Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 399 What It's Like

"You don't intend to return the key, do you?" Jun Haixin stared at Bai Zhuyun, seeing that the other party had no intention of returning the key, so he passed him and staggered towards the other side of the driveway.Cars whizzed past her one after another, and they were likely to hit her at any moment.

Bai Zhuyun ran forward, grabbed Jun Haixin's arm suddenly, hugged her whole body, stuffed her into the passenger seat of the car, fastened her seat belt, and then sat on the driver's seat : "Where are you going, I'll take you there!" At least she must not be allowed to drive like this now, thinking that she might have a car accident, his heart would constrict.

Jun Haixin closed his eyes tiredly. Although he took the medicine just now, the effect of the medicine obviously did not appear so quickly. "I'm not going anywhere, I just want to avoid you." She said lightly.

And when her words fell, the car drove away from the parking lot at high speed like an arrow leaving the string.

Jun Haixin stopped talking, but curled up, leaning his head on the back of the chair, waiting wholeheartedly for the pain to pass completely.The closer the full moon is, the more severe and longer the intermittent pain will be.

The sound of her breathing can be heard clearly in the carriage. A thin layer of sweat has already formed on Xiumei's forehead at the moment, and her brows are tightened. Even if her eyes are closed, it can be seen that this will She was struggling to endure the pain.

Bai Zhuyun's eyes glanced towards Jun Haixin from time to time.What she said just now made him angry, but seeing her now made his heart soften.He already knew that she hated him, didn't he?Why should he be angry with her because of this?

Slowing down the speed of the car, Bai Zhuyun took out a handkerchief from his pocket, held the steering wheel with one hand, and stretched out the other hand to Jun Haixin's forehead, helping her wipe the thin sweat off her forehead .

Jun Haixin didn't seem to notice it, she still closed her eyes tightly, letting Bai Zhuyun's hand holding the veil move in front of her forehead, but her frown was slightly loosened. .

The pain is slowly receding in the body, and these days, the tired feeling in the body is also spreading.Jun Haixin only remembered that she was sitting in the car, closed her eyes because of the pain, and wanted to wait for the pain to pass, but fell asleep unknowingly.

And when she woke up, although she was still in the car, it was already dark outside.Jun Haixin moved her body with sleepy eyes, and the coat that originally covered her body slipped off.

This coat...is Bai Zhuyun's!Jun Haixin held onto the slipped jacket with his hand, and then looked to the side.Bai Zhuyun is resting on the driver's seat right now, with his eyes closed, and his short white hair looks so conspicuous.

He is only in his 40s, but his hair has already turned white like this.White hair overnight, he told her.Now it is obvious that dyeing hair is very easy, but he has never dyed his white hair black.

It was as if he wanted to use this white hair to remind and commemorate something.

At this moment, Jun Hai looked at the person in front of him with complicated eyes.She and Bai Zhuyun were right and wrong from the beginning.The person she is looking for is not him, so no matter what he does, she will not feel that kind of heartbeat, let alone fall in love with him.

She hated him, loathed him, and thought countless times that it would be best for her to keep away from him forever, so that it might be the best for both him and her.But he refused to let go, and he repeatedly dragged their relationship to the worst state.

But she also knew that many of the things he did were because of her.So while loathing him, she sometimes sympathized with him.It was as if he was looking at another self on his body.

If one day, she really meets Mingyi, and Mingyi has someone else she loves, then what will she do?Can you really let go?Or is it also entangled endlessly, even doing a lot of unscrupulous things?

Jun Haixin asked himself, but there was no answer.Because she has never found her destiny, she can't understand what it would be like to love someone deeply.

It's just that after the last full moon, she once asked Jinchen: "Fate depends on you, have you ever fallen in love?" She asked this question because she wanted to know whether the people in the Jun family were really as they were in the legend, and they would definitely fall in love with each other. Fall in love with your destiny.

Jinchen's personality has been cold since childhood, and he has never been interested in women, but at that time, Jinchen answered her without hesitation: "Yes, I fell in love."

"What's it like to fall in love with Mingyi?" She continued to ask, because it was something she had never experienced before.

"It will make me want to kneel in front of her and dedicate everything to her." Including his life, his emotions, his joys, sorrows and joys: "I will think about her all the time, if I look at her one day If you don’t get her, you will feel uncomfortable. When she is happy, you will be happy, and when she is uncomfortable, you will think of making her happy at any cost. If you see that she is happy for other people If someone is interested, his chest will feel blocked by something, and his breathing will become difficult. It's as if her feelings are being controlled by her."

Jun Jinchen has always been reticent, but this time, he rarely talked so much.

Is this what it feels like to fall in love with Mingyi?But why did it not sound as beautiful as I imagined, but instead had a feeling of losing myself: "Will you regret falling in love with Mingyi?" she said.

He shook his head: "No."

"Because it is fate, is it destined to fall in love?" This was her last question.

But Jinchen's answer was: "No, I fell in love with her because she is Lu Xiaoxu. If my fate was not Xiaoxu, maybe I wouldn't fall in love with her."

When Jinchen said this, she knew that he really loved Lu Xiaoxu, otherwise, he would never have said that.That Lu Xiaoxu, what attracted Jinchen?Let him put aside Mingyi's identity and just simply love her as a person.

And those ancestors of the Jun family who found their fate, do they also love their fate in this way?Jun Hai didn't know, she only knew that she envied Jin Chen, envied that he had found Ming Yi.

Looking at Bai Zhuyun who was still asleep with his eyes closed, Jun Haixin put the coat back on Bai Zhuyun's body.

It was just a small movement, but his eyes suddenly opened, and his hand had already clasped her wrist like lightning.

(End of this chapter)