A heartbeat, a lifetime

Chapter 1 Wedges
I can feel the marker brushing across my face quietly, with a rough but gentle touch.

The surgeon's fingertips lightly paused on my cheek, and his voice was low: "Miss Bai, before anesthesia, let me ask you one last time—are you really going to do this?"

I closed my eyes, recalling the scene when I stumbled into this famous plastic surgery hospital the day before yesterday.

"Doctor, where can my face move?"

"Most people will tell me clearly what they are not satisfied with, and we can find ways to improve it."

I thought about it and said, "The chin and the eyes."

The doctor looked at me carefully and asked with a smile, "Miss Bai, how do you want to adjust?"

I raised the corners of my lips and said nonchalantly, "Bone grinding? Injection? Opening the corner of the eye...anything is fine."

The doctor looked at me like he was looking at a lunatic, and said tactfully, "Girl, do you know that many people come to me to be a celebrity's chin or eyes."

I vaguely knew what he was going to say, bit my lip, and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, my face was as pale as a wandering spirit.

"...Qin Mou is the most designated template. In fact, her jaw and eyes conform to the golden ratio." The doctor adjusted his glasses, "Miss Bai, your jaw and eyes are almost exactly the same as hers, they are quite perfect .”

"No, I don't want to picture her." I raised my voice unconsciously. "Doctor, I don't want such jaws and eyes."

So I lay here, quietly, waiting for someone to cut my skin with a scalpel, grind away part of the bone, and open the corner of my eye deeply.

I don't care if it's unnatural, I don't care if it's prettier, I just want to - not like her.

"Okay, you will be anesthetized right away." The doctor said with a smile.Someone covered my mouth and nose with something like a large piece of cotton cloth, and after a while, I felt a little drowsy.

very nice……

The moment the body relaxed, there was a loud bang——

I exhausted the remaining strength in my body, looked sideways in that direction, and a figure was walking towards me quickly.

An invisible hand suddenly grabbed my heart, and I suddenly felt hard to breathe.

"Sir, this is the operating room...you can't come in casually..."

Someone seems to be stopping him... I thought drowsily, let him out!

"Bai Xi, do you want to have plastic surgery?" The man bent down and grabbed my jaw forcefully. Although my consciousness was beginning to be a little blurred, I could still feel the huge force.

I was forced to meet his cold gaze. His anger had obviously reached the limit of explosion, but even so, his eyes were still as calm as a pool of ancient water.

Fear, regret, resignation... I don't know how to control these emotions, I can only let tears fall down my cheeks without any scruples.

"You know what I value most is your face, right?" He suddenly leaned closer, the tip of his nose almost touching mine, and said in a calm tone, "You want to destroy it?"

My breathing became short of breath.

"Bai Xi, believe it or not?! No matter how much you spoil this face, I have the ability to make it back to its original shape." He said in a voice that only I could hear, "Want to suffer more? You can try."

He shook my face away, turned and left without saying another word.

The doctor watched helplessly and smiled wryly, "Miss Bai..."

Someone turned off the light in the operating room, the darkness was like a huge mountain, I thought I was really dying, I couldn't breathe, I wanted to vomit.

"Miss Bai? Bai Xi?" I vaguely heard someone calling my name.

I think he's going to ask me if I'm going to have surgery... I give up, I won't.

Shen Qinjun has already found out, and I know he's not threatening me... Even if I completely ruin my face, he will repair it for me one by one.

I give up.

At the moment when the last trace of consciousness disappeared, I suddenly thought, it would be great if everything could be restarted.

I'm giving up those absurd fascinations and affections.

And now, I'm to blame.

(End of this chapter)