Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 177 Charming Qisi's Disgraceful Marriage

Just when I was hesitating, Ling Shaoyu said loudly again: "The Queen Mother wants to go to the south of the Yangtze River to play, and I will accompany you. However, now that the Central Plains is in chaos, and Xuanyuan Kingdom is full of wars, the Queen Mother should still put state affairs first, and don't let her predecessors down. The emperor's painstaking efforts. This matter of going to Jiangnan, I don't need to trouble General Nangong to accompany me."

Chaos in the Central Plains... Xuanyuan Kingdom is in flames of war... the painstaking efforts of the former emperor...

The words became clearer and clearer, like sharp knives, piercing into my heart.

Blood dripping.

It also cut off the lingering and endless charming thoughts with a single knife.

I bit my lower lip, and finally took that step slowly, slowly.

There seemed to be a low sigh from the crowd, countless eyes were looking at me at this moment, my frail body was walking on the sampan, as if I would be blown down by the river wind at any moment, when Yu Sui'er and Ke'er saw me like this, they hurried He ran over and held out his hand to support me.

"The Empress Dowager!"

Seeing their worried appearance, I didn't say anything, just let them support me, and walked towards the shore step by step.

This short distance of a few steps seems to have been walked for a long time, and Nangong behind him didn't say a word, I only heard the river wind blowing the skirts of his body, as if he was not even breathing.

At this moment, my breathing almost stopped, but in the pain of almost suffocation, I didn't look back.

Can't turn back either.

Nangong, I'm sorry!

I said silently in my heart: Me and you, it turned out to be impossible.

I tried my best, wanted to forget everything, wanted to leave everything behind and go with you, but it turned out that our struggle was futile, they came here so quickly, it was impossible for us to leave in front of these people.Maybe this is God's arrangement, is it Chu Feng's will, or is our position doomed our future from the very beginning, impossible!
In such a guilty mood, I finally went ashore.

Ling Shaoyu hurriedly walked up to me, looked me up and down, seemed to confirm something, then looked at my pale face, and said softly: "The queen mother has suffered a lot these days. I will definitely take good care of the queen mother in the future, never Let the Queen Mother suffer any harm!"

He said it so deeply, as if—someone is really hurting me.

I am a little puzzled, some don't understand, he should blame me, shouldn't he?As the empress dowager of Yongjia, Chu Feng's widow, with his "posthumous child" in my stomach, I actually eloped and fled with the great general of the dynasty. How could he endure such a scandal, and why did he still take care of me? people hurt me?
Who will hurt me?

At this moment, Nangong Yu also came up. He bowed to me and said, "The Empress Dowager has a phoenix body and Jin'an." After speaking, he walked behind me.

At some point, Nangong had already walked ashore.

Ling Shaoyu gave them a vicious look, but finally said nothing, turned around and said, "Escort the Queen Mother back to the palace!"

"Yes!"

The people around agreed, and they all crowded over, and helped me to walk to the golden car not far ahead. Want to look back at Nangong.

But the moment I turned my head, Nangong Yu's whispered words came to my ears along with the wind——

"Even if you're acting, it doesn't have to be like this. Even Moon Soul is ruined. Do you know how worried Xun You was this month?"

There was a buzz in my head.

acting? !
acting? !
These two words plunged into my heart heavily, my soul trembled, and my steps stopped suddenly.

Turning back slowly, looking at the person in the crowd, Shui Xunyou has already walked in front of him, this cold beauty showed a hint of warmth on his face, looking at him gently, as if asking with concern .

As for Nangong, standing in front of them, the increasingly fierce river wind blew his long black hair entangled in the air, that pale and handsome face was completely unfamiliar at this moment.After a long silence, he finally slowly bowed to Nangong Yu:
"Nephew knows."

Then he stood up straight and looked at me.

Those eyes that were once as clear as the blue sky and as warm as the rising sun in spring are now completely unfamiliar, as if frost had condensed in an instant. When they looked at me, it was as if they were looking at a stranger.

At this moment, I felt that the blood in my whole body was coagulated, and a kind of pain enveloped me.

And the people around seemed to have a tacit understanding, they all stopped silently, seeing me staring at him, all the people were silent, not saying a word.

He is acting?acting? !

Since when did you start acting?He lied to me, lied to me what? !

A warm and powerful big hand reached out and held my slender wrist. I raised my head in a daze, met Ling Shaoyu's tiger eyes, and looked at me with pity inside. After a long time, I whispered: " Xingsi, don't you understand?"

Still don't understand?understand what?
Could it be that this incident was a hoax from the very beginning, the night party that day, those killers, the save from the cliff, the tenderness of the past month... were all hoaxes? !
Because of this, I was able to delay me for a month. The White Tiger Kingdom sent troops, the Xuanyuan Kingdom was destroyed, and the strength of the Nangong Family increased greatly, all within this month.

And they sacrificed a moon soul!
What if I do die?Is it all more perfect? !

I stood tremblingly in the middle of the crowd, looking at that familiar figure, and he looked at me too, but that gaze was terribly unfamiliar, but I couldn't see his eyes clearly, everything in front of me was distorted by tears, like a A completely crazy world, everything, is a lie!
It's all deceptive!
What is the south of the Yangtze River, what are ten miles of peach blossoms and thousands of hectares of blue waves, what kind of hostess, what children, what—home? !
I turned around and walked forward step by step trembling. Every step I took felt as if a knife had been pierced hard in my chest. My footsteps were also stiff, and the people around looked at me and came over in fright. They wanted to support me, but I kept pushing them away with my hands.

go away!go away!

All liars, all liars!
Just when I couldn't stand the surging pain in my chest, I felt a fishy and sweet surge up, and suddenly my eyes went dark, and I fell straight down!
"Queen Mother!"

"The Empress Dowager!"

Countless hands caught me, and countless exclamations sounded in my ears. My eyes were in chaos. Those flustered expressions and concerned eyes flashed in front of my eyes. , only the figure of that one person is slowly blurring...

Nangong Yazhen!

I don’t know how long I’ve been unconscious in the chaotic darkness, I finally heard some familiar voices in my ears——

"Your Majesty, you should go and rest."

"Yes, Your Majesty, the Empress Dowager is weak and won't wake up so soon. You have guarded her for a few days without eating or drinking. The dragon's body is important."

Is it Ke Er and Yu Sui Er?
I feel as if the bones in my whole body have been removed, and I am so weak that the whole body is not mine anymore, but I seem to be able to feel that a person beside me is quietly guarding me, and his breathing is also very weak, but with familiar breath.

Finally, I slowly opened my eyes.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I met a pair of surprised tiger eyes and looked at me, as if I couldn't believe it: "Xingsi, are you awake?!"

"emperor……"

My lips moved, and I called him softly, his eyes were red, looking at me with surprise and joy, he hurriedly turned around: "Hurry up and call the imperial doctor, and let them bring food, hurry up !"

Yu Sui'er immediately turned around and ran out, but Ke'er's expression was a bit complicated, she glanced at me, and then hurried out.

I looked around and saw a familiar room, "We, recall the industry?"

"Well. It's better for your health to go back to the palace to recuperate."

I thought of something, subconsciously stretched out my hand to touch my lower abdomen, Shaoyu knew what I was thinking, and hurriedly said: "It's okay. You were out of breath on the pier, the child is fine."

Fortunately, nothing.

This child is still so strong and wants to survive, but compared to him, his mother is too disappointing.

I looked at Shaoyu, the corners of my eyes were moist, and I said softly, "I'm sorry..."

He froze for a moment: "Xing Si."

"Sorry, I—did I disappoint you?"

"There is no such thing, Xingsi, you are not to blame for this!" He hastily comforted me, then gritted his teeth and said fiercely: "Who knew they would be so despicable and use such a trap to lure you into the bait and trap you A whole month!"

Yes, they dug a trap for me to jump, but I have to be willing to jump.

Recalling the determination in my heart at that time, and recalling the one month at the bottom of the valley, I just feel ashamed, am I really smug, or ungrateful? The man hugged him to enjoy his warmth, and even agreed to elope with him?
I turned out to be such a shameless woman!

Not long after, the imperial doctor came, and after checking my pulse, he only said that my body was extremely weak and needed to rest well, otherwise it would be very bad for the child, so Shaoyu asked the people in the imperial dining room to bring food over and over again.

The people in the imperial dining room were thoughtful, they brought some light porridge, Shaoyu hurriedly took it, took a spoon to scoop up the bird's nest porridge and brought it to my mouth, softly said: "Eat a little."

I opened my dry lips and ate a little, only to feel a tightness in my chest and almost spit it out.

Ke'er was watching from the side, and then came up: "Your Majesty, the Empress Dowager——I'm not in good health, let me do it."

After finishing speaking, she took the bird's nest porridge. Ling Shaoyu glanced at her and then at me, so he had to step aside, watching Ke'er sit by the bed and feed me spoonful by spoonful. asked: "Is it better? Are you still uncomfortable?"

I shook my head, recalled something, raised my head and asked him: "Your Majesty, Xuan—"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Yu Sui'er rushing in from outside: "Your Majesty!"

Ling Shaoyu looked back at him, Yu Sui'er had already run to his side, and whispered something in his ear, Shaoyu's face turned livid immediately, his teeth were gritted like he wanted to kill someone, his chest was also heaving violently, after a long while, it seemed that he could bear it What: "The Empress Dowager is still recuperating, I don't have time to see him, let him go back."

"……Yes."

Yu Sui'er was a little embarrassed, but she still turned around and wanted to retreat, I hurriedly called him: "Stop, what's the matter?"

"Queen Mother!"

Shaoyu took a step forward: "It's nothing, don't worry."

I didn't look at him, just looked at Yu Sui'er who had retreated to the door: "Come here, tell me, what's the matter?"

Yu Sui'er came up shyly, glanced at Shaoyu with livid complexion, and then at me, she still flinched after all, and said softly: "Report to the Empress Dowager, Lord Nangong Yu begs to see the Empress Dowager."

My face twitched violently, and when I heard those two words, the undiminished pain in my heart hit again.

"He asked to see me, why?"

"Master Nangong Yu said that this matter needs to be discussed with the Empress Dowager."

As soon as I pondered, I was about to get up and get out of bed. Shaoyu and the others were all startled, and hurried up to support me: "Queen Mother, what are you doing? Be careful!"

"It's okay." I was a little dizzy when I got out of bed. I stood up with the bedpost, took a deep breath, and then raised my head: "Let him come to the Zichen Palace. I want to see what else they have in the Nangong family." Speak!"

Although he was very worried about my body, he really couldn't resist me. Shaoyu could only ask Ke'er and the others to change my clothes, and helped me slowly walk to the Zichen Hall. Nangong Yu was already standing there in full dress, with his back straight, The broad shoulders have an illusion that the mountain will not fall. When he saw me approaching, he was not surprised. He just slightly raised his thick black eyebrows and bowed down: "My minister pays homage to the emperor, long live, long live, and queen mother, thousand years old, thousand years old!" .”

"Let Nangong Qing's family live in peace."

"Thank you, Queen Mother." Nangong Yu looked up at me with a smile on his lips: "The Queen Mother's complexion has improved a lot, I'm afraid the phoenix body will be fine after resting for a while."

"Auspicious words from Qing's family." I smiled: "I don't know what's the matter with Mr. Nangong coming to the palace to have an audience this time?"

"Actually, it's just a trivial matter, but it needs the Empress Dowager's mercy."

"What little thing?"

Nangong Yu smiled and said: "My nephew, Nangong Mizhen, and his childhood sweetheart, Shui Xunyou, who came from a famous family in the White Tiger Kingdom. The two had a marriage contract first, and they also swore to each other deeply in love in private. Now that they are old, I decided to let them marry. Lian Li."

My hand hidden under the sleeve trembled slightly, and the nails were inserted into the palm abruptly.

Both Ke'er and Yu Sui'er gasped, and looked at me with wide eyes, while Ling Shaoyu's face was already livid, and he seemed to be about to rush forward, but I stretched out my hand to stop it lightly.

I felt all the bones in my body trembling, and when I smiled, even the smile twitched, but I still smiled: "It's so good, General Nangong and Miss Shui are both talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven."

"Thank you, Empress."

"Then what does Nangong Qing's family want me to do?"

Nangong Yu looked up at me and said with a smile: "I hope that the queen mother will show mercy and give my nephew a marriage in person."

(End of this chapter)