar, as if to burn the wound again, making me feel the pain of having nothing.

He knew that I was pregnant, and then told me that our marriage was broken?
"I won't give up yet, I will haunt you like a madman until the day you die..."

This sentence was like a needle stuck in my heart. At this moment, it was finally pulled out, but it was dripping with blood. It hurt even more than when it was stuck in my heart, and I couldn't bear to live!

(End of this chapter)