The Queen of the Return of the Tyrant Wants to Run Away from Marriage

Chapter 148 Chapter 180

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After Baili Xue'er walked out of Chu You's yard, she found an empty corner. She rubbed her face with her hands, and tears leaked from her fingers...

She wept silently...

Nalanqing followed her all the time, and she also saw the scene just now. She probably never thought that Baili Xueer's life would be so difficult.

Walking over and sitting next to Baili Xueer, she raised her tear-smeared face...

"I'll lend you here for free!" Nalanqing raised his eyebrows slightly, pointing to his embrace.

Baili Xue'er didn't expect to see her here, her nose sore, and she lay down in her arms and cried bitterly...

As if she had been greatly wronged, she cried like a child.

Holding Baili Xueer in his arms, Nalanqing patted her on the back every now and then to calm her down.

With the pain all over Baili Xueer's body and the accumulated grievances, she didn't even have a chance to vent. Day after day, year after year, it's been four years since she was reborn, but she But still unable to solve the status quo.

Even if she didn't live a different life in her new life, she was still tightly bound by this dark and dirty Baili Mansion, which made her almost unable to breathe.

"Why? Why? Why can't I be a girl, why am I not a man... woo woo woo... why?"

Baili Xueer burst into tears, the pain accumulated over the years made her unable to breathe.

No matter how cruel the mother is, she is the mother who gave birth to her and raised her!
She has gone crazy for a long time, and even beat her own daughter... But every time she knelt down and begged for forgiveness, how could she bear it...

It is said that poor people must have something to hate, but that is just an outsider looking at this matter from the sidelines.

Only she is the person involved, and no one understands her current mood.

Can the mother who gave birth give up?

No!

Regardless of human relations or morality, no matter how bad my mother is, I can't give up. Everything is doomed by the grace of nurturing.

What can she do?
Baili Xue'er lay in her arms and cried bitterly, feeling Nalan Qing's gentle comfort, her heart trembled slightly, and her emotions seemed to have calmed down a lot.

"If it were you... what would you do?"

Nalan Qing's eyes flickered slightly, and she stroked Baili Xue'er's head with her hand, without any emotion. To be precise, her comforting movements were like comforting a pet.

She rubbed Baili Xueer's head once and for a while, her eyes were calm: "You will never be me, and it's useless to ask me!"

"I'm asking if..."

"No matter who it is, as long as it makes me unhappy, I can kill me. No matter whether it's my parents or siblings, no one can restrain me!"

Baili Xueer looked up with red and swollen eyes: "But that is your relative..."

"Since they damaged my interests, why didn't they think that I am also their relative? Knowing that it is my relatives who can do this, so what's wrong with me retaliation?" Nalan Qing didn't want to talk about this kind of thing. , in her previous life, all her relatives died by her hands.

Because these so-called relatives were all focused on their own wealth and their own lives, thinking that they could inherit everything after death, so in her previous life, she had always lived in the shadow of relatives' assassination.

From the start, it was destined that the other party did not regard himself as a relative, so what's wrong with retaliation?
Baili Xue'er is not Nalan Qing, she is a person of this age from ancient times, even if she lives again, she will not be able to do the act of killing relatives!
Baili Xueer smiled wryly...

Leaning her head on Nalan Qing's shoulder, "You are a daughter but you were raised as a man. Presumably your mother, like mine, treats you as a pawn to win favor? Don't you hate? Don't you resent?"

"Why should I hate? They are willing to give a little warmth and I accept it, and I will give them back the same amount of warmth... If they are ruthless to me, I will definitely give them back relative ruthlessness... This world is very It's fair, if you are bound voluntarily, you will never be able to walk away, if you don't want to be bound, you can live freely!"

Baili Xueer looked at Nalan Qing's side face, she closed her eyes slightly, with tears in her eyes: "I really envy you, you are obviously a woman, but you live so recklessly..."

"You can also live wantonly, just let go of everything!" Nalan Qing said with a blank expression.

Baili Xueer shook her head, "In my previous life, I was planned by Baili Xuer to marry the butcher. Later, I escaped from the butcher and met His Highness the Crown Prince... His Highness the Crown Prince was insane from traditional Chinese medicine. Passing by... I became the prince's concubine..."

Nalanqing raised her eyebrows slightly, her eyes were indifferent.

"Baili Xu'er has always loved His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, but she never thought that I would become the Crown Prince's concubine, so she was furious... When she was so angry that she wanted to kill me, it was my mother who blocked the sword for me... It's ridiculous, that one The mother I beat and scolded like a servant ended up blocking the sword for me..."

"The crown prince doesn't like me, so the person sent by Baili Xuer... died when he was carried into the East Palace..."

Nalan Qing listened to Baili Xueer talking about herself, her eyes flickered slightly.

"This is your own choice, and it has nothing to do with me!" She was not very gentle, and she would not be gentle to a person in every possible way.

Baili Xueer wiped her tears with a handkerchief, she smiled bleakly, "Things have all changed in this life... I met him when the prince left the Marquis of Wu'an, but I became a fiancée with you... …I won’t die so badly in this life, will I?”

Nalan Qing: "..."

She didn't know, and couldn't answer.

Baili Xueer's mood improved a lot, she sat up straight, "Are you here today because you are hired?"

"Ok!"

"Is the time set?"

Nalan Qing nodded: "According to the customs of Liupin, it takes about three months to get married!"

"Okay, I'll wait for you!" Baili Xue'er smiled softly, her red and swollen eyes showed her sad mood, which made people feel uncontrollably affectionate.

Nalan Qing, Nalan Ling, and the Lin family left after having dinner at the Prime Minister's Mansion in Baili. There were not many people at the dinner table, only the Prime Minister Baili Han and her wife, and Baili Mo, Baili, etc. Li Xuer, Baili Xueer...

Prime Minister Baili looks very gentle on the surface, but he feels extremely sharp. How can the Prime Minister of a country be a kind-hearted person?
Nalan Qing was either pretending to be stupid or giving a soft nail...

After the meal, when Bailimo sent Nalanling and the others away, he secretly took Nalanqing's hand; "Xiaoqing, I'll wait for you outside the house tonight!"

Nalan Qing was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't help but smile slightly.

The original owner in memory often sneaks out with Bailimo!

nodded.

go away.

Baili Xueer sent Nalanqing away with a smile. When she returned to the yard, she walked into her own norms, and a black figure stared at her like a wild beast in the dark.

Without even thinking about it, I ran back...

With a bang, the door closed.

"You, die!" The syllables collided with low alcohol and magnetism, like a spell to seize the soul, but they did not hide the arrogance and contempt in the tone.

(End of this chapter)